Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Last night,i couldn't sleep well.What struck in my heart and head is that i couldn't tell my thoughts about herAll i hope is to leave my message here for her to search for my information and get herself in the way to here.Pretty hopeless.Nevertheless,since i couldn't say it out to her.Let me write it down here.It will serve me a memory.

For the girl i (may) love her this much because she did fill up the void in my heart.She is so stunning in some way that i instantly forget all life i live for past 21 years.Unbelieveable huh?I say fate brought me this and gave me the meaning of it.However i am very cautious person that result my doing to check information about her.I have collected enough information about her and i realise that it is not right thing or time interfere.According to my finding,i find that she has boyfriend and she is happily going with him no matter how far she and her boyfriend are.I know that i want to let her go because i can see that true love is there in between them.I don't want to have false love or give much headache for her to make a choice if i put myself in the third party.No point when i cannot achieve happiness from this point of doing.I really want happiness between for my life partner in my humble opinion.Furthermore,i don't want to leave so much burden on my life partner.I want to give myself and my life partner easy going life.

That is all i really want to say but i never have a chance.Out of respect,i will not write her name here.I do not know her or i don't have her friends who know me either.Pity.It seem that i target diffcult ones.I only make a choice on somebody who really can fill up the void in my heart.I am hoping for another one.Too painful to forget one and another when the chance is not there for me.

Songs of Day:不要說謊/don' lie
夠了沒有/enough yet
因為愛所以愛/Because of Love That's Why I Love
只要為你活一天/Will Only Live For You For One Day
(all four songs by Nicholas Tse)

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:43 pm