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I dreamt of myself in the situation how to find the chinese name for my child.
I was trying to see who is my wife giving birth on my child.*hehe,i am hoping this dream is true*
But i never saw because i was disturbed by whole IQB class who was leaving the classroom
Anyway,i do really think i have ESP mind because some things i dreamt before happened to be true.*grasp,i do not want to be prophet*
Anyway,there is only one nightmare i ever dream in my lifetime.
It is about sticky monster(liquid-in-state) eating people and i myself fought this monster hard as if i am ghostbuster.
The last straw is myself trapped in the lift by powerful sticky monster.
That is fantasy but it made me sweat a lot and i woke up instantly as if i was really killed.Nice nightmare i had.
I think that is when i was 12 years old.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:32 pm
Today,there is not much exciting moments as some of us including the idoit who never attend the SW lesson but suddenly appeared out of blue in canteen after SW lesson went for seminar.
Shirley look better when she don't tie up her long hair.
Fanghui look pretty when she frown.Her face with wrinkle as she frown is the great beauty from her.Haha,i only realised when i saw her frowning.
Wanzhen is quite fun girl to talk with.I talked with her today and i liked her way of responding.I hope to know more about her.
Masara look funny when she do things in comical way.
Eugene is 'anything' guy who try the Edwin's experiment of mixing the lychee tea with aloe vera with stawberry jellies.
Adeline knows how to make things exciting in a discussion talk.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:27 pm It is 90% completed.
I think it is ready for you all to read even though i haven't insert a lot of pictures or furnish background
What matters is my past life written in this autobiography.
When u have problem,read this and think what you should do.
The url is http://www.geocities.com/tonydelpiero107/
I spend whole evening and night to write it down.
I am pleased that i have completed.
This autobiography may rock your ass into surprise or shocked?
It is the entertainment from me for you to enjoy my past life you have read.
I am not afraid of anything.I want all of you to know that we are not only one suffering.Please feel free to read it.
At the same time,i am thinking to add more chapter in autobiography if i recall a meaningful life in the past.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:37 pm
Today morning,i went to Hougang for a simple soccer game session.
During the game,i broke my left toenail.
The nike total 90 swift ball is too hard itself with odd kind of cushion giving such impact on my left toenail.
The verdict is out.
Comparing two mega-giant soccer sport brands,adidas and nike on training kind ball.
I recall my old nike training ball was awesome until this total 90 swift ball(latest) is so horrible that it doesn't spin and bounce normally.ABNORMAL MAN!
I have played adidas world cup 94,euro 96 and world cup 98 match ball(expensive).They are simply awesome that it spin and bounce normal.
Based on the latest training adidas ball,i touched it and it was not too bad.at least it is better than nike total 90 swift.
Adidas win!Nike failed!
Grasp,i am crossing my finger that my order,Reborn Live dvd is still on after i found out its avaiability out of order(before few days later,i made my order)
PLEASE PLEASE LET ME HAVE THIS DVD!
Next month,i have 3 CAs and one project.
*thumb down*
Hang on,CLASS IQB!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 1:39 pm I found out that Serene Aw was so angry for a whole day because Aidah mishandled the siutation by shouting at her to keep quiet during Business Communication lesson(Monday).
She wanted to throw the calculator at Aidah.
*geez,it remind me of one occasion i did but u will read more of what i did in autobiography soon*
Fortunately,her close classmates,Angie and Jessica refrained her from doing that.
From my point of view,she didn't like being misunderstood as she asked her close classmates whether she talked loudly?
It seems that Connie is the one who talked loudly.
Solution to solve this small problem?
We must make this matter small and make it non-existant in Serene Aw's mind.
I took the chance to talk with Aidah the next following day(Tuesday).
I told her how Serene Aw felt and what she really wanted.
Aidah seem unsure what to handle but i have confidence in her how she can handle this situation better in future.
I definately support her and Serene Aw as well no matter what they do.
Because i want to see true characters in them.
No point of acting as somebody else.
We finish discussing about this small problem.
But then,we were unable to reach the final point where i want to see this matter disappear.
First of all,i don't believe in pointing finger who is in the fault.
Secondly,having no faith in somebody on how they would handle in present and future is useless.You are better off DEAD.
Thirdly and lastly,you must be level-headed enough to talk in proper way.
On Wednesday,i watched Serene Aw and Aidah closely and see what i can do.
I noticed that Aidah and Serene Aw enjoy each other as Norsiah played clown and Nisha make atmosphere more funny.
Upon noticing that,this moment will reduce the tension between Serene Aw and Aidah.
God gave the gift of priceless experience for Serene Aw and Aidah each.
On Thursday,nothing happen.
On Friday,Aidah apologised Serene Aw and they continue enjoyed each other in talking about Zhen Wei in the class where we held the 'problem solving' meeting
All is over.I am glad to see that.
What is the gift of experience to Aidah and Serene Aw?
Aidah got "How to handle the situation without pointing the finger to single-out somebody who did it?" gift
Serene Aw got "It is better not to carry enmity because it is too heavy to live with." gift.
You guys,you better not carry this enmity.
It won't get you satisfied results.
All you can do is to work together if she/he is open to friend with.
If not,the situation when she/he hide and hide(i think it is dumb way to do because you have no guts to face),you need to show your face and prove that you are much tougher than her/him and you don't need to hate.
haha,it is the first time i heard from my mom who was actually praising the Joey Yung's 挥着翅膀的女孩(wielding the wing girl) song in Mandarin.
I feel strongly that EEG should market Joey Yung's voice strongly.
I rate her vocal singing much better than any chinese ladies out there.
The first time i heard her song,i was stunned by her vocal.
What are the quality she got in vocal singing?
Control,Power and Pitch!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:27 pm
Today afternoon,i went to Singapore General Hospital with my mother because my grandma(my mother's family) was hospitalised.
It was a while i last saw her.
The moment i step the hospital ground,i remembered my childhood memories where i went there for dentist(often) and see doctor for my own child progress checkup(sometimes).
You know...In her pink healthy state,she look normal but now in sickly state,she was so bloated(hands,face,body) due to her heavy cocktail of mediations.
We had to wear plastic clothes to cover our hands,body and face before we enter the patient room.
Oddly,she had shown her frustration at my cousin,mother,aunts and uncles but not me.
Because she could not talk and move her limbs well due to her successful operation on her upper spine.
Anyway,i was under impression that she has lost memory.
Now,i want to tell you all that we must face to the reality and prepare for unexpected events.To Wu Sihui and Edwin Koh,i would like to tell you a small message that there is a 'fair trade' between good and bad happenings in your own lifetime.
Don't despair too much just because you all want good happenings in your life.
On the way home,in mrt train,i saw a couple with two children.The husband is foreigner.I look at two children.I noticed that their skin somewhat are similar to mine(back of my hand).I am fucking convinced that i might have 3 different races in my blood.But i do not know much about my father's background.
Highly possilbity is chinese,Indonesian/thail and european/american.My rough guess but sadly,i could not know the exact truth.
In future life?I wish that my sister can be part of that organisation so that Selyn can look after her.At the same time,i could use this protocol to know her.
haha,but then she doesn't qualify for this organisation.
Fusion of Life
Life is mixture of good and bad things
We have to live with it.
With all feelings,we have to suffer.
It doesn't matter whether you want to live for better or worse
Go through the life that dictate you.
Yo Yo Yo
We should never run away from our lives we live.
The day we born,the day we die
Why do you save me?
Lord,can you save my loved ones instead?
Never go away and reject my plead
Couldn't bear to see loved one suffer.
We wish to hug them away from the suffering life
Lord,bless us the eternal happiness.
Ye Ye Ye
Devil,we have answer you
We have done bad things
Now we want to do good things
Devil,please go away
Never bother us again
We will live and life ever!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:40 pm When i sang bits of 謝謝你的愛1999 in my classroom(secondary school) in front of my classmate,hafiz.
He liked the vocal i produced.
He hinted me that i have making of singer.
Not even once,there is other time my working colleague comment that i do have looks of pop idol.What is more,my face shown a bit tendency of Chen Xiao Dong alike.
Frankly speaking,i never dream of being pop singer star.
Given a chance,it take somebody from entertainment industry to encourage and get me into this circle.
I always prefer to enjoy the life as i work.
I missed Selyn.I know she has similar thoughts,hobbies and something like i have.
Pity,i do not know if i have a chance to know her.
I loved her dearly after i first saw her and i poke my nose quietly to find out what she is like.
I will dedicate the song to her one day.
Let me start writing the today life i had.
Today,i reached at school at 7.55am.
After the national anthem and pledge,a teacher,who i do not hold high regard, called Karen out.My guess is her hair or something.
I am ok seeing her for a while and turn my attention to elsewhere.
During the business communication,miss foo finish the lesson earlier and we,chinese boys went out of the class.
I was the last one to step out and then i saw Karen's close friend and then saw karen behind.I turn my head back and saw Norisah going somewhere.
I was struck but then i decide to walk past Karen as usual so as to join Euguene,Kar Ho and Yang Long.
Aidah organised the help aid(due to Miss Foo's discussion) to solve classmates' problem.She happend to captalise zhen wei's plight but it was the bad move.We ain't helping him because he has not making things for us easy.
Next 2 hours Accounting lesson,Mrs Yu was not coming and so left the question papers to us to do.
After i have done the two questions,i went to canteen to look for Eugene,Adeline and Haibi.
Aiyo,after i complete the stair descending step,i turn my head to look for them.My first sight was Karen and her close classmate.It is the third time.I know God arranged it and used me as a pawn at Karen so that i would be heartbroken and was given a new heart that will harden as ever against love.That is why i got my hand electroduced after shaking Karen's hand.It was too cruel to put me this test and make me to have no love in my heart.Forever icy cold but i believe Selyn can break my icy heart.
Sigh,I roughly understood that god is merely put me as a pawn.
I know i would been seeing somebody else for some reason but i can't place myself whether she is the one for me.Sadly,this experience with Karen make me more doubtful.
After last two lessons,Banking&Finance and IT,i went home.
In MRT train,i remembered the scene of 2046 where Tony Leung suffered his love with few different ladies.One of those love experiences,tony persisted wooing a lady who reject his intelligence advances.With subsequently attempts,she fell in love with Tony Leung.Wah,if like that,i could do that at Karen but then i do not want to do that because i want to give the respect for her by leaving her alone.
Damn good!That is why i loved watching Tony Leung Chui Wai's acting characters in different various movies.
To Selyn,I hope to send this wired message to her if i got superhuman power.
hehe.You will be enlightened if you get onto the path the dream ask you to take which one.
I am back to normal self where i should be.What is it?WILD-thinking ROCKER but gentleman.
Seriously,i thought how the hell i did obtain the cool character?I think i learnt from Tony Leung Chui Wai and my own wild life(secondary school days).
Geez,i still behave cool guy.
To think that i resist all charms of ladies' arm where god pushed me to this test.
That was in secondary school days.You will find out more details about them in my upcoming autobiography.
I decide to look at girls carefully.If they attempt to have eye contact at my beautiful eyes(i knew it because my female friends always tell me how beautiful my eye is),i will give them few minutes entertainment since they want to feel it.
Why not.Nothing to lose as i don't behave like playboy.Let enjoy the charming moment!
I want to get myself more and more wild!Don't be shy or afraid,just enjoy my beautiful eyes.My eyes is yours for a few minutes.Sadly,it is only temporary for me and i would prefer to have permanent moment with a suitable girl.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:27 pm It will be bored if u don't have different colours of human character individually.
With loads of character from people,they give us different kind of entertainment.
We shouldn't condone one species of a certain character just because of this.
Don't forget that they are one hella source of entertainment even though we have other options to enjoy the entertainment from humanities.
It is not good to stick to the same old entertainment but it is better to keep all of them and enjoy them yourself till you can see the true power of friendship.
Once more,i delicate my simple and humble poem/song writing for Norsiah,the king of crapper.
Living Crapper
Oh oh Norsiah
This lady hail from the place where filled with crappers
Loads of entertainment coming out of her mouth and action
Flowing us into the clouds of joy and laughter
Proficient in acting and truly humorous talker
She simply put first class circus clown into shame
In the shame of moment,she is an angel taking you to the land of forgetful
In the name of Norsiah,she come down from the heaven to invert the sad people into joy-filled people!
Never go away!!!!
We need you as our friend.....
Looking back the few past months in my school.
in first semester(around 5 months),the classrooms,we attend for lessons were held in different classes.I only noticed Selyn in whole 5 months.
Nevertheless,i would put her as my first choice for my future wife.
Sadly,i would never take her away from the hands of her boyfriend who she might love.
I would prefer to have relationship without inflicting any heart pain and sorrow to her.
Frankly,i never look at any other girls except Selyn.
Too preoccupied into my own class,IQB.
Although IQA was with my class for SW lesson but i took no interest in them
Since then,the second semester(2 months and not yet ended) right now,our class were given fixed classrooms to study.
A4-02 is our permanent classroom.
I began to notice more and more girls.
Because of this fucking fixed classroom where i sit directly in front of the door!
I began to notice Karen and then this IQD class monitress and some second year girls.
I only notice the attractive part of Esther when i attend the Banking&Finance lesson.
She was petite and sweet
You know i saw her during the first semester but i took no granted to look more of her.Till today,i began to see more good things about her.*embrassed*
90% direct competitive challenge against Selyn for sure!
Grin,i am dreaming again.Guess what i am dreaming?She is the second person in 'my wife' list!Blimey,i am dreaming and dreaming.
Frankly,i had lost my interest into hooking with Esther because of the fucking sorrow i had.
I decide to let the fate decreed upon me and a rightful girl togther.
Leave them aside,I admire a couple i often see in MRT train if i take it at 7.05-7.08am schedule arrival in CCK.This couple enter from Yew Tee.
The lady is not too bad looking and the gentleman is not very handsome but i can tell that he is very patient and concerned person.I think they are married.
He leave at Woodlands for work and she continue to sit on the train.Apparently,i leave Bishan and she is still sitting.
I wish i am him!
Doh!
It remind me of a storybook i borrowed from my friend in secondary school.
It was about a very pretty lady who want to marry this guy who is rich and caring boss.Her neighbour is uncouth and messy man.She disliked this neighbour so much that they quarreled for small matter.One day,in the party,she saw her boss enjoying very fat lady's company and her boss introduced her to his partner and she learnt that he want to marry her.She was devestated that this lady is so fat while she is silm.
she kept herself in her home for 3 days drinking alochol(drowning herself in the sorrow).Her neighbour who also was in the party knew her situtation and decide to knock her door in order to knock her into some sense.
She gradually accept him as a friend.After a few months friendship,she realise that he has a lot of good things in himself.Eventally,this neighour and she went into relationship.
Haha,nice story.I like that.Sound like fairytale?
To be realistic,it is true that some guys enjoy fat girls' company and some pretty girls also enjoy fat men's company.
With this sight for all everybody view,they would say "WHAT THE FUCK!She/he is so pretty/handsome!How could she/he got this fat faggot as steady??!?!"
*grin*
Don't forget.Love can blind them.Beauty come from a person character is the eye of beholder.Don't be a fool beliving that having good looks can get you the best steady they dream for.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:35 pm
Psst
Today never been bored as Norsiah shook the class with her excellent acting.
It brought much laughter for everyone in the class.
It happened during Business Communication in B1-07 room.
Nevertheless,the idoit aka Zhen Wei still amused everyone with his still-stupidity antics.Like what?He wrote whole story where we are supposed to edit 10 words into errors in turn for us to do each other work to find out the error.
I guess that is all what i write about my school life today.
Forever viva!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 3:03 pm Ever since i recall vivdly that Zhuge Liang dreamt of his beloved state,Shu having the numberous victories and the emperor of Shu ascended to the throne as he bow after him.
After the myterious cloud constellation and unable to figure it out,i had a dream
The future of everyone has.
As i watched my own classmates(36 out 37 including myself) live and study together,as far as i remember we are capable of doing anything as a class.
I watched them grow.Fanghui,Wanzhen,Haibi,Sihui and Shirley have grown nicely based on the few months life happening they lived.
I know i have ESP mind at times when i visualise the future(in fact i am not sure it is for real).
Tattering trails of each person i have seen in my lifetime,i felt so anixous to see them live beautiful what their characters ask for.
Men and Women have their own feelings.You should prepare for 180 degree change as their mood can swing to the worse or better.All you need is to understand the person and you need to have abosolute patien especially you must know about the person very well.That is the key word for everyone who worry for their loved ones.What is the point if you can't figure the problems/worries from loved ones?
I delicate the song that i thought of writing for Serene Aw.
She is pitiful enough to have numerous of mistaken as noisy person.
How many of you have a friend who can kill the quiet atmosphere.
No one is to restrict her from that.It is her own self and each cheer/loud talk from her represent her character.Let us enjoy her character.Just sit back and live with her together in the class for the remaining course period.
"On the dark clouds hovering above us
Hail the heroine
She come and gave her cheers for everybody
Her shouts and laughter tore the quiet and murdering atmosphere
Hence,the dark clouds began to disperse
O Lord,thank you for linking her to our lives in the school
Serene is the only one who can take your load off the mind
Never mistake her kindest gesture for something disturbing
How many of us can we find the pressure off the atmosphere?
She offer her small kindest aid that we will forget it.
Long Live Serene Aw!"
Everyone deserve to be angel if you know how to appericate a person's kindness but not to see them as harm..
天使(Angel)(Reborn Live)*sang by Nicholas Tse* is fitting song.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:03 pm
Today,i looked up at the sky.The different columns of clouds in the sky gather quietly and formed a straight line.
It gotta be happening in the school one of these days.I couldn't figure it out
I am right now typing in B1-04 lab for 2 hours period IT lesson.
This morning,i receved a booklet for everyone to read.
Aidah show me the front cover page.
Blimey,that is one of 5 students,Selyn.
She was teasing me that i would cut the picture of her out and paste on something that is hug-able for me.
*grin*
I modestly wave my hand indicating that i ain't doing that.
That is all for my school life today.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 12:00 pm Every night,i always listen the songs as i nursed myself
愛後餘生(Life after Love)(Most Wanted)
改造人(Transformed Human)(Most Wanted)
改造人 (Transformed Human)(Viva Live)
只要為你活一天(Live For You One More Day)(Viva Live)
因為愛所以愛(Because of Love That's Why I Love)(Viva Live)
玉蝴蝶(Jade Butterfly)(Jade Butterfly)
假天真(Naive Vacation)(Viva Live)
一擊即中(One Shot On Target)(Zero Distance)
一了百了(Let It Be Over)(Viva Live)
不是定理(Don't Lie)(Reborn Live)
夠了沒有(Is It Sufficient)(Reborn Live)
別來無恙(So So)(Viva Live)
非走不可(Must Leave)(Reborn Live)
謝謝你的愛1999(Grateful For Your Love 1999)(Twenty 20)
不可一世(insufferably arrogant)(Viva Live)
魔鬼的主意(Devil's desire)(Viva Live)
活著VIVA(Living Viva)(Viva Live)
Thanks to this recent misery,i listen more Nicholas Tse's songs than Daniel Chan's songs.
Yakitate Japan ep13!
As usual,Kazuma rock my ass and kick my ass completely!
WAHOOO!!What did he do?
the competition topic is to make the Melon bread
The opponent use the most expensive(more than hundred dollars!) and delicious melon to bake the bread and Azuma merely bought a can of melon drink(WTF!) which cost mere few cents).The judge tasted Azuma and give the opponent no taste because he completely won the battle with unqiue sushi style to combine 3 things into one.
Laugh my ass out!A cheap item trash expensive item.
OOO.how i simply love that!
I want to trash bastards who doesnt know how to value their own valuable items that cannot be replaced.
Irreplaceable things
Once Upon a time,can you still remember?
The thing that your loved one gave you
i can only remember how happy i was
why must you forget the thing your loved one gave you
I swore i would keep it eternally
I wish i could make you dance real excitedly
real exciting
Drove to my memory
It wouldn't tell me
Because it never been valuable to me
For you,you have bled for blood to give it to me
Out of luck,i still unable remember it
I can only realise when i lose you
Please never go away
I will come and save you from bleeding
Why did you leave them for nothing
Come back
I promise you that i will remember you eternally
The day the forgetful soul died,i was eventually reborn to love you again.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:01 pm
Today,i am flipping on this thoughts.
Hehe,there is another extract from Nicholas Tse Interview
N=Nic Tse,I=Interviewer
"I: Why would a person who loves guitar not play the guitar?
N: It is a culture, a rock culture. People in Beijing should know more about this than Hong Kong people. The rock culture in Beijing is stronger than that in Hong Kong. If it is not too difficult, I prefer taking all my string music parts from Beijing for arrangement and production. Beijing has music and Hong Kong only has singers.
I: But I see only two or three of your albums and all Beijing fans listen to your songs.
N: I have written a piece of rock tune and I took it too Beijing to add the string parts to it. That is the first time I left a recording studio and the first time to see 40 people, through a glass window, seriously playing their instruments on the music that I wrote. At that moment, I really wanted to cry. It’s like a dream come true. This type of feeling, I could only get from Beijing"
Now,we need the true feelings which show the true feelings.
Why cheat us from the true meanings and feelings together?
We should go and show what we are made of.
Be true of yourself.
Look at my poor friend.I felt so sorry for Gabby.He got himself stronger and stronger after this incident.
He got hooked with a school friend through irc school channel.
They chit chatted for so many months.
They arranged to meet up each other.
After seeing each other,they went into relationship.
Wahooo.his very first relationship.
They went out and their relationship only last 1 month.
What happened?The ending story was her classmate phoned him that she want to have a breakup.
He did nothing.Barely nothing.
What is this?Pressured?No true meaning to this?
In the same fashion,i was like this as well
At least i never got into relationship because it wasn't my intention in the first place.
You know i want to have singaporean lady in the part of requirement for a wife.
If most of singaporean ladies i see are like this,i will be unlucky to get myself hooked with foreigner lady which mean i will follow the family line.
Ladies and Guys,can you not do this to your friends no matter you barely know them?
True Meaning?
What is the true meaning to you?
Why torture yourself when it never been true yourself
You have to let them go as the meaning never been true.
You can have them back when the meaning has shown its truth.
In smashing life,we have enough tortures.
We are ourselves
The day we dance,you will probably realise
The true meaning in us reveal itself
Don't dare to run away without telling them the reasons.
Go and live to your fullest true life you need for.
Today life
I went to school.I alternate my life a bit by sitting with some of IQB classmates in the 3rd floor locker room.
I was looking at classmates and as well as the environment.
I chanced upon myself when i saw Selyn entering the school premise.
I was stunned.I am fucking sure that it is Selyn.NO MISTAKE DUDE!
I went up to fourth floor for A4-04 classroom.
I talked with aidah to settle the small problem for my classmate.
I swore that i will see to this matter until it was ok in my opinion.
Anyway,i find IQE interesting class than IQC.
I looked at the 4 persons gang from IQE.
One chinese male named Tom,One chinese female(Esther),one malay male and one malay female.The way they hang out each other look fun.They are enjoying each other company.Esther did well in her own appearance.If i recall correctly,she varied her hairstyle based on different various of hair tie.So far,she is modern and nice girl in my opinion.It is my pleasure to sit together with IQE in banking&finance lesson.
I hate to sit together with IQC during SW lesson.Sorry to say that because the fact is that some of people from IQC are really eye-sore to me.
Anyway,anyone who woo Esther and that IQD class monitress will be lucky person.
No doubt,i can feel it
After the second lesson,IT, i went to canteen for a lunch.
I unknowingly turn around my face to see the canteen atmosphere(please don't mistake me for looking girls because Norsiah teased me for that) and saw Selyn nearby from my position of seat.
Some more,it is clear-cut view.I was grining but i am happy to see that she is not troubled any more.
Nevertheless,i sat there for 2 hours under humid weather.
Freaking hot.I need AIR-CON!!
These are all i have enjoyed in those moment.
IQB and IQE rock dude even though i do not know well about IQE.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:39 pm I come to this thought for everyone including myself.
We need second chance to do better.
"During the interview, he said that when he first entered the industry, he was not well received. The worst was he was standing in front of over 30,000 people in a concert and they booed him so loudly that he couldn’t even hear the music. To have his success today, Nic treasured the hard work."
Extracted from Nicholas Tse interview.
Look at him,he work hard to ask audience needing the second chance!He got it!
His currrent performance is ever improving.Fantastic!
Why not give everybody the benfit of one more chance?
Today,i run faster than usual during SW lesson.I really want to run harder until my heart burst.Ripping my heart off would ensure that it kill off the misery as i would thought so.My heart never got that exhausted like before.
Last lesson(accounting),we are cleaning our own classroom,A4-02.
Second Chance
Send someone to give you second chance.
I need it to show my worth
With ever-serious real improvement
All i can is to be truly myself for you
In a moment of misery,i will show you my worth of real person
Who you can depend upon
Heal my bitterness wound
Why did u never give me the second chance?
Give me one more chance.
Never go away and ignore.
With second chance,i shall repent!
By the way,H2(japanese 2005 drama production) rock my ass!
Baseball related story!OOOOO!!!!
*cover my sideburns with my both of my hands*
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:50 pm I went to Junction to see Lee Byun Hun this evening.
At open house,level 3 at 5pm.
I was curious how korean stars behave.
He appeared and i found that he was soft-spoken person and optimistic.
He extend two more days.During the next two days,he will tour Singapore.
He love to eat satay the most in singapore here.
I bet that some students will play truant to catch him up.
Unfortunately,i did see an horrible sight but i felt sorry for him.
It seem that his whole face is badly disfigured by hot water.
It was the worse sight than the girl who was half-disfigured at my school.
Why like that!Don't bully/hurt people who never did anything bad to you!
I wanted to protect people(strangers to me) from bullies.
Damn it!
Right now,i am so hurt by somebody.
I can't do anything.
I came home and i saw Zhen Wei's Msn nick.
It said 'sorry,that have pissed you off by asking maths question'
INCREDIBLE!he continue pissed people one by one.
all he do is to change his english name.
Like Thomas?Eric?John? and etc.In order to get people to teach him maths.
EEE!!Why don't you work hard to understand maths?
Why fucking bother people/friends!
SMS them for maths/accounting questions
Talk about maths/accounting questions
SO incredible!That is why i gave up on him when i nicely told him not to do this.
He seem unconcerned about his friends' welfare.
He is so sadistic that he hide and pop up and then follow us to anywhere.
Pathetic!!!!!!STOP THIS,Zhen Wei!
And he knows how to piss people.
GREAT!I can't believe that i have a friend like Zhen Wei who do that and another friend who put me to the misery.
I am so fucked up to meet him and make a mistake to get know her.
ARGGGH.Please spare me.I mean good intentions gentlemen and ladies!
I began to like Wanzhen's(my female classmate) quote 'SoMetiMeS, wE juSt dOn't aPprEciAte thOsE peOplE whO reAlly cArE fOr uS. UntiL thEy leAve uS, uNtil wE lOse thEm. ThEn wE rEgrEt'
Should i do this?It is not my nature though.
I think i will go out more often to forget the misery she gave me.
Tsk tsk tsk,why must i suffer like this when i am very nice?
I barely spoke more than 10 statements/questions to you and you do this to me.
*slap my forehead*
I was fucking so sad and hurt that i do not know what is going on.
Can you please tell me?I will try my best to understand you!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:58 pm
I woke up at 6.30am
It is normal ritual for me as i always wake up 6 or 7am for school during weekdays.
Junqiu asked me to go and join him to play soccer with stranges from Hardwarezone forum at 9am.
The place is Hougang.
Opps,i live in Choa Chu Kang and the clock say 7.05am.
I quickly packed my soccer boots,sony cd discman,wallet and key in my umbro bag.
I took MRT to Hougang and walk to there.
Upon looking at the map,it make me feel that it is 20mins walk.
I started walking and i reached there.
I found that it was only freaking 5 mins.
Uh-huh.
Kicked the nike total 90 swift.
I guess i am losing my faith on my own soccer slowly and then personal love.
9am to 11am.
What a hot day.
I bought rice with chiken and ice kachang.
After eating them,i am still thirsty.
I went home.
In mrt train,i saw two couples
One(a) is early 20s university student(my guess) and other(b) 16-18 years old.
Couple A look so lively.
The girl is average looking but she tied her hairstyle so nicely.Attractive in fact.
Happily playing with her boyfriend and chit chat everything.
Good sight.THey will last long.
On the other side,couple B is quiet one.The guy,sporting uglier verison of centre parting beckham style keep quiet and talk casualy with his petite girlfriend.
Eh,if like that,they might break up one day once they found out the difference.
I pray that they will last long despite of the difference.
Anyway,it may be payback for me because i never agreed to go steady with the girls who used to ask for my hand in past 17 years.I guess my confidence in love is slipped down low.
Super low that you will see me despairing for hope and singing slow love song hits with tear.
It is too cruel when it show its reserve against you!
Alas!!!!!
I do not know what to do in future.
I may lose my interest in Accounting course and change my interest to elsewhere?
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 1:51 pm
I think it is ok to write.
Not very serious
I hope IQB support her for her decision.
She messaged and greeted me in MSN.
And then she said ,"Haiz"
I kew instantly that she had a problem.
I offered my help and ask her if she could share her problem with me.
She agreeed telling me her situation.
Her ex-boyfriend wanted her back and his friend also liked her.
As far i remembered that she did not want to have relationship at the moment.
She told me that her ex-boyfriend has a problem with his present girlfriend because he found her irrating due to her behaviour.
I told her,"Sad,love can blind people and what is the point for him to have her as girlfriend?"
*He can't cope?My foot,i can ignore the bad things my loved one as long as true love exist.I think he is treating it as a fun game.FUCK it*
I gave her advice to keep ignoring them and maintain the clear statement 'i do not want to have relationship at the moment' to them.
This way,they would give up.
Sigh,i have experienced it before and so i offer this strategy to her.
wah lau,i don't want to be in that strategy designed by Karen(i felt that way but i really don't know if she mean that way)
I am afraid of friends ignoring me.
I meant no harm!
Class!Please support Grace.Will ya!
Come on!
\0/ for Grace.
That is what i can do for her as a true and real friend.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 1:16 am
OH MY GOD!
THIS MOVIE ROCK MY ASS!
ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC.
I CAN'T SIMPLY DESCRIBE MY FEELING!
I know i have own problem with love isses but i am awaken after watching this movie
i am telling you that it is real movie i am watching.
In old ripe age,there are a old couple living in nursing home.
The wife,Allie Calhoun was suffering from senile dementia.
Her husband,Noah,who has heart problem but Allie didn't know him because she lost the memory.He was trying hard to tell the love story about them to her.
At the time,Noah relate their past when they were young
At age of 17,she was staying seawood town temporary with her family.
In carnival,she was happened to go out with some gentlemen.
Noah and his close friend,Fin were happened to be there.
On the sight,Noah saw her and he decide that she was the one for him.
He introduced himself to her and asked her out.
She rejected her flatly and went to go with one of the gentlemen for ferrai wheel.
Upon the ferrai wheel,she seat with this gentleman.
It start moving and suddenly,out of the blue,Noah dashed and sit between Allie and this gentleman.
He began to do boldly asking her out.
The next day,she still reject him flatly.
Fin got his woman to get Allie out so that Noah can meet her there as if it is concidence.
On that day,Allie agreed to go out!
WAHOOO!!*i am fucking happy for Noah*
Noah got so close with her on that day after watching a movie with Fin and his woman and parted without Fin and his woman.
Allie found Noah fun.
They were an item!*I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY AGAIN FOR THEM*
No matter they quarrelled each other,they still loved each other
They have one common thing:they loved each other so much.
Inseparable!
*GREAT!That is what i call true love!Love blind you no matter what kind of quarrel it is or how horrible she do*
However,her wealthy family did not approve of Noah because he was not well-to-do.
In that very night,she quarrelled with her family over Noah as her parents decide to tell her to leave Noah.
She refused and stormed out of the study room looking for Noah who was leaving her home(he heard the arguement and despaired).
She cried and Noah was so sad.
Next day,her family decide to leave seawood town and take her away from Noah.
It was sudden decision which was supposed to be one week late.
She went to the working place where Noah work.She informed Fin that she was leaving because Noah was not around.
She left and Noah return to the working place.
Fin told him that she was leaving.
Noah,shocked-shell, quickly took the lorry and look for her.
He never found him again
*FUCK!That is why i never like family interfering into this relationship*
Noah wrote and send her each letter a day.He waited for her reply every day.
365 letters for a year!!!
She didn't receive beacuse her mom hid those letters.
After a year missing her badly,Noah decide to give her up.
Allie didn't and she waited for him for SEVEN YEARS!
Eventually,in third year in her collage,she almost forgot Noah and a wealthy man,Lon 'hook' her and she accepted her because she like him.
*wah lau,how can you forget noah!*
After few months courtship,Lon proposed her
She accepted his proposal!
*slam my forehead*
Before Noah's father died,Noah's father sold his house and bought the house Noah wanted to rebuild it.
Noah was going to Altanta to get building approval.Upon there,he saw Allie walking past in the street
*wahoo.Go for it,Noah*
Noah got out of the moving bus(the driver refused to stop).
He went and saw her hugging with Lon.With this sight,Noah's heart broke!
He was so furious that he put all his anger on rebuilt the house.Upon the completion of the house,a reporter took photo of him and new house.
Allie was trying out the wedding grown and she saw this picture in newspaper.
*wahoo.a ray of hope*
She fainted.
She decided to go back and see Noah.
Noah saw her again.He decide to get her back after losing her once.
Did all beautiful things for her.
She cried that she have to choose one choice.Noah or Lon?
In end,she pick NOAH!
*YEAH MAN!The result ROCK!*
Do u know what old Noah told the doctor?
Despite of doctor telling him that it is not possible to remember the past,Noah told him ,"Science goes only so far and then comes god."
*wahooo!!although i love science,i agree his opinion!*
Old Noah finish telling the story.Old Allie finally remember and then forget again.
After few days she still forgot.BUt one day,on that night,Noah went into Allie's room.
Allie told him that she remembered it.She knew that she would forget but Noah assured her that he would be here!
Noah slept with her on her bed.
Both of them clutched each other hands.
The next day,they died together
*WAH!it is fitting ending man!That is what i want for myself*
I cried after watching this movie.
I guess i can't do this to Karen because it was too late for me.
Karen,i just want to be your friend only and nothing else.
Don't ignore me(i do not know but i have this hunch feeling)
Just a friend!
This movie rock my ass!
GRRR!!!!
NOAH!!!!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 12:30 am I managed to find Captain Harlock The Queen of the Thousand years(1978 animation production)
When i was young,i always want to watch it in RTM1 or 2(malaysian free-to-air channel) at night.
But my parent wanted to see CH 8 for drama serials.
Hence they clashed each other at 7pm.
I was so upset that i could not catch up every episodes.
When i grew up,i look hard what is the title for this animation.
And i remember this title forever until i found the source to watch it.
GREAT!
I ADMIRE CAPTAIN HARLOCK!
Captain Harlock said that he exist for his best friend's daughter,Maya who live in earth.
Spece pirate,Harlock will protect the earth against Mazaones(aliens) as maya reside in the earth.
He is fucking patient and clever.
I want to be like him.
Look upon Captain Harlock,that is why i gave up to commit suicide.
If i have no wife/girlfriend,i exist to live for my family.
I only tender my life to death when my family/my beloved wife die.
I do not want to live any longer alone.
Since i am around living next you all,i will entertain everyone as much as i can.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:22 pm
Tonight,i watched Naruto ep 122.
I was impressed with Shikamaru whose ability is mere weaker than the enemy he faced.
He used the strategy to pin the enemy down easily despite that enemy's power is apromiately abount 5 times powerful.
You know.I am fanatic for strategy.
I simply loved learning and understand strategy regardless what it used for.
I admit that i am somewhat similar to Shikamaru who is very lazy and want to live and watch the sky although personal iq is much higher than the normal.
One day,i will use the strategies.
You will be excited by my display of strategy in future if possible.
I will keep on blogging a lot.
I want to entertain and excite you.Make you all feel happy!BE HAPPY FOREVER!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:30 pm
Having hair is the part of your natural cosmetic purpose.
I have been observing the hairstyle every human flaunt outside.
Yes,i highlight that it serve a very important role improving your overall look.
Your facial shape do not look nice?
Fret not,with the right shape of hairstyle,it will naturalise the horrible facial shape.
So far,i notice that american/european hairstyle don't fit well for Asian people due to their lack of 'sharp' features.
Indeed,'sharp' feature on your face is very attractive part like having pointed noses and well-silm sideburn.
In early 90s,japanese/korean hairstyle were not around.Som people tend to look odd,being viewed by outsiders.Hongkong hairstyles,largely seen in cantopop and hongkong drama serials only fit so well on Ah Beng and Ah lian(male and female gangster in hokkien chinese term).
It doesn't show much maturity.
Japanese hairstyle was in fashion only during late 90s.
It was a massive relief for everybody especially for people who prefer short hair.
Most of japanese short hairstyles are the great alternative for european haristyle,armani.
Japanese hairstyle give most people in singapore look young and moderned unlike early 90 hairstyle(european/american/hongkong type) would render them look old and outdated.
Messy look is one the most important feature for most of japanese hairstyle.I admit that it was good introduction for more various choice for men and ladies.
Especially those singaporeans who have very thin sideburn will look better with japanese hairstyle.
Don't like messy kind or spike kind or armani?
Look no further into korean hairstyle.
That is where i am more crazy into korean hairstyle nowadays.
It was in fahion in early 2000.
I was clearly impressed with short hairstyles
Neat look but well interlocked hair crop.
Much more suitable for those people who have cute face and 'good boy' image.
Especially the male ones Lee Byung Hun and Kwang Sang Woo has.
Or watch out for female ones Kim Tae Hee and Choi Ji Woo.
Punk hairstyle only look nice and special if you have oval face.
I like parrot hairstyle the most.It give you great feeling like 'Bring it on dude!'
Geezz,i am crazy about having hairstyle.I wish i could have some money to learn haircutting course.Pity,my family render me to pick only one course.
Actually,i want to learn haircutting course,music course and accounting/banking course together at once!
My message for everyone "Don't lose confidence of yourself,you can make yourself handsome/pretty no matter what facial shape you have"
With the right hairstyle and manner,you will rock everybody easily.
Entertain them!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:22 pm
I do not know what is going on.
But then,i pray for Selyn and Karen to live well.
Selyn give me alternative life to settle down in the school and Karen was the one that trigger my guts to apporach her.
Look,i will never forget my own roots.
I bless them to have good relationships with their own boyfriends.
I don't know how much you two gotta do that.
I wish i have invisible thing myself.
I guess you have painful process.
Don't bother about me in your own thoughts but treat me a friend.
Let not make me feel invisible person.
Lord,please bless them from harm.
Today,i was wondering whether i should see Lee Byung Hun.
I am curious how korean star can do.
The last chance i can see him at Junction 8 tomoorrw evening.
I am sad that Karen may be troubled for my boldness gut.That is what i feel.
I pray that she doesn't mind.Just treat me as a friend.
I am very contented with that.
I promise you that i won't hurt you.
I value friendship and love relationship much more than my family.
Right now,i want to treat you as my friend.
I am not very greedy and i am just impatient and dislliusoned when i do not have girl to company with.
Today i write a lot of stories for my incoming autobiography.
I buy today TNP(The NewsPaper).
Wah!A exclusive report about divorce between wife and husband for 10 years marriage
This wife openly told the court and ex-husband that the childrens weren't his!
Jesus christ!If i were him,i will be shocked and stay still for hours before recoving our compsure.
Again,i would like to raise the question.
Why did he never satisfy her?
Why would she want to have secret affair with her former boss?
10 years marriage.How could they break up like that?
I feel so sorry that i wish i could sort them for them.
That is part of my human observation where i collect and conclude with all possible sensible reasons.
1)The love wasn't strong enough between each other with 10 years span.Hence,they felt the difference.
2)None of them confront the problems they faced.If they have did that,they don't have to get into lawsuit war for child tussle and even perhaps,she would have reject.
Please bless the newly-wed couples who have true love feeling for each other eternally.
Nowadays,i loathe people who don't value love dearly even more.
Found fun and you thought it would be love moment.
I hope it can last eternally.
I gave up night life where i would have pubbing/clubbing by now.
Too painful for me when i never meant to break their hearts.
Before i took the accounting course,that is when the painful moment i have nursed for a long time.The strings of the love were all broken when i really never touched them.They broke themselves.The pain was so intense for my heart.
Wounded heart that time.
But now,my heart is still half-wounded.
Seeing Selyn was the one reason for my half ot my heart to recover fully.
I can live longer till the day i die and i give up all the body possession.
My will for everybody is not to bury me but burn me and disperse my soul into the pacifc ocean where there is Brimuada Triangle.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:28 pm
Have you ever thought of love exist in your heart?
Feel it.
Does it pop when you think of someone?
Have you sweat for love when you protect your loved girlfriend/wife?
It is something you reap from nothing
Yes,particular nothing and nothing else
Seeing someone handsome/pretty doesn't give you a love.
How do we sure if it is really love?
Think of someone in your heart and brain even you are not doing of thinking.
It happen to appear in them.No force,No complusory thinking,No brute pressure.
The thought of someone just simply appear in your mind.
Very sweet to calm your mind when u get agetitated at times.
More like morale-booster.
Nowadays,i am affected by it because my heart is void from love.
My quest is to remove the void and fill it up with love.
I am so cold that i can make a U turn and kill it.
That is my nature.
I long time want to change this nature in me.
I want to look after my loved one.
I promise you that i can make you comfortable and happy forever.
Last night,i slept with a lot of thinking about love.
The worst part is "In your mind,which girl(you know) do you love the most?"
It is the greatest trait.Killing you with this pondering question.
Either you pick the right choice(hence,you and love one will last longer till death) or you pick the wrong choice(whereas,you will hurt her/him and suffer with a developing fear)
That is my greatest worry.
I do not want to pick the wrong one.
I simply hate to hurt the girls.Especially their and my heart.
It is really outrageous that it leave us pondering.
Do we really in the right time to love?
First impression?good or bad?
Second impression?good or bad?
Sadly,we drop our tears for the price we paid for.
I do not know whether i am doing the right thing.
I will try to keep their heart intact for their beloved one(even though,it is not me).
LOVE
Send someone to appear in my heart
I need love to keep my heart alive
In my heart,i keep you warm
The day i saw you,my heart was beating widly
If i have a chance,i would ask you
Do you love me?
I still remember you
Can you feel my love for you?
My soul heal you from illness
We will go through the happy times
Lord,bless us for our love last eternity.
The music never die
As our love is going stronger and stronger ever!
Give me the chance to love you.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:29 am Ever since,i finish secondary school.
My friend asked me ,"Do you have girlfriend?"
I said ,"No"
They don't believe me.
Just because they think i am fucking handsome.
*sad*
Singlehood may give you a lot of freedom.
I have already enough of singlehood.
I want to give it up and get myself a girlfriend and eventually marry.
That is what i wish right now!
Argghh,i see my friend who i held him in high regard.
He is married at age of 25!
What the fuck!
I really envy him!!!!!
Quarrels or not.It will bond the relationship stronger
When i was young,i put soccer as the first priority.
But now,i threw away the chance to be consistent soccer player
I put my girlfriend/wife as the first priority now and my famiily in the last priority
Call me traitor in the family.I don't fucking care about that.
I only care for my girlfriend/wife
Dead or Alive,my heart is for her.
I am dead faithful and loyal.
I don't want to beg.
I want to woo in the normal way.
My feeling right now is that i am fucking afraid of rejection and ignorance.
You think handsome face settle everything
HELL NO.
One example is me!
Why the hell do i not have girlfriend?
You tell me.
I can tell you that it take a personality and character to bond with girlfriend.
That is what i see in love.
Damn right.I am so so so so so PURE!
At that point,my fear increased when i heard a real life story.
Take this as pinch for a salt.
A chinese lady who work in NS as some high position rank.
She was about to marry.
She never been that wild but one day,she went to pub and went wild
Fucking hell.At that time,5 mens(some chinese and one indian),she,drunk and want to have sex romp.
Despite of her character,she did that.
It was already done.What is done?!?!
Everything happened so fast.
It was not sure whether her boyfriend know this or not.
It seem that he choose to ignore that and married with her.
After the marriage,she never did that again.
Once for all
Oh my god!Jesus Christ.
Can you believe that?
I tell you if i were his shoes
If she love me and she never do it again,i wiil ignore it and marry her.
If she like to do that,i will be disturbed and ask her what wrong.
That is what i will do.
Fucking hell!
It really incur my worries.
I do want to have a shot at Karen if she is ok with me despite of having boyfriend.
I won't go about and ask her to break.
All what i want is to know more about her and lend my support and concern for her.
That is all what i want to do for her.
If she doesn't want that way,i will remain as her friend
as long as i wait for her,i will consider the alternative choice if a suitable lady is interseted in me.
I am not very greedy.
Pretty in the highest level like angel?Doesn't matter.I will love you regardless what you have.
I know a lot of girls look prettier than Karen.
I choose to ignore this fact as i already stupidly lower my taste standard.
STUPID?i don't mind being stupid having guts to get know with Karen.
I can give up my pride and cool shits i have just for a girlfriend.
I don't care much about these and that.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 11:43 pm
Today,i went school and i thought Zhen Wei never come but he did after the assembly.
FUCK!!!
I would like to avoid him as much as i can.
Too disgusting.
Worse than any lepers.
Nevertheless,i have a fun gathering with IQB boys gang and IQB girls gang just now.
We joked about stupid things.
After school,i went home late due to silly misfortune i got.
I turn on pc and see my friendster whether my long-time friend,Shiyun is in my list.
She is but Karen isn't.
I am so pissed why she is not in my list.
*Fucking furious*
You know.I have tough side outside but inside,my heart is too pure,gentle and soft.
Easy to break my heart when i hurt girls especially the occasion they like me.
My heart hurt the most when i see my loved ones suffer.
I want to protect them with my ability.I ain't run away from it.
I know that Karen has boyfriend.I do not want to make things diffcult for her.
I want to remain friendly with her and know more about her as a good friend if possible.
I am not sure whether i want to love Karen because i don't want to break her heart.
Breaking her heart hurt my heart like the window shattered into pieces.
If you see me clutching my heart,my heart hurt because of those love problems.
On the way home,i saw a old man with horrible eyes.
It look like leper's illness.
I feel so sorry that i have a pair of nice eyes.
A pair of Incredible natural shape of eye,long eyelash(no need to shape it up with a equipment) and double lids.It is a dream for all girls.
I am embrassed that my eyes should be girl's.
I was on verge of commit suicide due too much pressures and love problems i faced.
But i didn't because i want to die for my wife/loved one for useful purpose.
My one of wish is when i die,i want to give up all my body,facial assets and everything what i have in myself to everybody.
No more wierdo-looking men and ladies(My body and facial shape)
No more suffering for girls who tried so hard to keep themselves beautiful(i want to give up my eyes and facial skin to them)
No more dis-jointed facial shapes!(i give my bit of brain for somebody to enforce the complusory thing for everybody to have teeth braces)
No more sufferings(i give my bit of brain for them to solve them as fast as possible in sensible way)
No more pain(i give my heart and characters for them to stand up)
I am very sad to see those people.
For further more information,u will find out more about my upcoming autobiography(i will write soon)
Frankly,i was thinking of Karen.She was the first girl i introduced myself personally.
To be fair,i do want to have option to love her.
I decide to wait and see what happen.
Selyn..sigh..Out of my option.I hope she will be happy with her present boyfriend.
I am sure she has been with her boyfriend for some years from what i observe.
I may be violent and aggressive towards some but i will never do that towards loved ones like my future wife,Selyn,Karen and some.
Lord,why do you make me suffer?
My pair of beautiful eyes i have make me suffer.
I am afraid that i might hurt Karen if anything bad happen.
I will only be proud if i have a girlfriend next to me.
I swore that if i have my first girlfriend,i will look after and support her at my cost no matter whatever she did the good or bad things.
I will definately save her if she did the wrong things.
Love is blind and strange!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:17 pm I have pleasant time with my class,IQB.
I want to write about school and class.
Nisha
She was fucking fun to talk and play with.
Each time,our malay classmates poke her side stomach,she will go acting/screaming/shouting.
Incredible.I am very very happy to have friend like her.
Zahidah
Practically,she was the first girl who talk with me.
Our class monitress.Last year,first 2 months,she showed her concern asking me how is the school.
Sometimes,she feel like becoming rebel at times.
She was fun to interact with.
With my pleasure to have friend with her.
Fadzilah
Easy-going girl.
Sadly,i was the target of malay classmates because she happened to like me.
Thanks to my genes(sometimes people remark me that i look like foreginer)
Norsiah
King of Crapper!
She always talk crap with me.
Very fun to hear her craps.
Her understading and friendship she view(i judge her) is fucking amazing
FIRST-CLASS man!*thumbs up*
Tze Hia
Skinny and quiet girl.
Eugene told me that she is good at retorting with her mouth.
I guess she has soft side.
Don't know her much.
Jasmine
Hey,she seem liking to tan herself.
i think she love some sports.
No doubt,i can see her fire in her eyes when she attend SW lesson.
Look at her shoes for SW lesson.Very obvious.A pair of sport standard shoes.
Sihui
Aiyo,this girl sometimes left me bewildered.
Anyway,i admire this girl for working as night-shift job in first few schooling months.
Work as night-shift job and then schooling.That is fucking hell.
As far as i know,i once work and complete the project in my company almost 24 hours.
Very few people do that.
Out of blue,Habib told me that she like me.
I was like no feeling for her.My expression was motionless.
Jasmine told her about it and she playfully beat Habib.
I am not sure whether she was offended.
If so,i am so sorry.
When come to love part,i am very pathetic myself.
She love her mother and family and worry for them.
I hope we are friends forever.
Great to have friend with her
Serene Low
Nowadays,her present hairstyle gave her 'office lady' look.
Impressive though with her thinking.
Sometimes,she joked.I know she love reading comics.
She is quite animate person.That is when she play with Serene Aw.
I was so impressed that i want to use her as a acting role in some movie.
Serene Aw
Haha
King of Big mouth
She has big mouth that she love to open her mouth and talk loudly
I like that.kill the quiet atmosphere.
Busybody?HELL No,she rock my ass.
Sometimes,she beat me for no reason.
Simply mad
I am proud to have her as my classmate.
Jessica
She has pigtail ponytail.
I think she is good girl.
I do not know her much.
One time,she animate herself telling me ,"So strong" when i push the table single-handedly.
Daphne
She is quiet girl.
Sometimes she talk like robot.
I was uh-huh when i pull a prank on Serene Aw.
She talk like robot telling me ,"Good job"
Angie
Very girlish lady.
Everything she wear and have.Wah.so girlish.
I think she is demure lady.
Adeline
Down-to-earth girl
Again,habib send me a warning that she like me.
I said ,"What!are you sure?"
Nevertheless,she know what to think.
Easy-going as wel
Linda
Very kind girl
She is very comfortable to talk with.
Shirley
Playful girl
Likes to play fun with Eugene
Connie
Very caring girl
When i step up the pole and slit myself 45 degrees.
When she saw me,she warn me to be careful or i will fall.
Adult-thinking.
Same thing what my mom told me last time.
Fanghui
Talktative girl
I didn't talk much with her.
But then,she is very good girl.
Talk and talk and talk.
I wonder how much she can think how to talk.
Her present curly hairstyle make her more prettier.
That mean she has grown!
Wanzhen
Fun-loving girl
She like to play with Fanghui.
Oh!she has new hairstyle.
With curly hairstyle,she look like high-class taitai(rich married lady).
GRASP!
i think that asshole from IQD who stared at me last year is interested in her
Hey,my hunch only!
Siying
Quiet girl
during the first few weeks,the bastard(zhen wei) told me that he has a crush on her.
Habib joked that he liked her and he said no.
I think whoever woo her and got her hand will be lucky person.
Grace
Cutie girl but not cute than IQD class monitress
Very very friendly girl.
when she blush,the cutie factor is there for us to see.
Maisara
Funky lady
*thumbs up**funky mode act*
She is very very friendly.
Again,habib told us that she like me.
I was perplexed!
Suraini&Fazlina&Malina
They hang out together with Maisara
They are very friendly.
It is fun to talk with them.
Emelia
funky lady
I didnt know she listen Taufik album.
open-minded to act like funny girl.
Kasthuri
Quiet lady
No comment.
Sadly,i do not know her much
Sharon
nice lady who like to joke with me.
Smart lady who know how to study properly.
Edwin
King of smiles
Our class monitor!
Easy-going and always act according to the situation.
Great friend!
Habib
King od sweets!
He like to joke.
But then,when i couldn't get used to school environment,i angrily slammed him
I felt so pathetic but he didn't take it seriously
He is my best friend in my class so far.
I owe him a punch.
Kaho
Hongkong gamer
The man who like to tell stories!
Great to have him as my classmate
Yang Long
Kar Ho's cloest confidant.
He like to wear punk things
During the Essential Communication presentation,he present his hobby of collecting shoes and funky t-shirts.
Eugene
King of console gamer
Always play playstation 2!
Fun to talk with.
He even hook with almost whole girls in IQA(do u know that in that class contain only girls and no boys!)
Great confidant
Smart but lazy
Zhen Wei
Lastly,that is the bastard i am talking about.
The man with a lot of problems.
He want a girlfriend who can teach him maths
FUCK THAT.He love maths?i doubt so dude!
To love maths,anyone should be able to ace maths easily.
That is the most disgusting character towards love i ever heard
I loathe people who treat love so lightly
School
I feel so sorry whenever i see IQC
You know what.Those boys except Charlie and tall guy in IQC are wierdos
One botak(almost bald in malay) guy whose face was so reddish as if he apply some facial cream.A sign of allergy
When he walk,his body crooked slightly(WAH LAU)
Another one from IQC,fucking skinny.
So sissy!long black socks
Wah lau.i hate to see that during SW lesson(no trousers to cover it up)
I swore that if i see wierdo,i will help them to particpate plastic surgery and fixed them up and train them how to behave nicely.
Oh ya,that girl from IQC,cross-poked eyes.WAH LAU.can you shake that away,please!
REALLY WIERDO!
Mr Tang(Our class advisor) sometimes talk fun things.
Mrs Yu(our Accounting teacher) gave me lame jokes.One of jokes she told me is to take care of noisy girl,Serene Aw like a couple.
I was lost for words.
Miss Foo(Business Communcation/Essential Communcation).Great teacher Foo!She visited to my home aftermate of that fight.
Mr Sim(banking&finance teacher).Great Teacher Sim!He is very gentle to teach.Puntucal and know how finish the lesson properly
He is only one who can speak properly(i can understand what he say easily)
I guess he has have migrate to australia for a while.
Mrs Low(Business Fundamental)talktive and long-winded teacher.
I swore her off few times when she ask me to stop eating sweet.
Fuck her.I was already rebel long time ago.
Miss Chong(personal n interpersonal effectiveness).Great Teacher Chong!Very caring person who go through the detail to teach.*thumb up*
Selyn.She attended the second SW lesson and she use hand guesture to ask me to come and join the games.
I was feeling like angel going up to heaven
Oh my god.
Not definately crush shit.
I do desire her as my wife but i can't
What a pity!ALAS!
I hope that i will rock the school!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:04 pm
Ever blistering sun stone directly at my face.
I gotta be gentleman rebel!
I am sick of 'good boy' personality.
Let rock hard till we enjoy ourselves
Before i start writing my today event.
Fuck that.It gotta be no more secret.
The love i have been talking during past few months and who took half of my hear is Selyn,2nd year amdinistration course student and a memeber of bridge leader.
I was attracted by her 'good girl' personality and looks.
Somewhat,the day i first saw her(she wore hairband on her ponytail).I was stunned that she look like Choi Ji Woo.
Nevertheless,with much finding quietly,i knew that she had boyfriend.
I ain't approach her just what i did with Karen.
I have no confident to give my love to Selyn.i am very pessimistic towards love.
Now i start my today event.
I went to school.I didn't talk the usual route to walk up the stairs(to my class assembly line).I took alternative route to see Selyn there.
I saw her.Of course.She really lost the x-factor.
I wish to see her with that x-factor.
I can tell everybody that with or without x-factor,she still is in my heart.
I gave half of my heart to her and i am hopeless watching her.
I turned my face away and unknowingly saw Karen coming up for her class assembly.
My first two periods from 8.15 to 10.15 is Banking and Finance,taught by Mr Sim.
I stared at the sky through the door(completely open) and i saw Karen there.
What the heck.My heart popped for a while.Is it that love feeling?
*feeling down* I really don't know what it represent.
Mr Sim ended the lessson 20-30mins earlier and i went to canteen for a rest.
Next two periods from 10.15 to 12.15 is Business Communication at B1-07,taught by Miss Foo.I went out for a toilet during the lesson and then i went back.
On the way there,i saw that IQD monitress who was calling with her mobile phone.
I looked her and my mind suddenly had lapse of wondering.
Anyway,she wasn't cute today.I bet she will be cute tomorrow.
Typical of her.On and off cutie.
When she look too cute,i feel like pinching her cheeks with my both hands *grasp*
After that,a hour break.Miss Foo treat us a lunch in the canteen.
Nice teacher!
We were discussing about it last friday saying that it would be less than $100.
With that amount of money,we could buy every food from every canteen stall.*roll eyes*
Today,the expenditure was only $33+.
Bleah.
It was fun eating together with whole IQB except that bastard.
After that,we had a fucking joke among ourselves about that bastard.
The moment,he hide for a while and suddenly pop out from nowhere to follow us.
Wah piang,that is silly happening.
Just go straight to the fucking classroom.
Don't just hide and wait for us.
That is the joke we(all the boys except that bastards) had.
*Laugh out my ass*
I don't care if that bastard is reading this blog.
I am already rebel NOW!
FUCK the goodness attitude not trying to hurt him.
I am already sick of that.
All the few months in the school,i was trying to be good boy.
I am very tired with that.
Useless attempt.
We took detour to avoid him because he(end of the stairway,far away from the locker room) was standing afar from us(we are in the locker room,level 3).
Obviously,he was waiting for us.For fuck?
We jokingly took detour to avoid him.
Went into our classroom,A4-02(forever permanent)
Accounting lesson ,taught by Mrs Yu, was nice day for me.
I mentally know how to do depreciation(trade-in).
Simple shit.No sweat man!
After that,some of our classmates went for blood donation.
I can't be arsed with that.
I have to attend for IT lesson in B1-04.
On the way to B1-04,i was looking high and low for Selyn.
I remember/know that she is having SW lesson at this hour.
thanks for last two thursday,she pop out from nowhere without SW attire.That is how i discover.
Sigh,my eyesight is not getting sharp any more.That is why i can't pick her out of 3 classes in the SW assembly area.
I guess i am short-sighted.ALMOST!
After that,i went home after fucking 2 hours IT lesson.
I was practically freezing in B1-04.
End of Today,17th Feburary 2005,Thursday.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:28 pm Sigh,i am bored again.
With my smartness,i easily trace Karen's friendster profile because i know her close classmate's friendster profile
From that linkage,i easily spot her within 5 minutes.
How come did i never do that before?
It only occur me when i start looking at every friendster profile.
That bastard's(who stared at me last year) profile led me to Karen's class' IQD.
If it was long ago,i would have cleanly whack him out.
Yikes,i am old already.21+ years old *every day reminder*
When did the romance trigger my brain?
The sight of my first love is when she was playing around with her friends in primary school.
But then my heart is still icy cold.I guess god forbid me to embrace love towards women.
The first girl crush on me was my primary school's friend.
She ask me to meet me personally and gave me a letter about what she felt for me.
I was stunned that i had suitors like this.
I don't rate myself handsome at all.
And it spread to her classmates.They also have crush on me.
What the heck.
I went into secondary school.
Different environment.
Over there,some girls have some crush on me as well.
My classmate,average pretty-looking with nice boobs somewhat told my male classmate who in turn told me about it.
I was lost for words.We were classmate for sec 1 and too bad,she understood that my silent action spell 'not possible'
She was my classmates for 4 years.Quite amazing.Followed me all the way from Express to Normal Academic.
From Sec 2 to Sec 4,i have the second crush who has a lot of male suitors.
Quite pretty but too materialistic in some way.
Again,God forbid me from wooing my second love beacuse of her character.
Geeez,my primary school classmate was so fucking leecher that he ask for neoprint photo with her.Nice stunt but she didn't like and ran away to home.
HAHA.I like that but anyway he died already.
One happy moment and then one quiet and sad moment.
I know that Serene who was my classmate since from sec 2 to sec 4 tried to ask my male classmates that she liked me and she want me to be my girlfriend.
I refused because she was tomboy.
She was nice girl but smart enough to get her parent to hook with my mother.
I am fucking impressed with her wits.
I thank her for this and that.
I am not complaining about her.I don't dislike her.
Just that i am not ready for a relationship.
After that,i went wild that time where my grades went worse with small improvement.
I went with my friends to orchard road(specalist shopping centre)
There used to be a acrade offering cheap price.
I simply love going there until it close down and cd shop,gramaphone took over.
At one point,my friend,Aaron got to know a female friend from irc and arranged to meet her in acrade shop(specialist shopping centre).
To my surprise,i also saw my secondary school friend,Johnathan there.
Guess what,we saw the female friend.
Jesus Christ,she was fucking pretty.Too pretty than anyone i ever seen in my present school.That is what i call truly angel ascending from heaven!
Blimey,my other friend,Ah Ken who is flirt and had 3 girlfriends at one shot wanna woo her as well.
Johnthan's friend also join the battle of wooing her.
Sadly,she was one year older than me and she seem to prefer older boyfriend.
Geez.
Johnthan's friend won her heart and Ah ken was complaining and whining over it.
Come to think of that,Aaron continue his quest to hook up with more female friends from irc.One of them was so fat that he didn't apporach to her face to face and just ran away
*Laugh out my ass*
Sadly,i chatted with Karen in MSN for a while.I knew that she had boyfriend.
That is why my right hand had electric shock when i shaked her hand.
Again,god warned me that it is forbidden.
geez,when will god allow me to have lady with me?
My friend,Mick,who i know him from primary school was damn fucking daring.
Did a amazing stunt.What did he do?
He wooed a girl from his school,Ngee Ann Poly.
Despite of the girl who had boyfriend,he still stole her away from her ex-boyfriend.
WOW!*clap hands and thumbs up*
Anyway,he broke up with her due to no love feeling and he sighed away ,"Love is cruel".
It was few months dating.But then he got another girlfriend right now from what i saw his pictures on the website.
That girl was down-to-earth lady.
It is pity but we with Mick met her who got new boyfriend outside Plaza Singapura.
We and she went quiet upon meeting each other by chance.
Sad moment.
It is something i will never do.Stealing a lady out of boyfriend's hand is not my style.
I watched School Rumble anime.I pity Harima who is infamous school yakuza and always pick fights like Tenma-Chan.But he couldn't bring himself to let her know his feeling.PITY MAN especially when harima has so much guts to whack a lot of people in school and outside school.
Blimey,i met my long time ICQ female friend and tried to add her in friendster.I found that i gave the wrong e-mail to Karen but i managed to add her with her name.
Geez,my smartness help me so much.
Haibibullah,my classmate told me that i am so smart that i could do well in many different areas.
I admit that i can do but there is certain degree of smartness where a person can do.
Sigh,human is really too complex.
I hope i stay steady regardless of numerous of girlish stares.
Please come to me if you like me so much but make yourself with a good first impression to me.
I will be happy to know you more.
I hope that you will be the one who break my icy cold heart.
GIRLS!Be more confidence!
Go to hell with God.
GOD!Don't forbid me!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:21 pm
Today,i have really bad mood.
I could only see Karen so little.Not enough to make my bad mood disapear.
I was upset with my mom.
My heart hurt a lot when i do good things/be a good boy.
With this kind of mood,i really want to scold everybody at my glance.
That is why i feel like talking with Karen when i saw her outside the canteen as i was attending for the third period of Accounting lesson in B1-07.
I am upset that i have bad mood today and i can't even talk to Karen as i please for.
I do not want to explode my infamous temper in front of her.
I am going to be 22 years old.
I must learn how to tolerate myself.
I want to treat Karen nicely as a friend and not to show my infamous bad sides.
I couldn't concentrate doing Depreication question as per normal because of fucking bad mood.
I went home early today after the IT lesson end at 1.15pm.
In MRT train,i saw a pregnant young lady.
Her husband was looking after her anxiously.
I envy them.
I don't think much about myself and my own studies.
All i want is to rest and look at the sky with my future wife.
I hate to do such things to earn the money like people who work every day.
Enough of this.
At home,i screamed hard during the hot bath.
And then i cried.
I had a short sleep that i want to forget.
I don't want to be good boy in pretence.
I want to be bad rebel!
I remembered i whacked the fatuous teacher in my secondary school days.
My anger trigger me off into this.
In turn,i was shocked to hear that my second love who i never wooed left school because of his fucking antics.
Geez,was that deserved one?
You see all feelings i felt.That is why i listen nicholas tse's song because he and i almost share the same feelings and opinions.
He wrote:
"Sometime say I have this with whom and I have a crush on whom. Forget! Love is really hurst for me beacause it made me feel I have no freedon. When a person in the industry goes out, they will be follow. Even if we don't mind, the reporters will quesitons our family. Dating will have no meaning. In this way, even if I like someone, I wouldn't dare to ask them out. Even if she were outside the industry, I wouldn't dare to confess. Loving someone mean to take care of each other. Sometime I feel I can't even take care of myself, so I have no right to love anyone."
In the same way,if i am very very good boy,they will even give a hoot at me and what i do.That is why i never dare to ask them out.It is really painful for me when i can't even slience this silly thing down.
I cried when i read whole nicholas tse Autobiography because i never knew that he went down to very difficult path.
Same as myself,i went down to to very diffcult path learning a lot of interesting things.
Right now,i did make an attempt to get know Karen yesterday.I hope i can continue doing that with her with the warmest friendship.It is matter of getting rid of this stupid thing and famed good boy attitude.
Anguish come in and out
Killing my mind
Setting aflame and my eyes contain fire
In hot summmer,i scream till i lose my own voice
In the drenching rain,i wish for the clock to stop ticking
Start to sweep myself to reverse the things
In endless time,i want to heal the sufferings
Wash away the shame
Lord,i fear the feelings that really hurt me
I am doing all i can to be happy man
Wanting to be mindless soul forever
Lord!Heal me from suffering
And make me forgetten man
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 2:59 pm Seriously,i keep on thinking.
I don't know whether it is smart or stupid thing to think.
Today,after stepping out bus interchange,i saw a mid 20s young lady walking towards me.
She was prettier than Karen in fact.
But fuck that,i don't give any hoot who is prettier.
I just want to make friend with Karen before i am very sure.
I spend my evening listening Reborn Live to calm my stupid thinking.
阿门(Amen) sang by both Nicholas Tse and Joey Yung.Wah,i really like this song a lot.
It is very smooth to listen.
非走不可(Must Leave) sang by Nicholas Tse.When i listen this song on my sony discman in MRT last friday,i almost felt asleep.This song really gave me nice dream.
Really awesome.
不是定理(Don't Lie) sang by Nicholas Tse.I really like his singing rhythm
够了没有(Enough Yet) sang by Nicholas Tse.I was wow-ed by the background rhythm and his vocal
只要為你活一天(Live For You One More Day) sang by Nicholas Tse,the sony lyrics shake me so easily that i really want to live longer!*shock*
活着Viva(Living Viva) sang by Nicholas Tse,this song with strong rock beat make me dance with evil intent.
谢谢你的爱1999(Grateful for your love 1999) sang by Nicholas Tse,it make me feel so grateful for love i receive from everybody.
挥着翅膀的女孩(Is wielding the wing girl)*roughly translation* sang by Joey Yung.Geez!!!I didn't know these 7 chinese characters represent until i saw its roughly translation.GUESS WHAT.The way she sang make me fly to heaven!
心淡(pale heart) sang by Joey Yung.After she sang 挥着翅膀的女孩,her vocal went slower and softer for this song.No doubt,her vocal is the wow factor!
Now i am looking forward to know more about Karen.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:23 pm
I wasn't born yesterday.
Today i always think that i need a chance.
Heck that
I reach school thinking of that.
Nevertheless,i reached there early waiting for Banking & Finance lesson.
I saw that IQD lady coming out but i was struck there because i saw my lovely gang consist of my malay female classmates.
I went in the A4-04 class.
I was hoping that Mr Sim finished the class early.
He did.Just by around 10 minutes earlier.
Nevertheless i went out of the class to find her because i noticed that she was not wearing SW attire.
That was why i am hoping for that.
I saw her sitting and i went to her
I made a weak introduction.
You see..it is my first time doing that alone.
Finally,she is Karen and then 18 years old.
I offered a hand shake with her.
Somewhat her hand was hot and gave my hand some hot electric.
Until now(i am typing),i still feel the hot and warm electric hand of her hand.
After that,i took Banking&Finance test during IT lesson class.
Finish early.i still have 2hours and half break
SHIT!
i am bored.i wish that i want to talk karen more.
Nevetheless i secretly saw karen and her close classmate talking about me from afar where i was sitting in the 'garden' near the assembly ground.
They took the stairs to attract my attention.
I can see their intention but i don't want to overdo it.
Frankly,i was thinking whether i am doing the right thing.
that is all the fun end for today.
I admit that it was fun knowing Karen for a while.
Good enough to calm the 'rough waves' in my heart.
I want to take things one by one until i fully understand the life of having partner.
I am still open to have any nice girl with me.
In fact i broke my infamous cool style to get know Karen because i want to give it a try.
I am keen to know more nice ladies until i am very certain.
活著VIVA(Living VIVA)
I want to sing 愛後餘生(Life After Love),謝謝你的愛1999(Grateful for your love 1999) and 一了百了(Let It Be Over).
WAHOO!WHAT A EXCITING DAY!COME ON.
I am not sure what i should do if i see karen tomorrow.
I am not very sure that she is the one for me.
I am hoping to meet the right girl if she is not Karen.
It is fine with me.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:51 pm Oh,it is very sad day for me.
No close partner for myself.
Today,i went to school with dry sore throat and blocked nose.
I attend SW lesson with sport attire and footwear.
I ran 1 round and then do warm-up exercise.
After that,i had a soccer game challenge 2v2 with Kar Ho and against Edwin and Yang Long.
For 5 minutes,he played and gave up.
I was left alone battling them.
I was overworked with two jobs(defence and attack).
I managed to hold them in most possible energy-saving strategy i planned.
But holding two persons myself exhausted me out.
My heart wore me out and want to commit suicide itself.
I stopped playing and lean on the wall.
I am fucking dying.
At this point,i felt that my life has been SHORTENED!
I went back to class for accounting lesson after 45mins rest.
I was miserable walking slowly to our classroom,A4-02
I sat there and drown myself against the wind that came from the fan.
Accounting lesson went underway as Mrs Yu began to teach new method for depreciation topic(book value?)
The clock ticked away for a moment,i saw IQD class(most of them) walking past the A4-02 heading to the canteen.
Bleah.I saw IQD class monitress' face(she somewhat turn her face directly at the direction where i sit.
Uh-huh,she was cute at that moment.
I hope for her good cause that she continue look cute every day rather than on-off thing.
I also saw the other IQD lady lurking behind her classmate.
Not too bad.In fact,i can see both of them.
They certainly brighten my day.
But then,it is small thing.
The big thing right now is i need a girlfriend to share my heart out.
Looking at myself in my midst of thought,carrying my one fucking heavy heart really wear me out so much.
For now,i know that i am not crazy on any girl at the moment.
Who should i go crazy on?
Which girl?
I have no idea where to start with.
After Accounting and Business communcation lesssons in A4-02,i went to canteen.
Again,i saw IQD class(most of them) there.
But then i dislike the speakers so much when i stand the middle of the canteen(strongest focus to listen in).
Not enough headroom!FUCK OFF.
I move to the side where it is off-axis from the a pair of speaker location.
Songs that were played were fucking average.Below par dude!
Come on,play 'Better Man' of Robbie Williams.
After that,second period of accounting lesson resumed.
The worst part after accounting lesson is to have my palm print on the wall(lockers behind A4-02)
*thumbs down*
Gusiness World Record?MY ASS!
I don't give any shit about that.
I am not fucking proud for that if my school broke the record!
To break record,i would prefer to do individually with intelligent work.
This way,i will be fucking happy to show my achievement.
On the way to home,i was in MRT train.
I saw a lady having too much makeup.
What the heck.Extremly bad fashion!
Come on,you can look better with simple makeup together with your boyfriend.
End of Stupid day i have
Happy Valentine Day is something i am not looking forward.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:49 pm I can't continue watcing the remaining four episodes of Love Story In Harvard without english subtitle sources.
*sad*
In whole day,i practially sleep most of time thinking of the past i did.
*Geez*
One moment struck in my head.
It was about my friend who need my advice what to do.
Here is the situation.
He attend City Harvest Church due to Yuan Xiang(my school mate) introduction.
Over here,he was being introduced to a young girl.
Both of them exchange the home telephone number.
The next day,she called him to have a small chat.
She understood that he liked to play counterstrike every day.
She somewhat reminded him not to play too much and study instead.
This call and reminder went on every day.
It turned out irrating calls to him.
That is what he told me.
I was laughing my ass out that time and i told him to tell her to piss off in polite way.
He said he couldn't do it because of his fearful of hurting her.
That is the point where we cannot be gentlemen at times.
I don't mind pleasing everybody but everybody might go this extend where that is the time i may not please any more.
Gah,tomorrow is Valentine Day.
I don't like this occasion.
I am practically nothing in terms of spending power!
I am so lonely again in 22th time.
Is there anyone who can give me memorable valentine day?
I think i have no chance to do anything tomorrow.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:23 pm
Last night,i watched ep11 and 12.
Amazing stuff.
It came two eps together as one hour special for all the viwers in japan.
Inside the show,Azuma is in prelimaries 2nd stage in order the bread store,pantansia to cut down to 32 participates for tournment stage.
The examiner told all the bakers to bake butter roll.
That is the main topic and they were given to pick one of 6 different butters(A to G)
Azuma stepped forward to choose butter C!
The examiner sliently thought in his mind ,"That is the worst butter of all"
Nevertheless,he unknowingly went on to do some dough.
Finish baking it in the oven within THREE MINUTES!
The examiner expression was so drastic that he can't believe that it is only 3 mins!
Because to bake the butter roll in the oven,you need 15 minutes!
*i laugh like hell*
Azuma happily smelled his butter roll and said ,"so fragant."
Azuma asked the examiner to taste.
Ever-strict examiner SCREAMED "NO!I will do judging after everybody is done"
*i roll myself laughing*
He wanted to do that because he knew if the butter roll was freshly hot,it would cover up the taste(horrible).
haha!!
After all of them are done,he told those who choose A and G passed(he never sample them)
Blimey!
It is because Butter A is highest grade butter and Butter G has low water content.
He continue telling them that Butter C is the worst.
Why?
Butter C is actually MARGARINE!
*i laugh my ass out*
Now we all know why it is impossible to use it for butter roll.
A baker,Suwabara who judge Azuma one of his real rival and has automatically enter the tournment stage without doing prelimaries told examiner to sample Azuma's butter roll because he pointed out his superb technique to bake it within 3 minutes.
The examiner,after eating it,went on to fantastise wheter it is paper or vapour.
He admitted that Azuma(he didn't know this baking technique) show the charactertics of first-class/world class baker.
*i laugh out loud*
Moral of this story?He turn shitty situtation into excellent situtation that work to his advantage.So wonderful.
I wish i have a friend who can do this stunt in my dream gang.
I sincerly hope that those don't view japanese animation show as children thing.
It ain't!It is so great that it teach a lot of real things that we don't know.
Like baking technique(possibly highest level) called Vapor Action!
That is the real thing.
Although there are some unrealistic acts but nevertheless there are some other amazing realistic acts!
Don't believe?Go and goggle yourself 'vapor action'
I will take the opportunity to call people who slammed animation so easily TRASH!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:07 am wahooo.
Recently Korean drama(2005),Love Story in Harvard has more x-factor and unique storyline than other dramas like of All in and Summer Scent.
I like the love chemistry between Lee Soo-in(KIM TAE HEE) and Kim Hyun Woo.
Kim Tae Hee get more prettier as she smiles in every epsiodes.
Oh my god.It molest my heart man!
Today,i watched ep3 to ep12.
I am very hopeful to watch remanining ep13 to 16(finale) if i have sufficient sources to watch at.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:27 pm WAHOOO!
It took me 3 days to recover my thorat
From dry throat(in result,it gave me fever temporary) and then itchy throat(i am always tempted to cough so as to relieve my throat) and now finally,90% recovered(less cough to relieve and i can sing at ease).
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:49 pm
I attend to school today.
Today,at school,the mood was so glum.
Anyway,i noticed IQD class Monitress(i think so because last time i noticed her carrying the attendence file).
You know...one day she look cute and then another day she doesn't look cute anymore.
The sequence like this went on.*roll my eyes*
Why is it like that ah?
It is something i don't understand.
Anyway the girl from IQD didn't come to school.
I am fucking bored that there are so many absentees!
*bored forever*
At least,let me see a bit glimpse of her.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:11 pm Last night,9th Feb 2005,i was reading the letters i had from primary school days.
Looking back,i must be really awefully nonchalant that time.
I had first love there.
Numberous of love letter between me and the first love.
A lot of baseless rumours all over.
I am still fucking nonchalent and i told her "No matter what circumstance it is,i still have my heart for you."
Geezz,i think i need to break down this barrier tomorrow and see the outcome.
I want to give a try for a small change.
Today,i went to my grandma home but she is not there.
It was to pray grandpa's altar there.
After that,i went home by LRT train.
Upon entering LRT train,i saw a mid-20s young couple.
A lady wearing dress is 2cm taller than the man.
Not very pretty but i found her interaction/chit chat pattern with her husband interseting.
Geeezz,i would like that way for myself and my future wife.
I am dreaming of that!
DREAMING DREAMING!
All i need is a chance to hook up with a lady.
A chance in the right time!
I can't wait!!
My patience is running thin!
*SOS mode*
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:14 pm
Ju-rei,2004 japanese film,categorise in horror genre.
I feel that it is some kind of ju-on rip off especially its different chapters and different scenes.
Overall,it gave me a bit headache.
Neat eh?
I would prefer to watch The Ring due its sraight storyline unlike ju-on's messy story divided in different chapters.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:43 pm Ghost House,korea 2004 film production is awesome.
Good storyline with nice love meaning.
A female ghost wait for his husband(in actual,he was alive,clinging for his life until he see his wife) in her home.
That is why she 'haunt' people who occupy her home.
The last owner who bought the house finally acquire a power to see the ghosts.
He help her to find where her husband is.
Look..i envy them.
I do want to wait for my wife and in turn my wife wait for me.
So sweet.
DMZ the Demiliarized Zone(Bimujang Jidae) is korean 2004 film production.
A story of a man from South korea having in battle against North Koreans.
Sad tale though.
Frankly,it doesn't emphasise too much on war.More like kinship.
For once,i didn't visit my grandma's home on the first day of Chinese New Year as she was in hospital.
That is unusual moment for my mom.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:35 pm Excellent family-related movie i ever seen!
Fantastic!
A guy got into the fame entering new jersey nets.
He can spend as much as he can for his family.
Some twists,money minded lady and some sponsership dealings in his new big house.
In fact,he never ditch his own family and lifestyle.
Actually,i wanted to be a professional soccer player like Beckham but i won't never ditch my lifestyle if this chance was true.
I don't mind sponsership shits.
My reminder for you all...Whatever the reason is,you should never ditch your own family and lifestyle overnight just because of your job status.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:25 pm
