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After the chat,i listened some songs from Reborn Live dvd and whole viva live concert vcd(i recently got it because my viva live dvd china verison has two songs missing and this hk vcd verison has all songs).
I love listening Nicholas Tse concert songs.
So youthful fire slamming the songs in viva live concert at hk;his fire had mellowed as he was facing the court sentence for smashing a public property with his ferrari 360 car and he was left to sing meaningful songs in metro broadcast concert in hk;after the sentence(240 hours community service) passed onto him,he went on to be new man,improving his vocal singing and tone in Reborn Live concert at Beijing.
All 3 concert dvds and cds i had are awesome.
He gave me the desire to write simple songs i can think of.
Frankly,i was about to write sad song but eugene chat came in the right time.I changed my mind to write happy-wishing song.
We all need friends to be with,consoled,laugh,talk and play!
FRIENDS
*heavy rock music-electric guitar,bass guitar,drum set and electric piano*
"Who are our friends?
You don't need to decide
They will be there for you.
They walk with you,you can never be lonely again.
They laugh with you,you are always smiling.
They talk with you,you will never be bored.
They play with you,your free time are neatly rewarded with joy.
What are we friends for!
We don't need any reason to make friends.
Just walk to them and enjoy the company.
Give them your hands,you will see the powerful bond of friendship.
This way,you can never forget them.
They are your part of good memories.
They will never go away.
You need to shout to say...
"Please save me!"
They will notice you and..
you will be saved.
*soft bass guitar in play,the rest of music instruments in silent*
Now that is the friendship..."
My life tonight was:
My mother told me about one of my grandaunt who was offer me finanical support that she was nurse.That explain why she can speak english clearly.
Oh man,i told her that i like to live in this house i am living now.
It is like sentimental thing to me.
I can do nothing for Wanzhen today.*sigh*
All i can do is to pray for her.
PS:Oh boy,Selyn and Karen were the one who walked past me.I am glad that they are doing well after i checked them for something.Just a friendly stranger(me) having some silly concerns.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:23 pm
Today morning,i was nervous and so i keep myself composed and cool during Banking & Finance lesson.
It was like 1hr 30 mins dream.
Was it really a dream or i am seeing the real thing.
It disppeared suddenly.It was like a big stunner shock to me.
My mind went into turmoil thinking what was going on!
Luckily,Haibi and Kristina joked with me and my mind stabilised a bit.
Hai,why is this thing so happening to me today?
Even though i see some familiar faces outside from IQB,i am not interested in them any more.I am worried for one thing.Studies isn't my first priority for now.
The stress level on me is on high,hitting the red bar indicating that i should take a long break.I an't listening because i am not very satisfied.
I only rest when i am very satisfied with the result.
Readers,when your stress level is high,you should take a break.
I need to know whether she like me.
Given a chance,i will try my best.
If not,i can go to one corner and suck my thumb.
It is quite fair.
Poor Eugene,even though he has grown up very well,he still do not know whether Siying can accept him.
Much more pitiful than me.Somemore,Siying with him to use one pc during IT lesson.
It was really a slap to your face when she doesn't response!*sigh*
Why don't you give him the answer,Siying?
On MRT train back to home,i was so tired that i slept for a long period but it was really painful to sleep with my uneasy heart.
Looking at the time,i guess i take a few mins rest on my eyes.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:41 pm I received two MSN messages from Kar Ho and Eugene regarding my blog.
Very interesting comments i heard both of them.
Eugene told me something interesting that boost my morale and my fear at the same time.
Will it be good morale or bad morale for me in next few days?
Keep your eyes peeled on this blog for more answers.
I am very committed to get you all exciting reading blog and your own school life.
Let it be sad or happy blog entry,it will simulate your feelings in you.
My thought today is quite upsetting so far.But after this one,there will be very interesting one for you people who wanna woo.
My stomach is getting weak and not feeling good.
I should suggest that you should take care of yourself if you do really want to live and enjoy your lifel longer.
As far as we hear,there are always more good news than bad news regarding of operations.
My father was diagnosed having low blood pressure by polyclinic doctor.He was intructed to go to hospital for further checkup.
The checkup revealed that he has cancer(tumor somewhere around stomach).
My whole family without me went to hopsital and agreed operation.
The operation was successful.I visited him alone and talked for a while.
I got a rude shock that his apperance has changed overnight compared to the one he had before operation.
Tsk tsk.the power of medication.
In few weeks later,his condition went worse instead of getting better.
He had to go another operation to save the situation.
I visited him again in ICU ward.
Do u know that i only visited him 5 times only while my strong-willed mother visited him every day(day and night)?
I was told by my mother that she got scared when she saw blood oozing out from ICU ward(she was about to enter).It turned out to be my father vomit blood unconsciously.
In one week later,he died.
I saw him in ICU in few hours earlier before he died.When whole family and i was there,his body system basically shut down and the nerve vein began to lose its feeling.*sigh*
Next victim.
My grandmother had an operation last month.It was successful.As i mention in other blog entry dated few weeks ago,her face and body bloated.
Again,the power of medicine!
Last week,she died.*slap my forehead*
What does two things tell you?
Don't make yourself suffer if you really want to live long.
Don't depend too much on doctor and medicine.All you do is to keep yourself healthy and have a strong body system.
Enough of this thing.Next one.I spot a very interesting thing.
Somebody shared this to me from a local forum.
There is a stream video online recorded at NUS lecture hall.
I scrolled to the timepoint so that i can see this thing.
It was about a lecturer showing a small powerpoint presentation telling that someone like a girl.
He assured that he is not that guy.
He encouraged that guy to come up and go to her.
He did with a bunch of roses.*roll eyes*
She sat there and do nothing.
Video didn't show the ending.
Wow,he was much bolder than me dude because it was in class where whole classmates were there giggling.
Not too bad la.
Should you wanna do this?
I can tell you that i ain't doing that because it will create unwanted pressure for girls who are not expecting for exciting stunts.
I can afford to do exciting stunts but i must respect girls' feelings.
I only do this if such girl prefer this.*wink*
Any more methods?i will tell you when i see such things.
PS:I guess a lot of IQB classmates read this.I will make things exciting for you all in the blog.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:33 pm
Oh well,i still don't mind having my blog being read by whole IQB and the world.
Last night,i did some pictures editing with photoshop cs program.
Thanks to adobe company for making such program like photoshop.
I am sure that you can easily guess what pictures i edit.
Very easy!
*giggling*
Today,i came school as per normal at 7.59am.
My mind was still so sleepy,not paying any attention around assembly area.
Student Council thing after national anthem.pledge and announcement is an important event for IQB because Nisha,IQB student was participating in that.*grin*
I hope she own the other competitiors
Muhahaha
After Communication Business,we went to D3-05 for accounting lesson.
From my seat position,i can see a clear view who is going to toilets.
Little wonder,so many IQD classmates go to toilets way too often.*roll eyes*
Oh well,Mrs Yu asked me where Zhen Wei was.I replied in evil way saying that he died!
Muahaha.
I am bored man.I need some fun.
After this lesson,We chinese boys went to canteen.It was happened to be the talking topic about me and Wanzhen yesterday.
It was only merely Adeline asking me to sit that position so as to see the clear view of Wanzhen and insisting me to stay there watching her as Ser Lee,Adeline,Linda and Eugene were leaving for class.
Wah lau,if i stay there watching her,i will be extremely embarassed until i faint. :p
I noticed IQE class and i find that IQE form teacher was quite friendly and open-minded person talking/eating/drinking with IQE in the canteen.
Somewhat,i felt that IQE is closely co-ordinated with IQB.
We,IQB attend IT lesson but two relief teachers for one hour each were taking over Mr Tang's absence.
Oh boy,2 hours boredom?
It turned out to be all right for me.
Edwin,in playful mood got Connie,Eugene and Yang Long to read my blog.*shocked*
I guess i gotta prepare for some happenings.
I am wondering what will happen.
I am happy and scared altoghter at the same time.
I am praying something good happening.
It is free of charge to read my blog!^_^ :D
At home,i watched One Piece ep 138 and Take my Word For It ep 30(final).
One Piece ep138 is quite inspiring.Age is not a problem when you really want to do something.
Take My Word For it,30 epsiodes in total is not too bad hk drama show.I must learn from Sunshine and Inspector Pang(both characters from this show) how to woo.
They were patient and got their loved ones' heart.*jealous*
Enough of fun,time for me to do accounting,Banking and simple housework.
I want to say that strongly believe all IQB students are clever in some ways.
Just that,we shouldn't copy people method how to study.
In fact,our brains aren't specially designed for such fixed study method.
All we can do is to find the suitable study method that allow us to do the exams very easily and without any problem.
I guess Edwin has learnt how to love his loved one.*grin*
Eugene must strive hard to find the real love!*my support for him*
Zhen Wei's msn nick read as 'Hello...?I love you more than i love myself...if you are my dream girl...i will wanna stay with you until the end of the world'
EH!I doubt that he fulfil this kind of thing.More likely empty word. *evil smirk*
Convince me that you are this kind of man!Judging of you,i am not very convinced beacuse you once said that you would prefer girlfriend who can teach you maths.
The days for IQB is back to normal and happy events after one week break.
It is quite good news for IQB.
Long Live IQB.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:35 pm Almost the same fate as Zhuge Liang who died from exhaustion due to working too hard day and night to see that Shu-Han dynasty to restore its empire back against Wei.
I wouldn't dare to compare this because zhuge liang's one was mammoth task compared to my puny thing.
This puny thing is that i have been running up and down with school works,funeral,chit chat,family helping and mosquitoes leaving me less time to sleep.
It was hardly luxary time when i went to sleep.
I wonder why there are fucking mosquitoes when there is no rainy season.
In any case,we should throw the things to rubbish bin or else thrown items on the street will bred mosquitoes.
Finally,funeral ended last monday and my grandmother ashes was put in somewhere where my father ashes was this morning.
Watching my mother getting up this early and pacing up and down to cook food for my sister and change clothes and left home at 7.10am something.
I hardly relax but it didn't deter me from going to school.
I want to see classmates' faces including Wanzhen's happiest face.
Very invaluable moments.
It doesn't stop here but i am slogging myself until i see the joy manifest within IQB.
When i see Maisara,she remind me of myself pulling an happy face for my own friends.
When i see Eugene,i was reminded of al old days where i always go my friend home playing console games.
Edwin?His beautiful smile in different ways gave me the memories where i was 'carried' forward by friends for better ways to live.
Adeline,Ser Lee and Linda's joy of playing each other left me the memory where i lead the camp group during primary school days.
Wanzhen always unknowingly make me remember my sweet days with my family and my own self being happy.
There are more i am happily remembered when i see the rest of IQB classmates.
I will always be there and be there.
Just now,i had fatigue on both of my eyes and i took a short rest.
I covered my damped towel on my eyes and a short surge of thought gashed in my mind very quickly.
Do u know that i had a chat with Wanzhen last night?
That was very sweet and productive chat.
With this effect,my thought told me that even though Wanzhen may need some help but she believe that she can do by her own means.
But if she is extremely struck in somewhere leaving her no choice that mean she need help very badly,i should come and help her as much as i can.
"That is what you should do,Tony"
i am quite worried but nevertheless i wish that i can cook food for Wanzhen so that she don't have to eat late(high risk of having grastic pain)
Heck care how to cook,i am prepared to learn cooking if the situation require.
It will leave me less free time for me to toil comfortably.
All i do is to leave her heart comfortable and easy as long as i keep things going in normal pace and not trying to make things too favourable for her.
I guess it is quite silly to wait for her heart to have the feeling for me but i must insist doing that.
I don't believe in forcing or begging.I want things happen normally.
My own life motivate me to keep my loved one happy and comfortable.
Sigh,i can't even take care of them in open heart and i only do it in hidding heart.
The last thing is "Wanzhen,if you need help,please ask me.I can do it for you.DON'T HESISTATE!" before i woke up and did blogging.
I always leave my thoughts in my blog rather than telling them to someone.Typical style for Tony.
I don't mind that anyone will see it.
I am more likely independent individual person although i believe in teamwork.
Hopefully,my thoughts can be left to my loved one in future so as it will be our one of sharing things among couple.
A lot of school works to be done.I have not yet enforced myself this far.
IQB classmates who have grown beautifully by character or physical means:Ser Lee,Adeline,Linda,Eugene,Maisara and Kasthuri.
PS:No matter how tired i am/look,do look for me when you need help.I will help you till you understand.Don't be embarrassed or sorry for me.There are benefits for me and you when i help you.It applies to everybody including my readers and strangers.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:49 pm
Today,i went to school at 9.15am.
As usual,i am relaxing and thinking at the same time.
Great to see IQB classmates showing their nice faces to keep themselves happy.
As usual,i saw Wanzhen coming but then i couldn't figure out her feelings even though i am some smart ass.
Eugene pop this question telling me what kind of guy she like last night.
Sadly,i couldn't answer it either.
I guess i keep things as per normal as she wants until there are some kind of feeling trigger.
That is when i will make my move if both sides' feelings interlace each other.
That is what i am waiting for or else.
After second lesson,we headed to canteen as there was raining.
I saw Wanzhen again.I kept myself cool as per normal.
Adeline and Eugene played with me ensuring that i can see her directly.
Oh well,it will make things abnormal for us if she sense it
Thankfully,i camouflaged it in pretext that she wouldn't notice it.
I want to be kind to her as a friend but not neccessary too good.
I loathe myself lavishing 'goody' things for anyone including loved ones.
I only ensure that they are happy.
Thanks for your fun,Adeline.
Sigh,i am very afraid of her trust slipping out if it went in the wrong time.
I went home after the last lesson.
I wanted to see Seoul Raider as soon as possible because there WAS TONY LEUNG CHUI WAI acting inside.
HAHA!I really enjoyed this story.
His acting in that movie was SUPERB
WORLD CLASS ACTS!
Overall,the movie is good.
Tony Leung's acting character is too COOL and witty.
Just what i like this kind for myself.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:40 pm Hey,it struck my mind today when Eugene chatted with me through MSN.
His msn nick say '~|tried 2 get close but ur responses r always negative~kinda hurts...:`( do | have a chance at all?SY~will we have a happi ending?'
I do have this kind of feeling before when i wooed the first love in primary school.
She was like only one for me.
Sadly,i stopped because i couldn't feel her heart and so i don't want to make her more confused.
Like Eugene,i have lost so much mood and morale to study in Secondary school.
That is why i dropped from express to normal academic.
Never really recover from it.
i gotten myself worse by getting into fights and went clubbing.
Ahh...those days man!
I feel sorry and sad for Eugene for having this kind of situation.
I told him that such relationship if a boy made a wrong move on a girl,it will be mentally damaging that will result his morale going down and no mood to do anything.
He exclaimed ,"no wonder,i never did accounting homework.'
*peng* but then it may be this cause.
i feel double-sad for him.
that is the weakness of men who really love someone in their own heart.
While i am at it(my heart place for Wanzhen) and then i am hoping that some girl will take me away and confirm the future with me.
For now,i have no interest in any girl other than Wanzhen.
But hor,i look at my past,i could hit off with Wanzhen easily with my old character.
but now,after so much happening since i finished my secondary school studies,my character changed overnight.
That is why i am very scared for myself and her own feeling.
by the way,eugene told me that adeline told him that i admire Wanzhen.
I wonder why IQB use this word 'admire' rather than 'love' or 'like'
Interesting,I find it new.I will investigate what their brain waves are like.
And eugene said that i shouldn't write about my feeling for Wanzhen after i told him that i am afraid to hurt her or she ignore me if i told her now.
Readers,you tell me...Am i doing the right thing?
I need your messages!!!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:27 pm
"Some people think that I am a hard person to get along with. Truely I have alot of friends, but don't feel I have to tell anyone. Friends outside the industry are friends from Canada. We're still on contract. We lived at school together for 7 years, grow up together, and have known each other for 10 years. Our care for each other is really deep. I don't call them often because of the time zones. Some lives in Boston, L.A., N.Y., and Chicago. Sometime they call me a t 4:00 a.m. while I am still sleeping. My friends are not really interested in the entertainment industry. I am not the kind of friends who tells my friends my problem. We don't get to see each other alot, so I try not to loosen the fun." -Nicholas Tse
I wanted to go to school badly before i am satisfied with my heart going to my grandmother funeral.
Two reasons:
1)Wanzhen..i have not seen her in person for a week.I am badly missing her already.
2)IQB..I want to see the outcome of each IQB classmate with my eyes and brain.
Anyway,i am very satisfied to see them for a hour.
Naturally,i want to see every IQB classmate to do well in present and future.
I may not be that close with my family but i am more close with my friends.
Like what Nicholas Tse said,i still keep contact with every classmate and friends from primary school,secondary school and anywhere.
When readiness kick in,msot of IQB classmates brought sw attires.
WOW!that is impressive sight.
Edwin and Eugene were left struck without SW attires and Edwin playfully said ,"I don't care"
*laughing heartily*
After that,i had to get Mr Tang to sign the leave form and then i sat next to Edwin.
Edwin playfully winked at me and Wanzhen.
I was embarrassed.
They left my heart light and i left school quietly.In MRT train,i sat alone stared at the HDB flats and trees wondering what store in my future.
At Kanji MRT station,a young couple,look like U students sat at one corner.
They look so compactible and she hung her head on his shoulder.So lovely sight.
The sight of them make me sigh.
I reached home and had a bath for a 1min as i sweated a lot.
I took a rest on my bed and i almost slept throughout the day.
Phew,i woke up at 11am and i left home.
Just prefect.*phew*
At the funeral,more taoism chants to be heard and more bows to make.
On the finale 3 hours,uncles,aunts and my mother cried.
It show that they are very close with my grandmother and had unforgettable memories.
They closed their eyes and cried.
I could visualise that they were retreving the past memories they had with my grandmother.
Just like the movies i saw.
Taegukgi(The Brotherhood of War) and Uri hyeong(My Brother)
It is great to have unforgettable memories you have with your loved one and closed friends.
When my classmate(the one i don't like because of his evil friendship style) died,i rememebered all good days we had.
That is what you get.
We went to Mandai with the coffin and burn the coffin there.
On the way there,i played with my younger cousin aged 14 years old.
haha.I feel like kid myself again.
Sometimes i want to be in kid world and sometimes i also want to be in adult world.
I went home alone leaving my mother and sister to go home later.
I bought TNP and two roll of bandages.
TONY LEUNG WON THE BEST ACTOR AWARD AT 24th HONG KONG FILM AWARDS>
WOOHOO!!it is his fifth successive winning award in the row.
Based on his acting in 2046
I really loved Tony Leung and Zhang Ziyi's acting in 2046.
I do agree that Zhang Ziyi deserved to win the best actress award.
I opened my letterbox.
I SAW REBORN LIVE DVD!
WAHAHA
Finally,i got it to my Nicholas Tse collection.
Reborn live dvd*hk verison*!
I listened it straight away starting with Dobly Digital Surround.
HAHA!
Hey,i saw a guy wearing the necklace in MRT train this morning.
I really like that length of the silver chain but his penchant thing is not what i want.I want t shaped one with that length of the silver chain.
Let me share my dream i had last night with you all.
hehe.
Seeing grandmother very often,i had a dream when i was old man and i hug old Wanzhen in the beautiful green field quietly.Strong breeze gaze our faces.
But i woke up and i felt sad again because i can't think that i can have any strong chance to get her.
Quite nice dream in fact.
My thoughts today.
Having grandmother passed away,it mean less burden for my mother in future,leaving her worry for me,my sister and the future of family.
When my grandmother was around,she would have to cook or travel to her home or look after her when she was sick.
Too much work she did alone.~_~
Because two single aunts need to work.
Frankly,i wished that my sister wouldn't be such burden but it was fate after all.
Thanks to Joel Johnathan for helping me to purchase Reborn Dvd online with his UOB debit visa mini card.
It was odd to have Kok Wai's DBS debit mastercard being rejected while Elvin See's POSB debit mastercard being accepted in numerous occasion.
I was blown by the individual sound compared to mpeg 1(stereo qualtily) vs mpeg2(dts/dobly digital quality).
Sigh,no mood to do Frontpage project but i still have to practise Depreciation and accounting questions.
It is a must to have fun for a while as well as studies too.
With both being balanced,i can give good life for myself and my wife.
I don't believe in studying all the way down without any fun.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:22 pm Today,Eugene and i had a short while chat in MSN.
I found that he had grown up well.
I am sure that he can restore the things with Siying as long as he maintain things as per normal without any crazy 180 degree turn.
After that,i had to attend my grandmother funeral with my mother and sister.
Oh boy..i had to be there to listen all taoism chants with all my relatives and my mother.
from 1pm to 11pm.Oh my god!
My greataunts said that i am handsome.
I modestly thanked them.
In fact we have not seen each other so long,each time we meet each other and they will tell me that i am handsome.
Oh well,one of my greataunt asked me whether i gotta further my studies.
I said ,"Yes."
She told me not to worry about financial problems and she would support me.*shocked state*
I said ,"ok"
All i need to make a call to her for this aid in future.
She look tai-tai lady to me based on her appearance and talking.
Somemore,dyed hair.*drop jaw*
Let alone my grandmother being frugal person.
Best part is she can speak english properly.
Only she and my greatuncle can speak english.
Anyway,i had a chat with all my cousins.
My female cousin,who was married and is working as a teacher(i heard she was promoted to discpline master in primary school).
Oh well,she showed me two pictures of her two daughters.
I envy her being married.Well the other two elder male cousins are not married.
I am the fourth older cousin and i am wondering when i can marry.
*Bleah*
When you all grow up,you will find things more taunting and difficult tasks as a working adult than what you do today in school.
The problems in the school are peaunts compared to the problems you will face as a working adult.
Bear it in your mind,IQB
Thankfully,some other relatives drove me home by car.
Phew,i reached home at 11.30pm.
My ears still ring of taoist chants,its music and music instrumental.
Sigh,i always think of Wanzhen and yet i am so scared that i may never have a chance to be with her.Hopeless Tony.
Forever pessimistic towards love thing.
End of the day.I gotta sleep after finish the today's blog entry.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 11:40 pm Today,i did not attend the grandmother funeral as i need to go to Woodlands library to borrow books about frontpage.
Ironically,i surfed national library website and found out that most of books relating about frontpage can be borrowed at Woodlands.No wonder,i couldn't find any books at my nearest library.
*roll eyes*
In early afternoon,i stepped out of my home and saw a young girl jogging.
WOW!jogging under the hot sun at 12noon?I am impressed with her tolerance.
i quickly walked to MRT station so as i need to be back home early so that i can start my 1% frontpage project.
At Woodlands library,i borrowed two thick books.
I quickly took MRT train back home.Geez,a mid 20 years old lady appeared and we went into the train.
She don't seem to have local flavour which mean she may be malaysian.Her dressing was eye-catching and very appealing.Japanese-styled attire consist of blouse exposing her shoulders and her black bra strap and a blue jean.She spot curly gold-dyed long hair.
Not too bad.The mark was like 9/10 for overall.
Aiyo,i am not interested in dabbling girls nowadays i practically think of Wanzhen's happy face.
I am at home!I moved my mouse to remove screensaver and i saw Wanzhen online but she was in busy mode.
Never mind,i do not want to distrub her and i need to do frontpage.
Wow,from 1.55pm to 7.30pm with some short interval break,i finish the banner shits on the index page and i learnt how to do basic thing on photoshopping and new things in frontpage.
Not too bad.
Quite tiring but i love this.
I imagined that i worked like motivated and ambitious man,i can provide relaxing life for my wife and family.So nice and after that,i hit beers to relax.
haha
Opps,i need to buy dinner for myself as my mother and my sister attended the funeral today.I looked at my own home.So dark and i am alone.
Sigh,no wife to be with me at home.
I want to share everything with my wife.
Two msn messages from IQB i received today.
One is edwin using Sihui's account and another from Serene Aw.
Both told me that IQB is not splitting in year 2 as they checked out with the teacher.
I am quite impressed and delighted that they took some effort to find out.
Good to see this kind of thinking to keep IQB intact.
But i was disappointed that Serene Aw continue to think about Serene Low.
I stressed that there is no need to think or talk about Serene Low especially it can make your mood bad.
There is no benefit of doing that.
JUST QUIT DOING THAT.
Wanna know why?
Have you ever feel tired of doing that against your hatred friends?
I myself fought hatred people(students and teahcers)in secondary school so as there were so much bad things.Backstabbing?insulting?picking fights?quarreling?aruging?
I took them in and i showed my fists to them.
That japanese-styled principal just put me to the balcony of the admin office and i spend my time staring at the garden and chruch.
I found that i am very tired of this and that because i always think/talk about them.
Do i have any benefit of doing that?HARDLY DUDE!
Can you feel in my shoes?
Even though this Zhen Wei has two things i dislike the most and i haven't entertain the thoughts of talking bad about him or anything else.I honestly tell you all about the truth of him and nothing else.
Even thought Zhen Wei try to taunt or continue stupid things,i am not affected.
What did i do?I never bother to think of him and i only motivated myself into doing school work or thinking of Wanzhen.
You guys who have this kind of life should be thinking of yourself and your own friends rather than thinking enemies?
WHAT!You are not tired of it?
Count ourselves lucky that we live in Singapore
In Singapore,there are effective law enforcing in our heads.
What does it mean?
Take my friend experience in USA.
He stayed there for getting degree paper.
One day,he went with his friend to supermarket in the morning.
Suddenly,a man appeared from nowhwere and show the gun at them.
He demanded them to surrender their wallets.
They had no choice to give up their wallets to him as they were too scared to get themselves shot.
THAT IS DAYLIGHT ROBBERY.
Mind you,can you find this kind of robbery in Singapore?
My friend concluded that one or two is not safe enough and he advised to bring more friends.
This robber didn't fucking care how many people there are.
It was open-view robbery.
Next one.Look dark sides in Japan,there are few scenes in the train where some men molest and then raped them publicity.Outsiders even don't bother about it.
and even in some countries in Europe,there are people who would mass-rape girls publicity.Outsiders don't give a shit at all.
Because in some european countries,they have a welface policy that they will pay jobless people some money unlike in singapore,the government don't even bother to pay money to jobless people but they have to create jobs.
Furthermore,the jails in other countries are like 5-star hotels.So much luxary.
Next one.Have you seen news how some people kill some people due to hatred or jealousy or whatever it is?
Have u ever seen anyone doing that in Singapore openly?
At most,there are gang fights in closed area.
With these incidents,can you feel as you were to live those countries?
If you don't stop doing that,you may be dead by now.
There is no ending if u continue hurting each other because you have the valid reason.
The valid reason is they make you angry for something.
MY FOOT!You need not to do that.All you need to forget it and do happy things with your friends.
There is no joy if you carry such enmity.
Now,with those incidents in your head,do you feel tired?
If no,oh well it will be too late when something happened on you physically.
Can't help it at all since you choose this choice.
I can close my eyes about anything people treat bad on me but i never close my eyes if someone bully my loved one.
At most i will go and protect my loved one.
Some American and British people often say swearing with bits of fuck and in the end,they replied them back in the same way.It never been angry incident because it is very common speaking culture there.
Here?Some of them are easily offended due to such culture.
I don't even give any hoot how much you curse me.
Curse me away and i won't be affected by it.
What solution should you do?
Consider two logical things.
1)Try putting your hands into the bag of ice cubes for a 5 minutes.
You can't even withstand the coldness within your hands.
You would quickly remove your hands out by a min.
2)When you happened to spill oily soup on the marble tile.
You tried to use tissue to clean it.But there is still oil stain causing the tile sticky.You tried to use dry cloth to clean.Oh well,there is still oil stain.
In end,u had to wet the cloth and clean it.SUCCESSFULLY,there is no more oil.
What does two things imply to you?
Do not do things widly with senseless thinking.
You have to settle the things with appropriate thinking and the things will solve even though you two may not be friends like before.
You thought you were smarter doing that?
Sorry,you are making things worse with all things you have done wrongly.
WRONG APPLICATION!
Can you understand in my shoes when i was young?
How did i became like this?
Owing to my classmate's death who i never like because of his evil friendship style and my father death and also my working experiences(many different jobs) within 3 years,i began to pick up a lot of understanding about the life.
My friend,David who is into big charity organisation helping poor people told me his various experiences and views.
God must have arrange this path for me to learn those things earlier before you have picked.
With those learning and teachings i have picked in my head in 21 and half years,i taught some of them to my friend,Gabriel Ng Jun Wei.
He knows what i mean because at times his temper is not very good and his handling towards matter was terribly bad.
i taught him the consequences(in future) and effect of different handlings.
He understood them.
He is very street-wise smart man.
I can see that he is getting to be better man with better temper control and improved handling.
It is not the time to say whatever when you can't even handle this matter properly.
The more you think/say whatever,the more you lose the hand of the situation.
That is what i taught Gabriel about it.
Honestly,when come to this avoid-it sitatuion,i disliked to hear/see 'whatever' word.
But i tolerate due to my consideration of several people's chracters and maturity.
if i see/hear this word,i will be in rage slaming you long time ago.
Whoever use this word can easily viewed as people who want to run away from the situations.Where is your responsbility to keep yourself happy rather than making yourself and some classmates sad?
You should know and you can easily decide what went wrong in you and this happening.
If you can understand my meaning,you have to stop those acts before you lose everything in yourself.You must mature your own mind and be better man.
All you need is to miminise the worse tragedy.
No more fooling yourself by dagglingy yourself into useless and unproductive quarrels or cursing.
Next topic.Human intelligence defence mechanism...
How clever you are with your natural thinking reflex.
Here is a national topic about a man died after taking shoes from MRT track yesterday.
One of them blame the metal studs on the tile in MRT train.
Easy to trip!Easy to get slippers/shoes dropped to mrt tracks!
It make my laugh.
the purpose to have them is to guide blind people to the right direction.
Seeing metal studs is not new thing.
You guys should go to japan and see their train stations.They do have those studs.
No excuse for you to blame this.
One say waste of money hightlighting the fact of cost vs benefit in having metal studs.Now look at japan,it is much bigger than Singapore and it have more stations.Do you dare that they have more or less blind people than Singapore do in similar people ratio comparsion.
You can easily decide that.
What a pity that this man who was going to be married choose to go down to the track and take the shoes.I strongly fee that he should inform the staff about it.
Poor ending.
Another humanity expression.
How you people would react?
My friend,Mike Ng told me something.
In Singapore,people will go jealous or go ga-ga/wow when they see him wearing all branded clothes on him.They even give quick glance or short stare at him.
In early 90s,one of those gang bashing reasons was those branded clothes.
Oh yeah,that is usual thing in Singapore.
Apparently,Singapore is merely middle class country with best law and anti-corruption.
When he was in Japan,he tried doing the same stunt in city.
He wanted to attract girls there but in end a lot of people there don't give a hoot about him.They had 'SO WHAT' expression.
He combed his hair so neatly and wore branded clothes and asked his parents to let him to walk around the shopping centre.
At his best appearance,no one caught him in their attention.
It is understood that Japan is high-technology country with fast-growing spending economy.
He had 'Never heard of' expression to me after describing this experience.
Laughing out loud.That is why he make me laugh each time he relate his experience.
And so,don't underestimate by mere simple clothing attire.
You are better off making yourself happy in your own ways rather than go ga-ga on somebody's thing.
Mike also related me some experiences in Japan
Let me share those with you.
When he,his relative and his uncle wanted to go to hard rock cafe.
They went alone without any guide.
Upon the train station,they saw a map that is messy drawing of train stations like a spider web.
subway map,click this and bigger train but definately not bullet train because there are few bullet trains and it is meant for long distance ride,click here
His uncle took 30 mins to check again and again with the station names they have to pass by with his guide book and then counted how many station they have to pass by and stop at.
They took the train platform and his uncle use his fingers to count how many stations they have passed by.
LAUGHING OUT LOUD.Mike made me laughed when he showed the facial expression and finger-counting acting his uncle did.
Upon reaching there,they got out and his uncle looked up,down,right,left and back to find the stret names whereas his hand was carry the map guide.
They entered back alley and Mike saw a van and heard a heavy techno music playing loudly from that van.
Very loud in the public.He was impressed with open-minded culture.
Can you find those things in Singapore?Unless u have the permit to play loud.
Imagine that.
Those were the nice times i had with Mike Ng and Mick.
PS:I wrote this.You are directly making me as a bad man by spreading the rumour.She did not spread the rumour either.I was the one saying this 'seperating IQB class' rumour.If you were upset by this,i apologise you 100 times until you understand the logic of the rumour coming from.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:27 pm Last wednesday,Serene Low told me that in semester 3,year 2 we won't be together as IQB anymore.
Wah lau,i am very attached to IQB and some IQB classmates.
It is good to make new friends but i feel that it is really too short to part with them.
Screw this system.Just keep the class intact without Zhen Wei.
I guess i should leave some memorable and happy moments to all IQB before some of us part our ways out.
I didn't know that most of the teachers couldn't stand Zhen Wei.I heard it from Kristina when Mrs Yu told her.
Wow.That is pulsing man!
How do to be devil for somebody
Let me be devil for a while
Walking into fire
I dare to spew with tons of thousands fire at you.
Making sure that you suffer
Stomping you off!
Ensuring that you can't set a foot elsewhere.
With two horns on my head,i stab you with 3 sprong long fork.
Flogging you till you never have a chance to live.
All i can is to get rid of sickening person.
Without you,i am at peace forever.
Today,i listend 72 songs sang by Joey Yung.
Among 136 Joey Yung songs,few songs caught my ears.
They are : 我們都寂寞(We are all lonely),誰來愛我 (Who love me),逃避你(Evades you),Goodbye,你說得對(You said rightly) and 阿門(Amen).
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:10 pm
Today,i have to go Bukit Panjang for the second day of my grandmother funeral.
All i do is to perform the chinese taoism ritual for my grandmother as a her nephew.
After that, i have to make all silver and gold papers into silver and gold ingots.
Once i have done,i went home.
Nothing special.Tomorrow,i have to go there again.*grumbling*
haha
FRIENDS?
I have been thinking about it last night when i was sleeping.
Friends that you always love to hang out with are indispensable.
Friendship can't measure by anything.
Only fools measure it and lose so many friends.
Like Zhen Wei right?Muhahaha.
My friends who affect my character the most are:
Mike Ng,who used to study in the same primary school as me albeit he is few years older than me.
He is very flamboyant person going through with a lot of fun things he got me into.
Disco and pubs where we went there for a leisure pleasure.*grin*
He was very funny person telling me funny real life happenings/stories about himself or his own family.I always laughed.
When he got older and was going to complete his final year of poly course,he always told me his imagination of getting into office as white collar worker and earning a lot of money.Then buy house and marry.If our friends have problem,he would help them to settle the bill.
LOL!Very idealistic and smart guy.He always tell me what clothes to wear and he exclaimed that how nice to wear this kind of matching clothes(jeans with shirt)
Now you know why i am very motivated to have a girlfriend and then marry because of him.I am looking for long-term commitment rather than flings.
He is now married two years ago.I envy him because he fulfil his every target already.
I have lost contact with him about 2 years.I still miss his talks.
Miss Han,my primary school teacher but i consider her as my friend.
She was only one teacher who trigger me into using my intelligence.
After i passed PSLE examination and left the school,in 4 years later,she called my home to find out how i am.I was quite surprised.
How many teachers can remember the students so long and then call?Not many man!
I knew she would nag at me if she hear my slipping study results. :p
Mick.very close friend with Mike Ng.He was very action type man.
He was another person,other than Mike inspire me.
He was the one who introduce me internet gaming like going battlenet for starcraft.
He got me going out with him to see some strangers who play battlenet in lan shops.
He showed me his prowess in battlenet starcraft.
He always talked with me and Mike about what action he have done before and he is one hella guy who experience a lot of things.
He was the one who show the thing why branded clothes can't last long.He used to buy a lot of branded stuffs when his father was well-to-do that time.
He told me that once he bought some branded stuffs and then he didn't like it.And then he sold them to anyone in his secondary school at cut-down prices sial.
That time,we were quite crazy into branded fashion.I used to have some.:D
Whole sec 3 and sec 4 classmates..They introduce the fun into my schooling life.
We practically talked rubbish until we drop ourselves like dead man laughing non-stop.
That is all.I definately miss them!
Latest NEWS about stupid act by Zhen Wei.
Even though i never said that he will fail o levels.
His latest msn nick said as "IQB and Tony Yong Tat Yan look down on me...thinking that i will fail the O level this year"
Wah lau,he even highlight my name as if i am mastermind for this thing.
*grasp*
I barely talked about him to my IQB classmates since last Wednesday.
WRONG AIM DUDE!
By the way,i was amused that he continue to change his english name.
Last time Wille Yeo.Last year..Thomas Yeo.Now?Nicholas Yeo!
WOW!Did he change this name just to make new friends so as his old friends will never warned them if they hear familiar english name of his?
Laughing out loud!Anyway it is true because i received his auto e-mail letters.I began to notice his different name but same surname.*roll eyes*
Next time?Dicky Yeo?
HAHA!
I am quite surprised to see some people to join blogging.
One of them is apple life lady from friendster.
I read her blog.
I can feel her feelings as she had a quarrel with her mother for silly thing.
I can tell you if you think you have done nothing wrong,you can stand up against parents' opinion.
No shit about them even they look after you so long.
It make sense if you reject their silly thoughts.
Go for it.Shout at parents?So what..Just show them that they are making the mistake.
My father recklessly hit me with a pole with no reason.That is when i went out very often and go home late.
At least i haven't done anything bad.*thumb down*
MUST STAND UP AGAINST THEM!
Sometimes parents can be a pain in your neck.
Luckily,i loved Science and my mother do something silly because she believe those which are actually myths.
I screamed my lungs telling her to stop doing this and that.
It is not the right way to do!But my chinese isn't good.I can do is to hand-gesture explaining the scientific reasons if you do this stupid things.
*sigh**shake my head*
I wonder why i am weak in learning Chinese.
As long as you are doing the right things,you are ok shouting or not listening them!
GO GO GO!
Meanwhile last night i listened 69 songs sang by Joey.I have to listen the remaining 330 out of 399 songs left today.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:32 pm You know i run about this morning.
I wish i have a wife beside me walking peacefully.
I always want to take my wife around the world to travel ourselves.
Just to enjoy the dangers,excitement and joy!
Sound fun?
haha
tonight,i was reading a thread from local forum.
"this is gonna be my ****ed up theory and im wearing flame-proof suits. I just wanna say im gonna make some generalisations which may or may not be true...so bear with me and point out my mistakes.
1)Girls waiting for/clinging on to useless bf who's in DB/Jail...
My fucked up theory:I really don't think the girls love the bf.More like they are worried they can't find another guy.Or they just can't be bothered to know another guy all over again....becoz alot of guy behave like ****heads...just like her current bf who's in jail/DB/Woodbridge.Most likely is they want a bf....its so uncool to be wihthout a bf,so she clings to him for dear life.Some girls think its damn cool to have a bf...its like an accessory which adds to her glam factor.
She watched some stupid TCS/Japanese/Korean drama where the guy goes to jail and the main lead actress waits for him and 30 yrs later..the guy gets out of jail...the guy is touched and they get married.BUT on their wedding night the sex is bad coz at 50 yrs of age...she can't get wet anymore.
2)Gorgeous girls with fugly boyfriends
Aaaaaah.Lots of pple including me have wondered why some super hot chicks just love to be seen with faggot looking guys/fat ugly pimply guys.
my fucked up theory:these girls think that all yandao guys are jerks coz she watched some stupid TCS/Korean/Japanese drama starring his handsome guy who's a serial heartbreaker. So she stereotypes gorgeous men.She tells her friends that all cute men are jerks.THis stupid rumour gets spread like wildfire.The fat ugly men revel in this change of luck.Also in that stupid TCS/Korean/Japanese drama she watched...theres this fat ugly man who's been waiting for the main lead actress patiently.so she thinks all fat ugly men are nice.and she tells all her friends that fat ugly men are nice and they are sooooooooooo sweet.
Fact 1: Compare a goodlooking guy and an ugly fat guy.Its obvious that the fat guy has to put in extra effort to get in the good books of that hot chick.HE IS NOT NECCESSARILY A NICE GUY.Any sane guy would be nice to a hot chick.
Fact2:I've got a female friend whos a chick...her first bf...can make pple puke.Her 2nd bf.....is just like snow white and ugly as well.She told me she would still date other guys even though she's attached.ANother one...my female modelling colleague....got to know her ugly bf thru the internet instead of dating fellow models.let me tell you this voluptuous girl is not anti social...she clubs often and hangs out at carnegies ogling white men......so i really dont understand why she's stuck with that scrawny nerd who "soooooooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet but not romantic...can't speak well...no car...poor...stupid...and the list goes on.i have a few more female model friends who've got bfs who are balding and really ugly.
my fucked up theory:with regards to the above real story...i really think that some girls...really must have bf.If no bf...they will die.therefore any tom hairy **** also can...dats why you see a lot of chicks whose bf got ****ed up face.
3)All cute men are either attached/jerks or gay
A fucking stupid stereotype made up again by girls who read too much trashy magazines and watched too many nonsense TCS/Jap/Korean dramas."
And another depressing comment that can be up against me the most in mental.
"most nice looking guys nv jio those very chio gals..coz they tink they are too good for them..den they woo those above average or normal normal ... which is y those chiobu get despo, n ugly guys can easily get them"
*grasp*I do like Wanzhen but i really do not know what to do.
Too afraid to hurt her if i do not know what the heck i am doing.
Sigh
i am trying to keep things as per normal.
I can confirm with you people that i do not have girlfriend.
Somewhat some of my classmates and friends think otherwise,suggesting that i bluff.
Ok.what must i do to make myself look avaiable as the actual truth is here for you all to see?
Don't wear ring?I have done that.
What else can you suggest it?
*miserable*
~_~ I am so afraid of the future being alone and with no wife. ~_~
If it happen,my mind may turn into 180 degree turn becoming another person.
Probably evil one?
*hugh sigh*
Why is it so difficult to have wife with me?
Long time ago,i was taught to find a proper wife.
The one that can get you into..
Feelings sway in your heart
Sweeping your feet away,
fingers swapping against each other,
thoughts running in your mind make you fidgety..
i should walk to you
and i tell you i love you
unforgetable memory stop me
sending me into the fear
I was shivering with the unwanted thoughts.
in the end,i really do not know what to do the right thing.
meanwhile,i am listening every Joey Yung's album one by one today.I just got those collection.
Thankfully,even though local station rarely broadcast cantonese songs but i bought Nicholas Tse's Most Wanted album that send me into the nirvana of cantonese songs.
They calmed me down and let me to control my feelings at ease.
Thank you Nicholas Tse.
The man who love music and Criticise the singers who don't love music at all.
*i wish i am a bit ugly person in disguise
Just like the beast and the beauty story.
I would be ugly person in a first glance and second clear look.
When the love blossom,i turn into handsome guy who is destined to love you forever.
I like that idea.^_^
Song of day:無聲仿有聲(Wordless Expression) by Nicholas Tse
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:03 pm
Today,i went to school but however i have no idea what time Mrs Yu would come at school.
I reached there at around earlier than 9.30am but she was not around.
I left school at 10am because i need to go to primary school in the morning.
Bascially,i would be running all over Singapore from my home to school to my primary school to home.
In MRT,taking North platform in Bishan,a mid 20 years old lady caught my attention because her hands is crystal pure snow white hand with no aging lines.
I was so impressed on how she took care of it.
But pity,her right arm has a small round black-blue mark that incidate someone like her hushand had a fight with her.
I dropped at City Hall and need to transfer to another train for East platform.
When the train arrived at Kallang station,suddenly a train station master with some newspaper and station cleaner who was carrying the mop and pail entered.
They began to clean some areas in the train.
Woah.That is my first time to see like that.Unheard of.*grin
I stopped at Ajunied MRT station.I embarked 3km journey from Ajunied MRT station to my school.I reached there.That is the new school which is much bigger than older school(west area) i used to study there.
My purpose to buy 5 packs of batteries from there.
I looked the organisation chart at the noticeboard.
Who am i looking for?
My former primary school teacher.
Ah,i have found her.Her position is somewhat like teacher charge in intelligence teaching system department.
I have no doubt that she fit in that position.
So far,she is the only one who taught me how to make use of my intelligence power.
Thus,i was like prodigy by means.I am not only one but some other students(some of them i know) benfit from her teaching.
I went back for another 3km from school to Ajunied MRT.
Took the train back home.
On Jurong East station,i need to transfer west platform to north-west platform.
I happened to see a early 30 years old chinese lady who seem be from china.
She wore white blouse that can be seen through the her white nice bra.
What can i do?i was sitting directly opposite to her in the train.
Nice blouse and bra but the jeans seem not to be fitting altogether.
Luckily,it is only 3 stops for me to complete my MRT ride from Jurong East station.
Phew,otherwise you girls would blame me for flirt like that.*roll eyes*
I need to go to Lot 1 to buy lunch.In the food court,again i spot a young working lady(seem to be excecutive position) who was sitting near the extrance of foodcour posed a cool look when our eyes met each other.
OOOOOO..that is good expression.I really like that cool pose you made for me.
It was barely 30sec before i ordered some food.
I finally reached home.I ate until my mother came back from hospital.
She pulled a long face and announced that my grandmother passed away this morning.
uh-huh.
The 5 days funeral start now!
*grasp*
It means one whole week break was going-out-each-day event for me.
I was complaining to my mother that i have so little clothes if i were to go out every day.
I guess i will do some shopping to buy some clothes.
My cupboard must have 'good-boy' clothes,'rocker' clothes and 'cool boy' clothes.
HAHA!Hopefully i find the ones i liked.
because most of clothes in singapore doesn't attract me.That leave me the option to buy overseas.
Anyway,i am looking for t-cross shaped for my necklace chain.Not those jesus or christian/catholic kind.
I like this shape a lot when i saw someone wore it before.
I want to arm myself with this.
After my mother announcement,i saw Wanzhen online and it was bad thing.
But nevertheless,i still went on to chat with her.
She seem that she was happy in KL trip.
Zhen wei msn nick made me laugh again.
'That is very selfish of all of you..go be with your bf and why can't you help me?'
DUH!It is obvious that he was so irrating to interfere the sweet time she have with her boyfriend.
Where is his brain?I guess i am right that he has pea-shaped brain which has small capacity for thinking.
Again,new msn nick he wrote 'All i want is to have girlfriend that cares and dotes on me...is it so hard to find?'
DUH!Where is your brain once more.
I doubt that you would have this kind of girlfriend if you continue to do stupid things.*roll eyes*
the next thing he would go and apologise her in order to get her to teach her maths again
*roll eyes*
Lousy and stupid tactics.That is why he is evil.
We must not help him.No matter what we tell him,he won't listen.
No doubt at all.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:13 pm That is my former secondary school classmate.
Sadly,i last heard him when he had to serve National Service.
Who would have thought of him being chubby person become into macho guy with tattoos claming that he is not gangster.
*peng*
I missed his playing planks and laughter.
Be back with us,4n2 class!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:38 pm
Let take our time to understand each other since we are all IQB.
Let me state my purpose of this blog.
My purpose to write this blog is to leave people experiences for you to understand what went wrong and what the people are miserable about.
For you and us to arm ourselves with knowledge and understanding.
Let me highlight something to make the points to you all.
You read this and you weight your decision about it.
I am not asking you do something but you decide what you can do with her when you see her since you have read this blog entry.
Have no regrets to read this.
Nicholas Tse find soulmate when he first entered entertainment scene.
"As long as we give out heart, then is not hard to find friends. William and Sammi, they got what they have today because they show real friendship. William care for us a lot, he doesn't fake it. I call him uncle. Ekin is my big brother; he once told me not push myself too hard and relax. I will alwys remmber that. Miriam is my favorite female friend. She's kind of like male. She's really out minded and get along with all types."
How Nicholas Tse handle such rumours.
I don't understand why I have so many rumor. Being in the entertainment industry, I feel that rumor is the most wasteful thing. It makes me feel really hurt. Everyone is hurt once in a while, but being in the industry most hurtful is not having others understanding. Sometimes I want to know it is worth to work so hard. Espcially when I am acting in a movie. Until the last half a year, I started to relax and let go of the rumor. Even thought I say the time in Canada gave me time to think and refresh. Those days were really peaceful. I wrote down a song ,"Ending Century of Hurtful Voice"
Interviwer: When you read unfavorable reports of you, what do you feel?
Nic Tse: No feeling. I don’t blame the people who wrote it. In fact, if there are not so many people paying for it, then not many would write about it. Then the magazine would have to close. But because a lot of people like to read about people’s good and bad, and like to talk about it all day long. So go ahead and pay your few dollars and have your fun.
Now i write what happened to her.
All are purely true.Do not defame her for your own pleasure when you can't tell whether it is right or wrong.We had this kind of burden before and we also had suffer too much.
With two e-mails send to her,she understood my intention.
Because before that,she was not sure what to do and have lost so much confidence on IQB.
Just put yourself in your shoes,you can imagine how worse situation you are.
'When things are really too much to handle,you need friends to share your problems with and they will solve the problems together with you'
She had her own personal relationship problem before or during Chinese News Year.
She had lost her sense to control herself.
In somehow,she vent anger in some way.
Saying something on someone in the public is the part of true opinion.If we heard the criticism about us from somebody,we should buck up and improve ourselves to be better person.Why cry?And you can't even own up your mistake to admit this.
It is part of our life in order to improve ourselves.
The rumours came nowhere.
It was understood that Serene Low told Daphne about Serene Aw as an secret.
Unfortunately,it leaked out and it deem to be rumours by everybody standard.
To our disappointment,this secret(i never ask Serene Low to tell me about it) was known in the wrong place and wrong time.
I understand that secret cannot last long but it should be known to someone in the right time and the right place.
What is the crux of the problem?I am sure that you can figure it out.
At that point,Serene Low has lost so much faith and confidence in IQB.
She didn't expect to see matter blown so big from her bottom of heart.
She understood that she was in the wrong.
She felt that she shouldn't convey her anger like that.
She can't do anything now as the matter has went worse.
She is on the way sorting out her own personal problem before she can go on her life.
That is the right decision for now.
Do not make things worse for her and IQB again.
Apparently,she need a soul mate to share with.
I told her that we can never change people thinkings but we can show what we are made of.
Good or bad things inside us,you can see it in front of us.
Here is a small short song
Being Hurt
Mistakes deem us as traitors
Everyone branded us as hatred target.
I never meant this..
But they abuse us
For wrong reason,we suffer like nobody business
In our shame,we try to grow to be better person
Lord,why did you put us into this suffering.
Heal us from this shame.
Can you walk us out to the safe route?
We beg for the day they forgot how to hate us.
Give ourselves time to show you that we are really good people.
I myself shred my tears for their soulless hearts.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:16 pm
Today,my mother wanted me to go with her to Plaza Singapura because she got $20 worth vocher to spend at Carrefour.*roll eyes*
That means she gotta buy a lot of things.
Come to think of that,Joel told me about her mom getting a free digital camera after redeeming the points for this.
Guess what he said?Typical singapore woman.
HAHA!*rolling on floor laughing*
Nevertheless,i agreed to go with her and my sister to there.
I did a bit on doing frontpage project.I am still struck on where to place such things.
After that,i decided to e-mail to Serene Low to fulfil my word i mentioned to some of our IQB girls.
I went out with my mother and sister at 12.40pm.
We took MRT to there.
I took a lot of time to look after them.*sigh*
Hugh responsbility to do.
I carried a lot of things she bought.
Ah,at cashier area,i happened to see a mid 30 years old lady.
Her facial appearance and shape somewhat remind me Karen.
Uh-huh,it was quite good indicator how young karen's face will grow like this lady.
*grin*
My mother went to toilet and so i waited outside.
I saw a young lady sitting on a seat.
The attire and shoes she wore are something you can't find in Singapore.
In my opinion,she could be japanese.
I left home alone with things as she want to shop a bit more.
On the way home,i saw Linda(iqb classmate)'s boyfriend in MRT train at jurong east platform junction.
Opposite him,i saw a young lady wore something to boost her boob shape.
*_*
If not for linda's boyfriend polishing his motorola handphone,i won't have noticed her.*grasp*
I am at home now!
Let me say something about human defence mechanism that is a natural reaction/reflex for humans to repond to other.
(few days ago discussion)After Wanzhen felt sad about IQB having so much happening,she somewhat pity Serene Low in some way.
I took the liberty to help Serene Low if possible after i mentioned to Wanzhen about something related helping her.
She refered me to Grace so as to find out what is the actual commotion some of our IQB classmates heard.
Grace said she heard nothing and refered me to Si Ying.
Oh well,this way every girl would refer me to somebody else.
I guess i have to ask Serene Low through e-mail.
You see..
Here is my e-mail draft i wrote to her this morning:
"hello Serene,
I guess we have rested enough for the first two days of 1 week school holiday break.
How do you feel when you are with IQB?
As far as i know,there is so much things happened in IQB.
Will you mind to tell me what you do last week?
We,IQB will like to see what we can help you. ^_^
I am looking forward to hearing from you as soon as possible.
Best Regards,
Tony Yong Tat Yan "
My first e-mail aim is to ask her opinion.
I have received her reply.
From my analysing,the style of her writing incidate her low morale and unsure what to do.
as far as it said,she do not wish to interfere.
All right,that is as far as i can do.
She meant no harm in any way in my humblest opinion.
What people said represent their own character.
It is about the time to keep the matter wraped quietly.
She ain't making things difficult for IQB and so we should do the same as well.
We(some of iqb classmates) just need to encourage her to believe that friendship tie should be stronger as usual no matter what kind of things is.
Next one..
It struck me in my mind.
I did mentioned about a happening where some male friends didn't understand girls' suggestion and intention to go out alone each other rather than with friends together.
What is so special?
I watched Trumiph the Skies ep 27.
What happened in that show?
Donald promised that he will be there to help Roy together with two best buddies.In the last minute,he got a call from his girlfriend who ask him to accompany her because her mom was in hospital.Donald was struck but based on his character,he choose to look after her before going to help friends.
It was too late as Roy has lost the mood to boost his morale in order to pass flying test.
After that,Donald quickly came back but found that they were not there.
Upon reaching the home where all best friends lived together,Issac was so angry that he scold Donald upside down without listening donald.He stormed out of the house.
Roy and Chris had to tell this to Donald's girlfriend and in turn,she arranged the meeting with Issac to tell it.
Issac realised the mistake for not giving the chance to listen him.
Where is the mistake?Now you decide what you should do after a short break.
Next one..
Another human defence mechanism..
human tend to think and visualise their own gender sex.
boys forever think like boys.girls forever think like girls.
That is why there are so much conflict and misunderstanding in the relationship.
To boyfriends and girlfriends,you have to think a bit like girl and solve the problems in different angles.I think it is not very demanding for you.
Simplest solution can be the best answer.
I want to be good boyfriend for the destiny girl.I will be there for you when u need me.I am waiting to be your boyfriend!!!
To IQB,i am your listening soul to you.Find me if you can.
When things are getting too big for you to handle,find me and we work out how to solve it together.
I can promise that i can be your answer to your solution.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:30 pm
Today,my mother wanted me to go with her to Plaza Singapura because she got $20 worth vocher to spend at Carrefour.*roll eyes*
That means she gotta buy a lot of things.
Come to think of that,Joel told me about her mom getting a free digital camera after redeeming the points for this.
Guess what he said?Typical singapore woman.
HAHA!*rolling on floor laughing*
Nevertheless,i agreed to go with her and my sister to there.
I did a bit on doing frontpage project.I am still struck on where to place such things.
After that,i decided to e-mail to Serene Low to fulfil my word i mentioned to some of our IQB girls.
I went out with my mother and sister at 12.40pm.
We took MRT to there.
I took a lot of time to look after them.*sigh*
Hugh responsbility to do.
I carried a lot of things she bought.
Ah,at cashier area,i happened to see a mid 30 years old lady.
Her facial appearance and shape somewhat remind me Karen.
Uh-huh,it was quite good indicator how young karen's face will grow like this lady.
*grin*
My mother went to toilet and so i waited outside.
I saw a young lady sitting on a seat.
The attire and shoes she wore are something you can't find in Singapore.
In my opinion,she could be japanese.
I left home alone with things as she want to shop a bit more.
On the way home,i saw Linda(iqb classmate)'s boyfriend in MRT train at jurong east platform junction.
Opposite him,i saw a young lady wore something to boost her boob shape.
*_*
If not for linda's boyfriend polishing his motorola handphone,i won't have noticed her.*grasp*
I am at home now!
Let me say something about human defence mechanism that is a natural reaction/reflex for humans to repond to other.
(few days ago discussion)After Wanzhen felt sad about IQB having so much happening,she somewhat pity Serene Low in some way.
I took the liberty to help Serene Low if possible after i mentioned to Wanzhen about something related helping her.
She refered me to Grace so as to find out what is the actual commotion some of our IQB classmates heard.
Grace said she heard nothing and refered me to Si Ying.
Oh well,this way every girl would refer me to somebody else.
I guess i have to ask Serene Low through e-mail.
You see..
Here is my e-mail draft i wrote to her this morning:
"hello Serene,
I guess we have rested enough for the first two days of 1 week school holiday break.
How do you feel when you are with IQB?
As far as i know,there is so much things happened in IQB.
Will you mind to tell me what you do last week?
We,IQB will like to see what we can help you. ^_^
I am looking forward to hearing from you as soon as possible.
Best Regards,
Tony Yong Tat Yan "
My first e-mail aim is to ask her opinion.
I have received her reply.
From my analysing,the style of her writing incidate her low morale and unsure what to do.
as far as it said,she do not wish to interfere.
All right,that is as far as i can do.
She meant no harm in any way in my humblest opinion.
What people said represent their own character.
It is about the time to keep the matter wraped quietly.
She ain't making things difficult for IQB and so we should do the same as well.
We(some of iqb classmates) just need to encourage her to believe that friendship tie should be stronger as usual no matter what kind of things is.
Next one..
It struck me in my mind.
I did mentioned about a happening where some male friends didn't understand girls' suggestion and intention to go out alone each other rather than with friends together.
What is so special?
I watched Trumiph the Skies ep 27.
What happened in that show?
Donald promised that he will be there to help Roy together with two best buddies.In the last minute,he got a call from his girlfriend who ask him to accompany her because her mom was in hospital.Donald was struck but based on his character,he choose to look after her before going to help friends.
It was too late as Roy has lost the mood to boost his morale in order to pass flying test.
After that,Donald quickly came back but found that they were not there.
Upon reaching the home where all best friends lived together,Issac was so angry that he scold Donald upside down without listening donald.He stormed out of the house.
Roy and Chris had to tell this to Donald's girlfriend and in turn,she arranged the meeting with Issac to tell it.
Issac realised the mistake for not giving the chance to listen him.
Where is the mistake?Now you decide what you should do after a short break.
Next one..
Another human defence mechanism..
human tend to think and visualise their own gender sex.
boys forever think like boys.girls forever think like girls.
That is why there are so much conflict and misunderstanding in the relationship.
To boyfriends and girlfriends,you have to think a bit like girl and solve the problems in different angles.I think it is not very demanding for you.
Simplest solution can be the best answer.
I want to be good boyfriend for the destiny girl.I will be there for you when u need me.I am waiting to be your boyfriend!!!
To IQB,i am your listening soul to you.Find me if you can.
When things are getting too big for you to handle,find me and we work out how to solve it together.
I can promise that i can be your answer to your solution.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:30 pm It is the second korea film launched in 2004 after Wild Wet 2.
IT IS FUCKING AWESOME!
Korea quality on movie films are getting better and better.
I am looking forward for the third korea film this year.
click here for thisofficial movie site
This man watched her with his love for 20 years!
Oh my god.Right from the day he fell in love with her who help him to continue taking the exam with the paper.
Since when he got a disease that take away his sense and feelings which mean he would lose love and feelings for her.
He decide to e-mail himself in a year later and left a lot of things about his feeling for her and drawing portait of her in the house.
He ask his brother to help him by sending presents and encourage her secretly.
She want to meet him but she never had a chance.
Lately,she found out the truth after she discover a lead to find who is her Daddy Long Legs.
She understood and decide to be with him.
YEAH!!! However,he was going to die! *sad*
She cried a lot.
She appreciate his long time love for her.
It is really touching story.
Comparable with the hollywood one,Notebook.
Ohhhh!I wish i can be like him loving Wanzhen in that way.
From this show,she believed that there was love when her heart flutter.
For my case,i don't need to indicate the love confirmation if my heart flutter.
Like i said,my heart is stony icy cold but i only believe that my brain,arm and legs will go weak when i get close with someone.That is my confirmation feeling for love.
I decide to write how i fall in love with Wanzhen.Just like this man in the movie.I admire this character so much!!
So that i will read it in my own blog in future and i will remember her forever again.
The first day i saw Wanzhen was at the school,the first day of IQB.
I wasn't in love that time.I was depressed with the way happened in my seconday school.
The first time i talked with her beared no impression for me.
I was friendly as much as i can do with most of IQB students.
I was surprised when she confirmed with me about the age.
I recalled that i have not told my age to her but i guessed that she might have overheard it.
Uh-huh
A small impression but still,i do not know her much.
End of 2004..All i was walking down the way with sleeping thoughts
Opening 2005,something happened.
It was quite the worse happening to me so far.
I was grown to be better man.
I looked around my classmates and something caught my eye.
Wanzhen's facial expression.OOOO..attractively and emotional feelings written on her face.I was strucked there.
I hesistated whether it could be love for a while.
When we talked,i realised that i liked her a lot.
The more we talk,the more i know about her.
With some chit chat session with her,i felt comfortable feeling surging all over my body.
For once,i never felt that way because i am always tired of the life i have lived and my heart,brain and everything in my body are aching.
To think that Wanzhen,only herself, make me feel relaxing nowadays.
Incredible.That is the power of love.*grin*
I will read this one again and again.
It is my blog and i want to leave a lot of things from my heart and brain here.
You are free to read and know them.
^_^
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:48 pm
Today,there is a small problem cropping up in Joel's new pc.
I had to come over and solve it.
I used Jag Demo to observe Klipsch Promedia GMX A2.1.
I noticed that wooden floor has better reflection result than the marble tile.I can feel the bass on the expense of the height.
I could even feel the bass which is supposed to be higher up in the exact location.
Impressive the power of wood.
Audiophile stuff.haha,let me dabble this first!
I left Joel home at 1.40pm.I went to Lot 1 to buy lays potato chips barbarcue favour.
I reach home at 2.10pm.
about more than 8km walk in total today.
Phew,i love walking at the same time admiring the scenery.
As far as i recall,i walked more than 20km for 3 hours in the morning few years ago.
I slept for a while.I woke up by mom at 6pm.I have slighly headache making me dizzy.
*roll eyes*
I have not slept for a long time in a day.*grin*
Let us be philosophical for a while.
Somebody is not being happy in certain occasion that happen once in every year?
It is not news to everybody.
For instance,Nicholas always was unhappy in Chinese News Year.
Nicholas Tse Ting Fung two days ago blasted his record company's Lunar New Year on a radio program. Yesterday he said that he was not a music critic and explained that when the press interviewed him he was holding a Lunar New Year banner and posing for photos. Because he has developed a resistence toward Lunar New Year photos since childhood, he could not bring joy to others like his eight label mates. He also said that one of his pets just passed away. He said that because he was unhappy he ignored his colleagues' hard work. In the end he said, "Whatever, Tse Ting Fung is wrong."
To all,i know you are like that.Just resolve your source of unhappiness for this occasion.I give you my fullest support even you are stranger or friend to me!
Cheers!
Next topic..
I will be super patient with you all.
At most i respect Wanzhen decision and wait until she develop the feelings for me or whatever it is.
PATIENCE PATIENCE
You know patience really paid you off with handsome reward.
It did to me.
No point being patient with Zhen Wei and his stupid antic because there ain't reward for IQB and me even though we have no gain in both either ways.
Next one..
I am impressed with mega korean star,Jang Dong Gun.
Why am i impressed?
He learn chinese for a month before he start acting in a chinese film,The Promise with Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung.
It is no easy feat for him.
Well Done.Look like i have long way to learn from him.
Here i come smashing Reborn Live In Beijing Concert Dvd soon!
第二世(Second Lifetime)!
Meanwhile,i have to think how i start with frontpage project. ~_~
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:23 pm
I woke at 7.30am thinking of Wanzhen and nobody else.
Doh.
I left my home with Joel at 11.30am.
We took taxi to Sim Lim Square.
By the way,an old uncle did a nice driving sunt with his taxi when we were sitting behind.Azaming control brake technique up close against the car in front by few metres.
What is more.We weren't thrown by a gravity of force either.We still remain on the seat impressed with his driving skill.
*laughing out loud*
After eating in food court somewhere near Sim Lim Square,we survey around the casing he may like.
With his animous decision on the choice of casing,we went to Fuwell discuss the computer hardware items he gotta buy.
MSI Neo2 I865PE motherboard
Kingston DDR ram 512mb,double side,2.5l
Leadteak A6600
Klipsch Promedia A2.1
Intel Pentium 4 2.4A 533mhz
Coolermaster Centurion 5
Antec Truepower 430W(best bargain we ever had)
SMC network card 10/100
Logitech internet pro keyboard/mouse
After that,we took taxi back to his home.
Reached at 2.30pm.
They are practically in my head for today.
I fix and setup those parts into the pc casing for him.
It took 5 hours for me before a minor problem cropped up.
We decided to take taxi again.
Reached SLS at 6.30pm.Straight to Fuwell again.
As usual,kind customer service offer a small repair to fix this minor problem for free of charge.
My expectation hasn't failed so far.
Went back home by taxi again.
Reached his home at 7.30pm
His new computer is up by 9.30pm after installing win xp and everything.
I stayed there for a while to touch up a bit on his computer before i left his home at 11.30pm.
I decided to talk a walk from his home to my home.
I can say it was like 4km walk.
I reached home at 12.00am.
Cheers
Again,i thought of Wanzhen again.*miserable*
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 12:41 am AH!Nothing particular for me to do today.
I know Wanzhen is going to KL today with co-op members and Mrs Yu.
Seeing so much happening in KL,i pray that Wanzhen come back home safely on Tuesday.
Pffft,i wonder when malaysia will stop those crime acts in KL once!
Hopefully,nothing happen to everybody with Wanzhen in KL.
Yosh,Joel,my former secondary school classmate came back home from IRAQ due to national service overseas stint yesterday.
He had grown up well.
Tomorrow,i am going to meet him and go out.
This morning,Zhen Wei went msn online and jasmine,my classmate went to scold him upside down and Zhen Wei taunt at me saying that i got strong backer.
*roll eyes*He actually insult whole IQB.It is not me having backers.It is natural for IQB to scold Zhen Wei like that.
Good-For-Nothing classmate,Zhen Wei can't do anything with mass attack by IQB.
Laughing out loud.
Today afternoon,i talked with another former secondary school classmate,Din about guitars and its specification.Nice discussion!
Cheers!
I love listenin Cantopop more than Mandopop!
GIVE CANTONESE SONG ANYTIME
Can you tell me why we chinese use mandarin as the main chinese rather than hokkien,cantonese,khek and etc?
I am awaiting for your good reply for this.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:21 pm Last night,i msn-ed Zhen Wei out of boredom and see what he got to say.
http://tonydelpiero.blogspot.com (updated @5.40pm and 9.00pm)|愛後餘生 says:
the more stupid things u do,the more we do not want to bother you
Kristiiiina.....with Tony Yong Tat Yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
I am only doing things to protect my As..!!!
Obviously,that is his nature to try anything to achieve As.Evil hearted man.He shouldn't be entertained in working area.Just put him in the shitlist.
Imagine that he start working,he would 'kill' all his working colleagues for better position by any means.
I was also told that 5 hatred people in IQB by Zhen Wei are Eugene,Edwin,Me,Yang Long and Kar Ho.
Oh my god.do you notice that all 5 are male.He must be damn gay.
Today,i woked up at 4am because i got the ESP nightmare.
The nightmare was about Wanzhen being unhappy was scolding me upside down.At that point,i was heartbroken as i always want Wanzhen happy as much as possible.My heart shattered like broken window.And all i did is to coax her until she forgot her anger.*grin*
Damn sad but i hope it is not true.
It was my first time to dream her.
Even i liked 3 girls in my 21 and half years and i never dreamt them!
OH MY GOD!
Slept again and woke up 8am.
I was getting myself ready for pool session with Gabriel.
I met him at Beauty World Shopping Centre at 11am.
We played pool for two hours.
Yucks,my pool skills sucked!
hehe..
After that,i went to Bugis alone.
I wanna buy some items that worth $400-$500.But one of 3 items is out of stock.
I was disappointed but i left my contact number to them so as they will call me when this item arrive.
I went home.
I took some money at home and went to NTUC supermarket to buy 2 tub of Ben&Jerry ice creams because one cost $11.50 and so promotion offer was for 2 worth $18.50.
I am going to eat it later.I AM FUCKING EXCITED TO EAT MY FAVOURITE FOOD,ICE CREAM!
That is all for today.
I feel sad for myself and Eugene.
Eugene must be moody with his love life.
I understood that he had some feeling for Si Ying and apparently,her feeling for him fade.It seem so from what i talked with Eugene about love life.
We must comfort him when he come to school next and next week.
He is very good boyfrien.It is quite a pity that he couldn't forget the last girlfriend he had.Broke up due to not enough concern and attention.
He couldn't express his feeling.
SO SAD!!
He told me that whoever love you will be there for you and you whoever you love will not be there.
Indeed,fucking true!
Especially last friday,she played with him.He was so happy but he also was disappointed that she has no feeling for him.
From there,i can tell that he want her badly but he knows that it is impossible to have her.
My aim is have Wanzhen feeling for me as in love me.
In this way,i can ask for her hand.I love her but i do not know whether she love me.
That is the crucial point.
It is really so hard for me and Eugene while it is easy for others.
So strange!
Lord when can you tell us the destiny of love?
Oh ya,i found out that Karen's birthday was yesterday,18th March.
Late Happy Birthday Karen.
She wouldn't let me to tell her this anywhere.
What a pity.
Since she like her boyfriend and i pose an threat to her boyfriend,i shouldn't make things worse.
All i can do for her is to smile and not looking at her obviously.
CHEERS!
Trying to make friend with her turn out to be ultra stranger each other.
That is sad thing.
I value friendship and my future wife.
I don't value my own life and personal attraction at all.
If u are reading me,you should spread your words about Zhen Wei.
Otherwise he will hurt more people and get them quarrel with him at his pleasure.
I do not want to hear like this again.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:31 pm We are going to have one week break before resuming school next two weeks.
I talked with msot of IQB classmates.
I got a rude shock from my classmate,Sharon aka Kristina
Let me highlight what idoit giant said.
SELFISH TONY YONG TAT YAN,EUGENE AND EDWIN..DUN WANT TO HELP ME ON ACCOUNTS!!!!! says:very funny nick ah?
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
KRISTINA IS A DAMN FAILURE
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
WHEN U TALK ABOUT CLASS IQB
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
I KEPT MY MOUHT SHUT
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
NOW ITS MY TURN TO TELL U OFF
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U DESERVE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U SHOULD NOT EVEN BE IN CLASS IQB
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U DESERVE TO HAVE A C FOR UR STATISTICS
U DESERVE TO HAVE A C FOR UR STATISTICS
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
U CURSE ME RITE?
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
LISTEN TO THAT HANDICAPPED TAT YAN
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
FUCK U
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
HE IS NOT HANDICAPPED OK
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U BETTER WATCH UR WORDS
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
HE IS SO MUCH MORE BRAINY THAN U R
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
TO ME, HE IS ALWAYS HANDICAPPED... HE CAN'T EVEN SPEAK???
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
BUT HE HAS BETTER BRAINS THAN U
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U R SO DUMB
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
MEANTALLY
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
NVM...I DUN QUARREL WITH U FOR A HANDICAPPED IDIOT!
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
UR BLOODY BRAINS R HANDICAPPED
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
OK
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:OK..U SCOLDED ME FOR NTH!
PLEASE LAH..KRISTINA...DUN BE FOOLED BY THAT TONY YONG TAT YAN HOR!!!DAMN IT!!!! says:
GD SCOLDED U FOR A REASON
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
AND U VERY WELL KNOW WHAT ITS ABOUT
TONY YONG TAT YAN IS A U KNOW...WHAT?HAHA says:
I SCOLDED U COS U SIDE WITH A HANDICAPPED PERSON
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
TO THE WHOLE OF IQB U R HANDICAPPED U GOT THAT
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
NOT TAT YAN
ZHEN WEI IS A FAILURE - KRISTINA says:
U U U U U U U
ZHEN WEI
U PIECE OF SHIT
TONY YONG TAT YAN IS A U KNOW...WHAT?HAHA says:
OK..I KNOW WHOLE CLASS SIDE WITH A HANDICAPPED PERSON
Period.
I never badmouthed him for once.
I spoke to IQB about what he said.Truth and nothing else.
You can see why i write so much about him in my previous entries.
After talking with Wanzhen,i decide to look the matter about Serene Low.
I hope that Serene Low can see the mistakes.
I do this because Serene Low may look pitiful.
I see her.Her morale is so low that i can even see that she try to put brave front.
Don't worry,IQB.i am not going to harm two Serenes and I want to see two Serenes happy as usual like before.
It is for whole IQB sake.
What we can do for Zhen Wei is to ignore him because he always isolated himself not us.
funny finale is
Thank you,Ailin, Sook Chiam and Eileen for helping me on Maths... says:
I WONT...I WILL USE ALL MY SAVINGS AND FULL-FORCE OUT...JUST WATCH AND SEE!!!!
ZHEN WEI IS MENTALLY HANDICAPPED - KRISTINA says:
HEY U CANT EVEN DO A SIMPLE ACCOUNTING QUESTION AND WHY R U TALKING SO MUCH
Thank you,Ailin, Sook Chiam and Eileen for helping me on Maths... says:
OH SORRY..BTW, I HV EMPLOYED A TUTOR ALREADY..STARTING TMR...
i bet it is some friend.Not some kind of certificated tutor.*roll eyes*
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:00 pm
I know Wanzhen didn't come.
Quite sad though but it was more worse after the accounting lessons.
A lot of people went absent.
Eugene,Fanghui left school early for personal reasons.
Connie,Habib and Serene Aw went for Bridge Leader camp.
I slept for a while and battled my eyes so hard during the Banking&Finance lesson.
At least,i enjoyed during 3 lessons.
They are Business Communication,Accounting and Information Technology lessons.
There is two hours Business Communication lesson and middle of the lesson period,we were allowed to have a short break by Miss Foo.
We were supposed to come back on time.
We did except Zhen Wei.
Miss Foo locked the classroom.
MUHAHAHAHA!Zhen Wei was left out.Whole Class laughed.
I like that moment.
During Accounting lessons,i enjoy studying together with classmates.
Even though i am strongly inclinded towards individual style but i still believe in teamwork.
During IT lessons,i talked Adeline about things.
On the way to Bishan MRT,Adeline told me that Connie got boyfriend.
But i only known when i reconfirm with her through MSN because her super gentle voice is something i barely catch up.
So gentle that i need to put my ear closer to her.
Oh my god.Why did she got the easy time?!?!?
While i find it so diffcult!
Alamak!
At this rate,whole IQB classmate has steady each!(i don't bother about Zhen Wei's affairs)*sob*
Eh,I suddenly visualised Wanzhen's face in my head during Banking&finance lesson.
Awwwwww,i must be missing her so badly.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:18 pm Tonight,i opened and closed so many accounts.
So sickening.Mrs Yu slammed about 8 questions on IQB.
The school programme for us to study is ridiculous.
It mean we gotta squeeze all the time on studying and practise.
Less free time!
RIDICULOUS!
No excuse,Mrs Lum.It is not the question of wasting the money.
It is the question of how much IQB class understand the subject.
In the end,i couldn't balance most of the questions!
WHAT THE FUCK!
Headache!
Now,i tell you all what i really want to do.
I am on the quest of finding true love.
Now you readers know that i have been talking about Wanzhen.
WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT HER?
Let me repeat once more.Her facial expression and the way she talk make me comfortable and let me to forget the woes.
I admit that no girls ever did that before until Wanzhen can do it.
I wonder...I am praying for good thing.
I know i am preparing for bad thing if it doesn't work out.
Why did i write her name down here now after a short while secretly left out her name?I couldn't keep it in my heart any more.
I would like to live such lifestyle with my beloved one.
what is the lifestyle i am talking?
Here is a scenario.
If i held a high-paying job,i will take my time off to play,look after and pamper my beloved one.Once she is sleeping,i will go back and start working overnight.
Ensuring that everybody around me is doing well.
I want to see my wife enjoying in my company.
No suffering or i will lessen her suffering at any cost.
I can put my life on the line to solve every problem my wife will have.
Dead or Alive.i couldn't care even less knowing that my wife love me dearly.
What is my opinion on getting girlfriend?
I always believe in mutal agreement between me and beloved one.
I don't like exchange for something or forceful love.
As long as you have feelings for me and i have feelings for you as well,i will want you.
Knowing that i wrote her name her in my online blog,i am preparing for backstabbing attacks as i do not know who read my blog other than some i know.
It is the challenge i take up.I must be prepared to have myself 'bled'.
I want to prove that i can make you happy regardless of good and bad circumstance it is.
Saying such words like 'i like wanzhen' is no game for me.
I take things seriously.
I can't be arsed with Sly twisting his mouth about him and maia.
If i am pop singer star,i would go public that i love her after she agreed to be with me.
No lies though.If i lie or didn't promise,you can kill me.
Again,my life has no value and i put all the value in my beloved one.
If you believe my destiny,i can do what i have said as above.
Finally,to be realistic,i am not sure she like me.
I am keeping my finger crossed.
I do not want to make things in hurry.Too much pressure for her.
Not interested to force everything on her.Not my style
Sadly,each time i wake up,the new day seem deserted me.
What should i do to get her hint that will signal me whether she like me or she don't like me?
I am so afraid that she may not like me.
FUCKING AFRAID OF KNOWING THE OUTCOME!
I must do it with my utmost care.
I hope that you like my ideal life i mentioned as above.
Small reminder:If you see i am commenting about girls,it is not just like myself liking them.I am a man.
Men are like this.What can i do?
Close my eyes?Come on!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:13 pm
