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At 8am,there is no cloud in clear blue sky.
at 10am,there is some clean clouds containing water vapour but there are mild black clouds that contain poisonous gas.
It spell that i will have rough ride in few days :(
For once,after the Business Communication,i went downstairs to 3rd floor with haibi and linda on the way to canteen.
I was happened to see the girl*the same girl i talked about in previous blog entry* there!
Oh my god.I almost forgot her in my mind until today.
I stole an glance at her before i walked past her.
Sadly,it was too cruel for me.
After the break in the canteen,i went on the way to A4-02 for final lesson,accounting.
Again,i saw her going to toilet.
*shake my head*
The more i see her,the more i think of her in my mind.
What can she do in my mind?
She somewhat remind me of Choi Ji Woo as Han Jungsuh(Stairway to Heaven).
Not just that,she met every requirement i would have dreamt of!
I knew that i loved her very dearly,MUCH more than the other two i used to love in the past.
After the Accounting lesson,i went downstairs so as i am heading to the gates.
I think i saw her again when she and her classmates were looking at students doing exercise during SW lesson.
Oh my god.*slap my head with my right hand*
I ask myself,"Really,why is it like that?"
I am free-thinker but i still think that god is giving me such love fate.
How come i never woo her?
I feel that she don't feel any love for me.
I only walk the path if a lady love me and i love her as well.
That is what i am going to walk onto the path.
Geez,i am praying that she love me.
Hopeless of me to do that.
Once she graduate in the school in few months later,she will be gone out of my sight.
I will miss her dearly just like Cha Song Joo missed Han Jungsuh(when somebody hid her).
Right now,i am afraid to make eye contact of any ladies because i do not want to give wrong impression in case that they might think i like them.
I don't like to hurt ladies just because of wrong impression of love.
I am very afraid of making eye contact at ladies.
Don't be angry if you have such impression of that.*cry cry**clasping my hands*
However,i am sure if i feel any spark between me and a lady,in any case,i want my love life like those korean drama shows!*smirking*
I am lining up to watch all episodes of 'What Happened in Bali'(korean drama 2004 production) during incoming weekends.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:40 pm
