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I myself as chubby baby came out of my mother womb.
The days and months and years past by,i gradually grew up into a kid who love fantasied being a superhero.
Apart from my childhood photos i post up here,i was happily playing simple toys.
During kindgarten days,i roughly recalled myself being silent kid watching kids play among themselves.
That is one of those traits i still have today.
Stepping into primary school,i was thrown into a class filled with number of smart friends[perhaps one or two is/are prodigy(s)].
At that time,i never show any interest in class grades and studies.
Nevertheless,i still picked up what i paid attention in the class.
The results in every grade were not very good..perhaps bad.
Until i was in primary 5,the heaven send the godsend present to me.
What is the present i got?A female teacher.
Sound odd?Let ourselves get into that year.
She was caring,strong-willed teacher.
She was the one who trigger my 'not so bright'potential to skyrocket and amazing potential.
She let me to choose whether i study on my own or i get her teaching for incoming PSLE exams.And she explain both of the choices.
I was enlightened there.
She just took me in her care by tutoring me at her home every friday,after school and teach me and my classmates in school during school holiday.
Finally,i never found myself bored in every lesson during her teaching helm.
Before she came,the previous teacher crowned me as the best student in her class at her own selection(the school system;perhaps unique).
I was puzzled because my results in primary 4 weren't good.All failed.
I bet my classmate who did very well and often crowned as best student in every grade(except pri 4) by different form teacher scoffed me off.
Psst,i did not gave a damn about that.
It was really a fairytale for me during 3-4 years(pri 4 to pri 6)
I knew myself(during primary school days) as nonchalant and head-strong and strong self-discplined person.
Sadly,these three traits i still have today.
'A leopard don't change its spots'
Beside that,i have gotten myself used to speak/listen such accent which is different from Singaporeans due to numberous of foreign teachers(quite few).
At this point,i never able to get rid of it and speak singlish slang like Singaporeans.
Getting beautiful result for PSLE which i never got the highest ever since,i entered neighbourhood and anonymous secondary school.The teaching was hugh different from what i experienced in my primary school.It took some time for me to settle down in different teaching system.Two new traits i picked from that time were aggressive and bold.
Teachers in primary school show much concern and understanding although my mind wasn't reformed that time.
I was open to the teenger world.My mind had reformed.
No matter how i am self-discplined,i don't like the idea of having teachers who abuse their position and authority.Eventally,i rebelled against teachers who abuse their position.
I enjoyed many moments in Secondary school.
For own result,i never like putting too much effort on studies.
Eventually,i went into taking private o level 3 times.
I enjoyed a lot of freedoms and free time.
I learnt a lot of things during private o level period and working life.
I really enjoyed.
Suffered or not.It didn't affect me.
At one time,i worked almost 24 hours to finish a project in the design related company for the first time.
I was happy with the condition of the life i had.
Today,i began picking more complicated and technical studies.
I know i have good and bad sides in myself.
I believe the concept of Yin and Yang.
All i have to do is to balance good and bad inside myself.
I learnt great deal from San Guo Yan Yi,Warring States and few chinese Dynasties(All chinese classics)
Three hereos i held with high regards as young adult are Zhuge Liang,Sun Zi and Sun Bin.
Right now,as i am typing this blog entry,i was so happy to reminisce!
I am staring at the age of going-to-be-22 yrs old.
The older we get,the more commitments we have to put on our own life.
That is why i am getting worried for being not able to get married!
Because i have too many commitments.I do not know which girl i should love(i do not care about looks,personal status and intelligence).
Honestly,i can't feel any love for every girl i face in my life except two(i mentioned it in past blog entries but i never see them again).
What i am looking for true love which mean a couple truly love each other with no reason.
You don't need the reason to marry them.
All you need to feel the heart as long as the heart carry the image of the wife.
Simple like that.
Tonight or Tomorrow,i will write about Stairway To Heaven.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:00 pm
