Thursday, January 27, 2005

I think the course of clouds has changed.
It turn for better but not that extent.
The clouds are getting 'invisible'
I will have less rough time but i will have to solve the riddle of the love in the process.

This morning in assembly area,i saw the first girl i like rushing for her class in assembly.
I had clear and closer look at her.
Oh my god!She look thinner than last year i saw her!
Jesus christ!
Actually,her centre parting ponytail lose x-factor that i liked.
Poor her!
I hope that her boyfriend look after her well.
In my case,i will never let her look tired and haggard.And even thin!
No way!i gotta make her comfortable as much as she ride on beautiful cloud at steady speed!
That is what i gotta do for my future girlfriend.
It pain my heart.
Terribly painful.

After assembly,i went to stand outside A4-04 classroom as the doors were locked.
Few moments later,i saw another lady i mention yesterday's entry again!
Seriously,i know myself that i don't look too much on pretty girls and girls don't often met my ears so coincidentally.
But she did!
*pondering mode*
Is she godsend wife for me?
I don't know her name and age.
Even i don't have my friends who know her either.
Tough 'game'..
I want to know her more.
Again,i saw her going to toilet(pass by the classroom)as i was in the classroom,i was happened to look at the doorway.
Hey presto,she appeared.
Miss Foo was absent.I have fucking 3 hours break instead of one!
During the last break(was about to attend IT lesson in B1-04),i was laughing at Serene Aw.
And there,she appeared again!She was walking with her friend past the bench where i sat!
WOW!SO coincidental huh!
I was so bored doing access during IT lesson because i could finish them fast.
After IT lesson(20 mins earlier than it was supposed to be),i stepped out of the school gate.
Volia!~!I saw her again on the way to bus interchange.She with her friend was in front of me.
I was in disbelief that i see her again and again.
Frankly,i was so happy.
Psst.For no reason being happy,i never been that happy even when i see pretty girls out there again(my eyes never been met theirs so beautifully).
Out of my character again!
Anyway,half of verification test has tried out on her due to my observation.
It was good news in fact.
I have not yet done the other half.
Entering MRT train,my happy mood transform to sad mood.
Why so sad all in sudden?
Simple,the first girl was so pitiful for me to look at and i do not know how to know her more in person!
I felt like crying but i didn't
I wanted to cry at home!
In end i did not cry at home.I spend bathing for 10mins and then start munching potato chips.I was talking to my friend online about audio album.

The first girl still has the half of my heart.I hope to give the other half of my heart to the other girl i mentioned.

*One day,i will reveal the first girl name on the blog.That is for definately.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:34 pm