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I do not know which girl is worth for my lifetime companion.
I don't bother about money,fame,intelligence,pretty looks or whatever it is.
What i want is the real love that cannot be measured by anything or bought by anything.
I can't decide who and i am afraid that i may not be able to get myself married.
It remind me the famous stunt Keyser Soze pulled in the Usual Suspect(movie).
I went to watch it to get the answer to make a decision which is a hugh bearing in my life.
For once,i will protect,help and even support her who put the place in my heart at my cost.
Definately,i gotta give up all my intelligence,goodness,badness for her to live in love harmony together.
A great couple i will like to paint this kind of picture for future in my mind.Not a day but in my whole lifetime!
Today,i had banking&finance lesson at 9pm to 10pm and then went to a room for a school timetable discussion with head of the department and whole different classes(1st year from i notice and analyse) and then 11pm onwards,i had 3 fucking free time,practically nothing to do before attending business communication at 2!
During 3 hours break,i went with some of my classmates to yio chu kang because 3 of them wanted to apply diving licence through doing the basic theory test.I found it interesting because i am looking forward picking up new environment look in my head.
I know myself for today.All i want is to look around the surrouding among me and i still bore hugh hatred against false/fake loves some people carry with.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:06 pm
