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FUCK!!!
I would like to avoid him as much as i can.
Too disgusting.
Worse than any lepers.
Nevertheless,i have a fun gathering with IQB boys gang and IQB girls gang just now.
We joked about stupid things.
After school,i went home late due to silly misfortune i got.
I turn on pc and see my friendster whether my long-time friend,Shiyun is in my list.
She is but Karen isn't.
I am so pissed why she is not in my list.
*Fucking furious*
You know.I have tough side outside but inside,my heart is too pure,gentle and soft.
Easy to break my heart when i hurt girls especially the occasion they like me.
My heart hurt the most when i see my loved ones suffer.
I want to protect them with my ability.I ain't run away from it.
I know that Karen has boyfriend.I do not want to make things diffcult for her.
I want to remain friendly with her and know more about her as a good friend if possible.
I am not sure whether i want to love Karen because i don't want to break her heart.
Breaking her heart hurt my heart like the window shattered into pieces.
If you see me clutching my heart,my heart hurt because of those love problems.
On the way home,i saw a old man with horrible eyes.
It look like leper's illness.
I feel so sorry that i have a pair of nice eyes.
A pair of Incredible natural shape of eye,long eyelash(no need to shape it up with a equipment) and double lids.It is a dream for all girls.
I am embrassed that my eyes should be girl's.
I was on verge of commit suicide due too much pressures and love problems i faced.
But i didn't because i want to die for my wife/loved one for useful purpose.
My one of wish is when i die,i want to give up all my body,facial assets and everything what i have in myself to everybody.
No more wierdo-looking men and ladies(My body and facial shape)
No more suffering for girls who tried so hard to keep themselves beautiful(i want to give up my eyes and facial skin to them)
No more dis-jointed facial shapes!(i give my bit of brain for somebody to enforce the complusory thing for everybody to have teeth braces)
No more sufferings(i give my bit of brain for them to solve them as fast as possible in sensible way)
No more pain(i give my heart and characters for them to stand up)
I am very sad to see those people.
For further more information,u will find out more about my upcoming autobiography(i will write soon)
Frankly,i was thinking of Karen.She was the first girl i introduced myself personally.
To be fair,i do want to have option to love her.
I decide to wait and see what happen.
Selyn..sigh..Out of my option.I hope she will be happy with her present boyfriend.
I am sure she has been with her boyfriend for some years from what i observe.
I may be violent and aggressive towards some but i will never do that towards loved ones like my future wife,Selyn,Karen and some.
Lord,why do you make me suffer?
My pair of beautiful eyes i have make me suffer.
I am afraid that i might hurt Karen if anything bad happen.
I will only be proud if i have a girlfriend next to me.
I swore that if i have my first girlfriend,i will look after and support her at my cost no matter whatever she did the good or bad things.
I will definately save her if she did the wrong things.
Love is blind and strange!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:17 pm
