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I gotta be gentleman rebel!
I am sick of 'good boy' personality.
Let rock hard till we enjoy ourselves
Before i start writing my today event.
Fuck that.It gotta be no more secret.
The love i have been talking during past few months and who took half of my hear is Selyn,2nd year amdinistration course student and a memeber of bridge leader.
I was attracted by her 'good girl' personality and looks.
Somewhat,the day i first saw her(she wore hairband on her ponytail).I was stunned that she look like Choi Ji Woo.
Nevertheless,with much finding quietly,i knew that she had boyfriend.
I ain't approach her just what i did with Karen.
I have no confident to give my love to Selyn.i am very pessimistic towards love.
Now i start my today event.
I went to school.I didn't talk the usual route to walk up the stairs(to my class assembly line).I took alternative route to see Selyn there.
I saw her.Of course.She really lost the x-factor.
I wish to see her with that x-factor.
I can tell everybody that with or without x-factor,she still is in my heart.
I gave half of my heart to her and i am hopeless watching her.
I turned my face away and unknowingly saw Karen coming up for her class assembly.
My first two periods from 8.15 to 10.15 is Banking and Finance,taught by Mr Sim.
I stared at the sky through the door(completely open) and i saw Karen there.
What the heck.My heart popped for a while.Is it that love feeling?
*feeling down* I really don't know what it represent.
Mr Sim ended the lessson 20-30mins earlier and i went to canteen for a rest.
Next two periods from 10.15 to 12.15 is Business Communication at B1-07,taught by Miss Foo.I went out for a toilet during the lesson and then i went back.
On the way there,i saw that IQD monitress who was calling with her mobile phone.
I looked her and my mind suddenly had lapse of wondering.
Anyway,she wasn't cute today.I bet she will be cute tomorrow.
Typical of her.On and off cutie.
When she look too cute,i feel like pinching her cheeks with my both hands *grasp*
After that,a hour break.Miss Foo treat us a lunch in the canteen.
Nice teacher!
We were discussing about it last friday saying that it would be less than $100.
With that amount of money,we could buy every food from every canteen stall.*roll eyes*
Today,the expenditure was only $33+.
Bleah.
It was fun eating together with whole IQB except that bastard.
After that,we had a fucking joke among ourselves about that bastard.
The moment,he hide for a while and suddenly pop out from nowhere to follow us.
Wah piang,that is silly happening.
Just go straight to the fucking classroom.
Don't just hide and wait for us.
That is the joke we(all the boys except that bastards) had.
*Laugh out my ass*
I don't care if that bastard is reading this blog.
I am already rebel NOW!
FUCK the goodness attitude not trying to hurt him.
I am already sick of that.
All the few months in the school,i was trying to be good boy.
I am very tired with that.
Useless attempt.
We took detour to avoid him because he(end of the stairway,far away from the locker room) was standing afar from us(we are in the locker room,level 3).
Obviously,he was waiting for us.For fuck?
We jokingly took detour to avoid him.
Went into our classroom,A4-02(forever permanent)
Accounting lesson ,taught by Mrs Yu, was nice day for me.
I mentally know how to do depreciation(trade-in).
Simple shit.No sweat man!
After that,some of our classmates went for blood donation.
I can't be arsed with that.
I have to attend for IT lesson in B1-04.
On the way to B1-04,i was looking high and low for Selyn.
I remember/know that she is having SW lesson at this hour.
thanks for last two thursday,she pop out from nowhere without SW attire.That is how i discover.
Sigh,my eyesight is not getting sharp any more.That is why i can't pick her out of 3 classes in the SW assembly area.
I guess i am short-sighted.ALMOST!
After that,i went home after fucking 2 hours IT lesson.
I was practically freezing in B1-04.
End of Today,17th Feburary 2005,Thursday.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:28 pm
