Saturday, February 19, 2005

I do not know what is going on.
But then,i pray for Selyn and Karen to live well.
Selyn give me alternative life to settle down in the school and Karen was the one that trigger my guts to apporach her.
Look,i will never forget my own roots.
I bless them to have good relationships with their own boyfriends.

I don't know how much you two gotta do that.
I wish i have invisible thing myself.
I guess you have painful process.
Don't bother about me in your own thoughts but treat me a friend.
Let not make me feel invisible person.
Lord,please bless them from harm.

Today,i was wondering whether i should see Lee Byung Hun.
I am curious how korean star can do.
The last chance i can see him at Junction 8 tomoorrw evening.

I am sad that Karen may be troubled for my boldness gut.That is what i feel.
I pray that she doesn't mind.Just treat me as a friend.
I am very contented with that.
I promise you that i won't hurt you.
I value friendship and love relationship much more than my family.
Right now,i want to treat you as my friend.

I am not very greedy and i am just impatient and dislliusoned when i do not have girl to company with.

Today i write a lot of stories for my incoming autobiography.
I buy today TNP(The NewsPaper).
Wah!A exclusive report about divorce between wife and husband for 10 years marriage
This wife openly told the court and ex-husband that the childrens weren't his!
Jesus christ!If i were him,i will be shocked and stay still for hours before recoving our compsure.
Again,i would like to raise the question.
Why did he never satisfy her?
Why would she want to have secret affair with her former boss?
10 years marriage.How could they break up like that?
I feel so sorry that i wish i could sort them for them.
That is part of my human observation where i collect and conclude with all possible sensible reasons.

1)The love wasn't strong enough between each other with 10 years span.Hence,they felt the difference.
2)None of them confront the problems they faced.If they have did that,they don't have to get into lawsuit war for child tussle and even perhaps,she would have reject.

Please bless the newly-wed couples who have true love feeling for each other eternally.
Nowadays,i loathe people who don't value love dearly even more.
Found fun and you thought it would be love moment.
I hope it can last eternally.
I gave up night life where i would have pubbing/clubbing by now.
Too painful for me when i never meant to break their hearts.

Before i took the accounting course,that is when the painful moment i have nursed for a long time.The strings of the love were all broken when i really never touched them.They broke themselves.The pain was so intense for my heart.
Wounded heart that time.
But now,my heart is still half-wounded.
Seeing Selyn was the one reason for my half ot my heart to recover fully.
I can live longer till the day i die and i give up all the body possession.
My will for everybody is not to bury me but burn me and disperse my soul into the pacifc ocean where there is Brimuada Triangle.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:28 pm