Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Sigh,i am bored again.
With my smartness,i easily trace Karen's friendster profile because i know her close classmate's friendster profile
From that linkage,i easily spot her within 5 minutes.
How come did i never do that before?
It only occur me when i start looking at every friendster profile.
That bastard's(who stared at me last year) profile led me to Karen's class' IQD.
If it was long ago,i would have cleanly whack him out.
Yikes,i am old already.21+ years old *every day reminder*

When did the romance trigger my brain?
The sight of my first love is when she was playing around with her friends in primary school.
But then my heart is still icy cold.I guess god forbid me to embrace love towards women.
The first girl crush on me was my primary school's friend.
She ask me to meet me personally and gave me a letter about what she felt for me.
I was stunned that i had suitors like this.
I don't rate myself handsome at all.
And it spread to her classmates.They also have crush on me.
What the heck.

I went into secondary school.
Different environment.
Over there,some girls have some crush on me as well.
My classmate,average pretty-looking with nice boobs somewhat told my male classmate who in turn told me about it.
I was lost for words.We were classmate for sec 1 and too bad,she understood that my silent action spell 'not possible'
She was my classmates for 4 years.Quite amazing.Followed me all the way from Express to Normal Academic.
From Sec 2 to Sec 4,i have the second crush who has a lot of male suitors.
Quite pretty but too materialistic in some way.
Again,God forbid me from wooing my second love beacuse of her character.
Geeez,my primary school classmate was so fucking leecher that he ask for neoprint photo with her.Nice stunt but she didn't like and ran away to home.
HAHA.I like that but anyway he died already.
One happy moment and then one quiet and sad moment.
I know that Serene who was my classmate since from sec 2 to sec 4 tried to ask my male classmates that she liked me and she want me to be my girlfriend.
I refused because she was tomboy.
She was nice girl but smart enough to get her parent to hook with my mother.
I am fucking impressed with her wits.
I thank her for this and that.
I am not complaining about her.I don't dislike her.
Just that i am not ready for a relationship.


After that,i went wild that time where my grades went worse with small improvement.
I went with my friends to orchard road(specalist shopping centre)
There used to be a acrade offering cheap price.
I simply love going there until it close down and cd shop,gramaphone took over.
At one point,my friend,Aaron got to know a female friend from irc and arranged to meet her in acrade shop(specialist shopping centre).
To my surprise,i also saw my secondary school friend,Johnathan there.
Guess what,we saw the female friend.
Jesus Christ,she was fucking pretty.Too pretty than anyone i ever seen in my present school.That is what i call truly angel ascending from heaven!
Blimey,my other friend,Ah Ken who is flirt and had 3 girlfriends at one shot wanna woo her as well.
Johnthan's friend also join the battle of wooing her.
Sadly,she was one year older than me and she seem to prefer older boyfriend.
Geez.
Johnthan's friend won her heart and Ah ken was complaining and whining over it.

Come to think of that,Aaron continue his quest to hook up with more female friends from irc.One of them was so fat that he didn't apporach to her face to face and just ran away
*Laugh out my ass*

Sadly,i chatted with Karen in MSN for a while.I knew that she had boyfriend.
That is why my right hand had electric shock when i shaked her hand.
Again,god warned me that it is forbidden.
geez,when will god allow me to have lady with me?

My friend,Mick,who i know him from primary school was damn fucking daring.
Did a amazing stunt.What did he do?
He wooed a girl from his school,Ngee Ann Poly.
Despite of the girl who had boyfriend,he still stole her away from her ex-boyfriend.
WOW!*clap hands and thumbs up*
Anyway,he broke up with her due to no love feeling and he sighed away ,"Love is cruel".
It was few months dating.But then he got another girlfriend right now from what i saw his pictures on the website.
That girl was down-to-earth lady.
It is pity but we with Mick met her who got new boyfriend outside Plaza Singapura.
We and she went quiet upon meeting each other by chance.
Sad moment.

It is something i will never do.Stealing a lady out of boyfriend's hand is not my style.

I watched School Rumble anime.I pity Harima who is infamous school yakuza and always pick fights like Tenma-Chan.But he couldn't bring himself to let her know his feeling.PITY MAN especially when harima has so much guts to whack a lot of people in school and outside school.

Blimey,i met my long time ICQ female friend and tried to add her in friendster.I found that i gave the wrong e-mail to Karen but i managed to add her with her name.
Geez,my smartness help me so much.

Haibibullah,my classmate told me that i am so smart that i could do well in many different areas.
I admit that i can do but there is certain degree of smartness where a person can do.

Sigh,human is really too complex.
I hope i stay steady regardless of numerous of girlish stares.
Please come to me if you like me so much but make yourself with a good first impression to me.
I will be happy to know you more.
I hope that you will be the one who break my icy cold heart.
GIRLS!Be more confidence!
Go to hell with God.
GOD!Don't forbid me!

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 6:21 pm