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My friend asked me ,"Do you have girlfriend?"
I said ,"No"
They don't believe me.
Just because they think i am fucking handsome.
*sad*
Singlehood may give you a lot of freedom.
I have already enough of singlehood.
I want to give it up and get myself a girlfriend and eventually marry.
That is what i wish right now!
Argghh,i see my friend who i held him in high regard.
He is married at age of 25!
What the fuck!
I really envy him!!!!!
Quarrels or not.It will bond the relationship stronger
When i was young,i put soccer as the first priority.
But now,i threw away the chance to be consistent soccer player
I put my girlfriend/wife as the first priority now and my famiily in the last priority
Call me traitor in the family.I don't fucking care about that.
I only care for my girlfriend/wife
Dead or Alive,my heart is for her.
I am dead faithful and loyal.
I don't want to beg.
I want to woo in the normal way.
My feeling right now is that i am fucking afraid of rejection and ignorance.
You think handsome face settle everything
HELL NO.
One example is me!
Why the hell do i not have girlfriend?
You tell me.
I can tell you that it take a personality and character to bond with girlfriend.
That is what i see in love.
Damn right.I am so so so so so PURE!
At that point,my fear increased when i heard a real life story.
Take this as pinch for a salt.
A chinese lady who work in NS as some high position rank.
She was about to marry.
She never been that wild but one day,she went to pub and went wild
Fucking hell.At that time,5 mens(some chinese and one indian),she,drunk and want to have sex romp.
Despite of her character,she did that.
It was already done.What is done?!?!
Everything happened so fast.
It was not sure whether her boyfriend know this or not.
It seem that he choose to ignore that and married with her.
After the marriage,she never did that again.
Once for all
Oh my god!Jesus Christ.
Can you believe that?
I tell you if i were his shoes
If she love me and she never do it again,i wiil ignore it and marry her.
If she like to do that,i will be disturbed and ask her what wrong.
That is what i will do.
Fucking hell!
It really incur my worries.
I do want to have a shot at Karen if she is ok with me despite of having boyfriend.
I won't go about and ask her to break.
All what i want is to know more about her and lend my support and concern for her.
That is all what i want to do for her.
If she doesn't want that way,i will remain as her friend
as long as i wait for her,i will consider the alternative choice if a suitable lady is interseted in me.
I am not very greedy.
Pretty in the highest level like angel?Doesn't matter.I will love you regardless what you have.
I know a lot of girls look prettier than Karen.
I choose to ignore this fact as i already stupidly lower my taste standard.
STUPID?i don't mind being stupid having guts to get know with Karen.
I can give up my pride and cool shits i have just for a girlfriend.
I don't care much about these and that.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 11:43 pm
