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It was a while i last saw her.
The moment i step the hospital ground,i remembered my childhood memories where i went there for dentist(often) and see doctor for my own child progress checkup(sometimes).
You know...In her pink healthy state,she look normal but now in sickly state,she was so bloated(hands,face,body) due to her heavy cocktail of mediations.
We had to wear plastic clothes to cover our hands,body and face before we enter the patient room.
Oddly,she had shown her frustration at my cousin,mother,aunts and uncles but not me.
Because she could not talk and move her limbs well due to her successful operation on her upper spine.
Anyway,i was under impression that she has lost memory.
Now,i want to tell you all that we must face to the reality and prepare for unexpected events.To Wu Sihui and Edwin Koh,i would like to tell you a small message that there is a 'fair trade' between good and bad happenings in your own lifetime.
Don't despair too much just because you all want good happenings in your life.
On the way home,in mrt train,i saw a couple with two children.The husband is foreigner.I look at two children.I noticed that their skin somewhat are similar to mine(back of my hand).I am fucking convinced that i might have 3 different races in my blood.But i do not know much about my father's background.
Highly possilbity is chinese,Indonesian/thail and european/american.My rough guess but sadly,i could not know the exact truth.
In future life?I wish that my sister can be part of that organisation so that Selyn can look after her.At the same time,i could use this protocol to know her.
haha,but then she doesn't qualify for this organisation.
Fusion of Life
Life is mixture of good and bad things
We have to live with it.
With all feelings,we have to suffer.
It doesn't matter whether you want to live for better or worse
Go through the life that dictate you.
Yo Yo Yo
We should never run away from our lives we live.
The day we born,the day we die
Why do you save me?
Lord,can you save my loved ones instead?
Never go away and reject my plead
Couldn't bear to see loved one suffer.
We wish to hug them away from the suffering life
Lord,bless us the eternal happiness.
Ye Ye Ye
Devil,we have answer you
We have done bad things
Now we want to do good things
Devil,please go away
Never bother us again
We will live and life ever!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:40 pm
