Wednesday, March 16, 2005
I want to write about myself.
Why do i always cry?
Why do i have mental breakdown when i am not feeling confidence about love?
Let me and us check me.
'Naughty' is a word i never been an stranger.
Teacher,parents,friends and family often call me naughty.
Eh,it is really like that?
I have really no idea how naughty i am during 21 and half years.
Short-fused temper?
Yeah,i picked this temper when i was primary 5.
burning passion when i start kicking a soccer ball.
Ah Ken and i were the loggerhead over the dipute of playing soccer.
In the result,i had a lot of bloody fights when i was in secondary school.
I couldn't bother with stupid acts they showed off in the school.
But now,i am calm-headed thanks to japanese styled principle from my secondary school,Mr Marcus Lee who put me to the balcony of the office.
When i am there,i stared at the environment of school and mother nature out there.
I picked one or two.I have learnt this much.
But i have a hunch that i still have this short-fused temper if i protect my loved one.A feeling though but i couldn't confirm it yet.
Open-minded thinking?
I wonder what made me so liberal.
It must be those happening in secondary school.
More or less,i faced much criticism and at least i did not make things worse.
I slapped a lot of horrible truths,taunts and challenges at teachers who i do not like.Face to face!
haha,it must be fun that time.
Doh,i have lost a bit of youth and fire now.
Flippant behaviour?
Yeah,i had that when i was in primary school and secondary school.
Just bring it on.
Name your challenge and i will do it.*grin*
I am not sure what my reaction will be if i were asked like this today.
I felt that i have changed for better.What a better man like me will do?
We shall see.
Why i cry?
It seem that i am crybaby for that thing.
I presume that i will cry if i let someone down.
That is why it mould one of my opinion that i want to give the best for loved one,not less than this.
and other,i will never hurt my loved one.
That is how i got this kind of spirit.
Small or Big you are,i will smash you down in order to protect my loved one.
That is Tony all right who took down 5-7 young mens before.
I still entertain this opinion but i have matured so far by learning how to calculate the risk i would have to take.
Why should i be rebel?
It give me satisfaction that i can stop aristocracy shit that teachers always have.
I would still slam you teachers who tried to implement aristocracy system among us.
Why some friends see me as Mr-Know-It-All?
It is because i experienced so many things and i gain knowledge by reading from books and learning experiences from friends.
Owing to my photograh memory,i can remember a lot of useful facts but sadly,if i were to hear,i would forget easily.
Wierd and odd?Yeah,it was.
Just shoot me down and i will answer you flat.*grin*
Why do i act cool?
I really have no idea how cool i am.
I am just myself.
Perhaps took after my father?
When i grew older,i hardly talk with my father because of his brain filled with stocks and business magazines he read.*roll eyes*
I am going to complie another list of songs.To calm me down when i suffer stupid mental breakdown when i don't feel any confidence about love.
song title(chinese/english)(album name/singer name)
1)IF(风一样的男子/Daniel Chan)
2)风一样的男子[Feng Yi Yang De Nan Zi]/The man who love the wind (风一样的男子 /Daniel Chan)
3)为我多留一夜/Keeps a night for me (风一样的男子 /Daniel Chan)
4)以为你只对我好/Thought you are only good to me (风一样的男子 /Daniel Chan)
5)爱一天多一天[Ai Yi Tian Duo Yi Tian]Love You More Day By Day(比我幸福 /Daniel Chan)
6)No Way(天亮说晚安/Daniel Chan)
7)心有独钟/The heart has the alone clock (Daniel Chan)
8)难忘你这夜心情/Unforgettable your this night of mood(与我高飞/Daniel Chan)
9)对你爱不完/can't love you(Viva Live/Nicholas Tse)
10)魔鬼的主意/Devil's Idea(viva Live/Nicholas Tse)
11)只要为你活一天/So long as lives one day for you(Viva Live/Nicholas Tse)
12)只要为你活一天/So long as lives one day for you(Reborn Live/Nicholas Tse)
13)谢谢你的爱1999/Grateful for your love 1999(Reborn Live/Nicholas Tse)
14)谢谢你的爱1999/Grateful for your love 1999(Viva Live/Nicholas Tse)
15)爱后余生/Life After Love (Viva Live/Nicholas Tse)
16)爱后余生/Life After Love (Most Wanted/Nicholas tse)
17)你看我看你/You looked I think you (Reborn Live/Nicholas Tse)
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