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As far as i was on the journey to find out the meaning of love.
Yesterday,i ask my classmate,Linda about her and her boyfriend.
She consoled me by saying that girls will like extra patient and understanding boys after hearing my small story.
Like hell,i can't really tell if she like me or not.
I saw Serene Aw's boyfriend face to face.
Chey.i always see him very often and little wonder he is her boyfriend.
Indeed the love world is really strange.
This and that person.*shake my head*
Just now,i had a chat with my classmate,Eugene about the relationship between our female classmate and him.He told me that it is matter of wrong timing.
I understood that he explained what happened.
Wah,i feel that feelings can easily come in and out.
Apparently,he got the feeling for her but now,he has no more feeling.
So sad.On and off feeling for everyone.
I am quite sad when Karen ignored me.
Do you know that i lowered the requirement?
The high standard requirement i want is really fairytale thing.
What is the high standard requirement i want?
Nice body proportion with nice shape of boob and butt..fun-loving character..smart to draw the line between the boys and boyfriend...her heart felt only me.
As i stared at my incoming age of 22,i decide to lower this requirement.
Tsk tsk.i got hurt for nothing.Lousy life trade i ever had.I don't blame her at all.
After all,i paid the price for it and sadly,god punished me.
Right now,After i lowered my requirement,i just want fun-loving girl for me.
But then,this female classmate of mine got this requirement but you won't never guess that she is the one because i rarely close with her.
People would mistake that i target the female ones i am talking with very often.
It is because i am shy and scared to hurt her.I really do not know when to tell her in the right time and right place.I am hoping that she give me easy time.I need to check my own feeling for her and confirm it.
Not once!Not even two or three times.But upteen times every day!
I am very hopeful not to hurt her.
I exist to live for fighting against villians and authority abusers.
And,i don't exist to live hurting girls if i make my on-off feelings for them wildy like playboy.
To think i never woo second and third love.I am fucking stupid not to woo the second love(materialistic kind) boldly and not evil enough to woo third love (got boyfriend and happy with him).*smashing my head on the wall repeatedly*
Now,you see my thought,you should keep your feeling check or you may hurt someone.
I just finish my banking&finance project and i also bought an new model from king ice-cream.I loved to eat ice-cream but i hate to buy ice-cream from the stall in the school.
I pray for myself to have easy and comfortable going-to-be-the-true-love life.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:58 pm
