Tuesday, March 01, 2005
I feel something wrong.
Last night,a moon shone directly at my face when i was sleeping.
My bed was very close to the windows.
Today,after school,i felt headache and then went to sleep for a while.
I woke up and found myself sweating like shit.
*grasp,what is this?i don't like this feeling*
All kind of feelings leave humans like us fragile.
We are subjected to kill or fight or help or ignore against/with humans.
You gotta be kidding if you claim that no amount of feelings will make you fragile.
This evening and night,i am thankful to have Nicholas tse to have Viva live and Reborn live concert in different two years to soothe my headache.
As i was listening,i read a thread from a local forum.
The thread said how to hint her indirectly.
Local people of all lives gave different various advices.
Some of them are sensible and meaningful.
Worthwhile considering.
Viva live that held in hong kong at 2000 and reborn live was held in beijing at 2003.
Viva live give much slam and oooph while reborn live give accurate rock tunes and clean singing.Not too bad to listen both for 4 hours.
I always love this kind of rock music letting me recoving from those kind of feelings.
When a person design the music,the music itself represent the person's soul and thoughts.
With individual play with music instrument like electric guitar,it represent the belief and the rhythm of personal life.
That is what rock music is about.
Whenever i see people singing pop/r&b and hip hop songs by their own mouth,i always have been doubtful of their feelings even though some of them sang well.
Take it or Leave it.That is all what we have to do in life-making decision.
I helped my classmates,Grace and Jasmine how to do accounting.I am glad that i can offer correct advices for them to understand the accounting.
Beside that,it occur me that no matter i know a lot of things,what is the point of not able to grasp everything that human need in the life.
To those people who wish to be very intelligent,being intelligent do not get you certain things that you really want to have very badly.
Don't be fool if you think intelligence can solve everything.
Love relationship,BGR(boy girl relationship)?I really do not know what to catch.
Which 'fish' should i catch?So many fishes and i never got the answer that this 'fish' is the one for me.
Hush...I watched Ester from IQE for a while.She really look like someone mother hanging out with her friends.It is good to see some girls like her around.I thought that these kind of girls at her age are dying breed.
I don't know how much i should value my life.I can't even help myself despite myself being able to help a lot of friends and classmates.
It seem that my life is worthless to discard.
I recall the movie called 'Butterfly Effect'.The main character has the power to change the past.He did it but he found out that the future will have bad ending.
In the end,he terminated his life by going back the past where he was in her mother's womb.
I strongly believe that once you attempt to change the past and your future will be screwed as well with some bad life results.
I hope every blog entry i wrote represent your answer to your questions related to your own life since you are in doubt on how/what to do.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at
8:06 pm