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I envy average-looking people to be with their loved ones.
I always watch them cuddling happily and enjoying themselves
I wish i am the one.
I need a hug.I am really tired of missing of love.
Each day,i always drown myself listening the sweet rock songs filled with love lyrics,let it be either happy or sad.
I always watch Korean drama show because many of them are love soap shows.
I always cry when i cannot feel love.
I am forever sad and jealous when the target of mine was already booked.
How can i heal myself?
Lord,why never arrange the destiny of love to me?
Will you please look at me and talk to me and love me?
I am so useless for not being so evil snatching the ones i want away from their current boyfriends.
I am so sad at every night as i stared at the shiny-studded stars.
Twinkle the stars,can you bring me the sweetness of love.
I do not want to see bitterness of love.
You know when i sigh,i cannot forget them.
I do not lie you.I do like you but i cannot tell you right away in the fear of shaming/hurting you.
Not wanting to be ignored.
I cry for your broken heart.In my heart i wish the best for you.
That is all i want to leave my feelings inside the blog rather than in my heart.
I am not sure but when i was sad not having love.I always observe and notice the pattern when the female strangers walk past me.
Students try to act cool and walk past me.
Working ladies walk furiously as if they are trying to elegant.
Really?I look at ladies walking past other male stranger.they never did that.
Why eh?Can you tell me?
Geez.I remember one occassion
When i was in secondary school,i took a bus no 190 from Bukit Panjang to my home.
On the bus,i saw 3 female students from other school sitting.
When i stepped out of the bus,one of the 3 female students was also getting out of the bus.
I walked slowly on the way to home as she was in front of me walking.
Suddenly,she lifted her skirt slighly and tightened her shirt(ah lian pattern) from there.I was uh-huh.
From behind view,i could see the fucking leg thigh of hers.*rolled eyes*
I never thought of this much.
In few days later,i read a article or a thread in a forum.I found that when a young girl(that time but nowadays girls don't do that anymore) would flirt the boy(she was interested in) with this kind of stunt.
I was surprised to know this trend.Hehe
I just can't believe it.
I don't even dare to think that i am that handsome.
I am very contended enough to dress myself as ideal look that i like.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:36 pm
