Saturday, March 26, 2005

Today,i did not attend the grandmother funeral as i need to go to Woodlands library to borrow books about frontpage.

Ironically,i surfed national library website and found out that most of books relating about frontpage can be borrowed at Woodlands.No wonder,i couldn't find any books at my nearest library.
*roll eyes*

In early afternoon,i stepped out of my home and saw a young girl jogging.
WOW!jogging under the hot sun at 12noon?I am impressed with her tolerance.
i quickly walked to MRT station so as i need to be back home early so that i can start my 1% frontpage project.
At Woodlands library,i borrowed two thick books.
I quickly took MRT train back home.Geez,a mid 20 years old lady appeared and we went into the train.
She don't seem to have local flavour which mean she may be malaysian.Her dressing was eye-catching and very appealing.Japanese-styled attire consist of blouse exposing her shoulders and her black bra strap and a blue jean.She spot curly gold-dyed long hair.
Not too bad.The mark was like 9/10 for overall.
Aiyo,i am not interested in dabbling girls nowadays i practically think of Wanzhen's happy face.

I am at home!I moved my mouse to remove screensaver and i saw Wanzhen online but she was in busy mode.
Never mind,i do not want to distrub her and i need to do frontpage.
Wow,from 1.55pm to 7.30pm with some short interval break,i finish the banner shits on the index page and i learnt how to do basic thing on photoshopping and new things in frontpage.
Not too bad.
Quite tiring but i love this.
I imagined that i worked like motivated and ambitious man,i can provide relaxing life for my wife and family.So nice and after that,i hit beers to relax.
haha

Opps,i need to buy dinner for myself as my mother and my sister attended the funeral today.I looked at my own home.So dark and i am alone.
Sigh,no wife to be with me at home.
I want to share everything with my wife.

Two msn messages from IQB i received today.
One is edwin using Sihui's account and another from Serene Aw.
Both told me that IQB is not splitting in year 2 as they checked out with the teacher.
I am quite impressed and delighted that they took some effort to find out.
Good to see this kind of thinking to keep IQB intact.
But i was disappointed that Serene Aw continue to think about Serene Low.
I stressed that there is no need to think or talk about Serene Low especially it can make your mood bad.
There is no benefit of doing that.
JUST QUIT DOING THAT.

Wanna know why?
Have you ever feel tired of doing that against your hatred friends?

I myself fought hatred people(students and teahcers)in secondary school so as there were so much bad things.Backstabbing?insulting?picking fights?quarreling?aruging?
I took them in and i showed my fists to them.
That japanese-styled principal just put me to the balcony of the admin office and i spend my time staring at the garden and chruch.
I found that i am very tired of this and that because i always think/talk about them.
Do i have any benefit of doing that?HARDLY DUDE!
Can you feel in my shoes?
Even though this Zhen Wei has two things i dislike the most and i haven't entertain the thoughts of talking bad about him or anything else.I honestly tell you all about the truth of him and nothing else.
Even thought Zhen Wei try to taunt or continue stupid things,i am not affected.
What did i do?I never bother to think of him and i only motivated myself into doing school work or thinking of Wanzhen.
You guys who have this kind of life should be thinking of yourself and your own friends rather than thinking enemies?

WHAT!You are not tired of it?
Count ourselves lucky that we live in Singapore
In Singapore,there are effective law enforcing in our heads.
What does it mean?

Take my friend experience in USA.
He stayed there for getting degree paper.
One day,he went with his friend to supermarket in the morning.
Suddenly,a man appeared from nowhwere and show the gun at them.
He demanded them to surrender their wallets.
They had no choice to give up their wallets to him as they were too scared to get themselves shot.
THAT IS DAYLIGHT ROBBERY.
Mind you,can you find this kind of robbery in Singapore?
My friend concluded that one or two is not safe enough and he advised to bring more friends.
This robber didn't fucking care how many people there are.
It was open-view robbery.

Next one.Look dark sides in Japan,there are few scenes in the train where some men molest and then raped them publicity.Outsiders even don't bother about it.
and even in some countries in Europe,there are people who would mass-rape girls publicity.Outsiders don't give a shit at all.
Because in some european countries,they have a welface policy that they will pay jobless people some money unlike in singapore,the government don't even bother to pay money to jobless people but they have to create jobs.
Furthermore,the jails in other countries are like 5-star hotels.So much luxary.

Next one.Have you seen news how some people kill some people due to hatred or jealousy or whatever it is?
Have u ever seen anyone doing that in Singapore openly?
At most,there are gang fights in closed area.

With these incidents,can you feel as you were to live those countries?
If you don't stop doing that,you may be dead by now.
There is no ending if u continue hurting each other because you have the valid reason.
The valid reason is they make you angry for something.
MY FOOT!You need not to do that.All you need to forget it and do happy things with your friends.
There is no joy if you carry such enmity.

Now,with those incidents in your head,do you feel tired?
If no,oh well it will be too late when something happened on you physically.
Can't help it at all since you choose this choice.

I can close my eyes about anything people treat bad on me but i never close my eyes if someone bully my loved one.
At most i will go and protect my loved one.

Some American and British people often say swearing with bits of fuck and in the end,they replied them back in the same way.It never been angry incident because it is very common speaking culture there.
Here?Some of them are easily offended due to such culture.
I don't even give any hoot how much you curse me.
Curse me away and i won't be affected by it.

What solution should you do?

Consider two logical things.
1)Try putting your hands into the bag of ice cubes for a 5 minutes.
You can't even withstand the coldness within your hands.
You would quickly remove your hands out by a min.

2)When you happened to spill oily soup on the marble tile.
You tried to use tissue to clean it.But there is still oil stain causing the tile sticky.You tried to use dry cloth to clean.Oh well,there is still oil stain.
In end,u had to wet the cloth and clean it.SUCCESSFULLY,there is no more oil.

What does two things imply to you?
Do not do things widly with senseless thinking.
You have to settle the things with appropriate thinking and the things will solve even though you two may not be friends like before.
You thought you were smarter doing that?
Sorry,you are making things worse with all things you have done wrongly.
WRONG APPLICATION!

Can you understand in my shoes when i was young?
How did i became like this?
Owing to my classmate's death who i never like because of his evil friendship style and my father death and also my working experiences(many different jobs) within 3 years,i began to pick up a lot of understanding about the life.
My friend,David who is into big charity organisation helping poor people told me his various experiences and views.
God must have arrange this path for me to learn those things earlier before you have picked.


With those learning and teachings i have picked in my head in 21 and half years,i taught some of them to my friend,Gabriel Ng Jun Wei.
He knows what i mean because at times his temper is not very good and his handling towards matter was terribly bad.
i taught him the consequences(in future) and effect of different handlings.
He understood them.
He is very street-wise smart man.
I can see that he is getting to be better man with better temper control and improved handling.

It is not the time to say whatever when you can't even handle this matter properly.
The more you think/say whatever,the more you lose the hand of the situation.
That is what i taught Gabriel about it.
Honestly,when come to this avoid-it sitatuion,i disliked to hear/see 'whatever' word.
But i tolerate due to my consideration of several people's chracters and maturity.
if i see/hear this word,i will be in rage slaming you long time ago.
Whoever use this word can easily viewed as people who want to run away from the situations.Where is your responsbility to keep yourself happy rather than making yourself and some classmates sad?
You should know and you can easily decide what went wrong in you and this happening.

If you can understand my meaning,you have to stop those acts before you lose everything in yourself.You must mature your own mind and be better man.
All you need is to miminise the worse tragedy.
No more fooling yourself by dagglingy yourself into useless and unproductive quarrels or cursing.

Next topic.Human intelligence defence mechanism...
How clever you are with your natural thinking reflex.

Here is a national topic about a man died after taking shoes from MRT track yesterday.
One of them blame the metal studs on the tile in MRT train.
Easy to trip!Easy to get slippers/shoes dropped to mrt tracks!
It make my laugh.
the purpose to have them is to guide blind people to the right direction.
Seeing metal studs is not new thing.
You guys should go to japan and see their train stations.They do have those studs.
No excuse for you to blame this.

One say waste of money hightlighting the fact of cost vs benefit in having metal studs.Now look at japan,it is much bigger than Singapore and it have more stations.Do you dare that they have more or less blind people than Singapore do in similar people ratio comparsion.
You can easily decide that.

What a pity that this man who was going to be married choose to go down to the track and take the shoes.I strongly fee that he should inform the staff about it.
Poor ending.

Another humanity expression.
How you people would react?

My friend,Mike Ng told me something.

In Singapore,people will go jealous or go ga-ga/wow when they see him wearing all branded clothes on him.They even give quick glance or short stare at him.
In early 90s,one of those gang bashing reasons was those branded clothes.
Oh yeah,that is usual thing in Singapore.
Apparently,Singapore is merely middle class country with best law and anti-corruption.

When he was in Japan,he tried doing the same stunt in city.
He wanted to attract girls there but in end a lot of people there don't give a hoot about him.They had 'SO WHAT' expression.
He combed his hair so neatly and wore branded clothes and asked his parents to let him to walk around the shopping centre.
At his best appearance,no one caught him in their attention.
It is understood that Japan is high-technology country with fast-growing spending economy.
He had 'Never heard of' expression to me after describing this experience.
Laughing out loud.That is why he make me laugh each time he relate his experience.

And so,don't underestimate by mere simple clothing attire.
You are better off making yourself happy in your own ways rather than go ga-ga on somebody's thing.

Mike also related me some experiences in Japan
Let me share those with you.

When he,his relative and his uncle wanted to go to hard rock cafe.
They went alone without any guide.
Upon the train station,they saw a map that is messy drawing of train stations like a spider web.
subway map,click this and bigger train but definately not bullet train because there are few bullet trains and it is meant for long distance ride,click here
His uncle took 30 mins to check again and again with the station names they have to pass by with his guide book and then counted how many station they have to pass by and stop at.
They took the train platform and his uncle use his fingers to count how many stations they have passed by.
LAUGHING OUT LOUD.Mike made me laughed when he showed the facial expression and finger-counting acting his uncle did.
Upon reaching there,they got out and his uncle looked up,down,right,left and back to find the stret names whereas his hand was carry the map guide.
They entered back alley and Mike saw a van and heard a heavy techno music playing loudly from that van.
Very loud in the public.He was impressed with open-minded culture.
Can you find those things in Singapore?Unless u have the permit to play loud.
Imagine that.

Those were the nice times i had with Mike Ng and Mick.

PS:I wrote this.You are directly making me as a bad man by spreading the rumour.She did not spread the rumour either.I was the one saying this 'seperating IQB class' rumour.If you were upset by this,i apologise you 100 times until you understand the logic of the rumour coming from.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:27 pm