Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Let take our time to understand each other since we are all IQB.
Let me state my purpose of this blog.
My purpose to write this blog is to leave people experiences for you to understand what went wrong and what the people are miserable about.
For you and us to arm ourselves with knowledge and understanding.

Let me highlight something to make the points to you all.
You read this and you weight your decision about it.
I am not asking you do something but you decide what you can do with her when you see her since you have read this blog entry.
Have no regrets to read this.

Nicholas Tse find soulmate when he first entered entertainment scene.
"As long as we give out heart, then is not hard to find friends. William and Sammi, they got what they have today because they show real friendship. William care for us a lot, he doesn't fake it. I call him uncle. Ekin is my big brother; he once told me not push myself too hard and relax. I will alwys remmber that. Miriam is my favorite female friend. She's kind of like male. She's really out minded and get along with all types."

How Nicholas Tse handle such rumours.
I don't understand why I have so many rumor. Being in the entertainment industry, I feel that rumor is the most wasteful thing. It makes me feel really hurt. Everyone is hurt once in a while, but being in the industry most hurtful is not having others understanding. Sometimes I want to know it is worth to work so hard. Espcially when I am acting in a movie. Until the last half a year, I started to relax and let go of the rumor. Even thought I say the time in Canada gave me time to think and refresh. Those days were really peaceful. I wrote down a song ,"Ending Century of Hurtful Voice"
Interviwer: When you read unfavorable reports of you, what do you feel?

Nic Tse: No feeling. I don’t blame the people who wrote it. In fact, if there are not so many people paying for it, then not many would write about it. Then the magazine would have to close. But because a lot of people like to read about people’s good and bad, and like to talk about it all day long. So go ahead and pay your few dollars and have your fun.

Now i write what happened to her.
All are purely true.Do not defame her for your own pleasure when you can't tell whether it is right or wrong.We had this kind of burden before and we also had suffer too much.
With two e-mails send to her,she understood my intention.
Because before that,she was not sure what to do and have lost so much confidence on IQB.
Just put yourself in your shoes,you can imagine how worse situation you are.

'When things are really too much to handle,you need friends to share your problems with and they will solve the problems together with you'
She had her own personal relationship problem before or during Chinese News Year.
She had lost her sense to control herself.
In somehow,she vent anger in some way.

Saying something on someone in the public is the part of true opinion.If we heard the criticism about us from somebody,we should buck up and improve ourselves to be better person.Why cry?And you can't even own up your mistake to admit this.
It is part of our life in order to improve ourselves.

The rumours came nowhere.
It was understood that Serene Low told Daphne about Serene Aw as an secret.
Unfortunately,it leaked out and it deem to be rumours by everybody standard.
To our disappointment,this secret(i never ask Serene Low to tell me about it) was known in the wrong place and wrong time.
I understand that secret cannot last long but it should be known to someone in the right time and the right place.
What is the crux of the problem?I am sure that you can figure it out.
At that point,Serene Low has lost so much faith and confidence in IQB.
She didn't expect to see matter blown so big from her bottom of heart.

She understood that she was in the wrong.
She felt that she shouldn't convey her anger like that.
She can't do anything now as the matter has went worse.
She is on the way sorting out her own personal problem before she can go on her life.
That is the right decision for now.
Do not make things worse for her and IQB again.
Apparently,she need a soul mate to share with.

I told her that we can never change people thinkings but we can show what we are made of.
Good or bad things inside us,you can see it in front of us.

Here is a small short song

Being Hurt

Mistakes deem us as traitors
Everyone branded us as hatred target.
I never meant this..
But they abuse us
For wrong reason,we suffer like nobody business
In our shame,we try to grow to be better person
Lord,why did you put us into this suffering.
Heal us from this shame.
Can you walk us out to the safe route?
We beg for the day they forgot how to hate us.
Give ourselves time to show you that we are really good people.
I myself shred my tears for their soulless hearts.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:16 pm