Thursday, March 24, 2005
You know i run about this morning.
I wish i have a wife beside me walking peacefully.
I always want to take my wife around the world to travel ourselves.
Just to enjoy the dangers,excitement and joy!
Sound fun?
haha
tonight,i was reading a thread from local forum.
"this is gonna be my ****ed up theory and im wearing flame-proof suits. I just wanna say im gonna make some generalisations which may or may not be true...so bear with me and point out my mistakes.
1)Girls waiting for/clinging on to useless bf who's in DB/Jail...
My fucked up theory:I really don't think the girls love the bf.More like they are worried they can't find another guy.Or they just can't be bothered to know another guy all over again....becoz alot of guy behave like ****heads...just like her current bf who's in jail/DB/Woodbridge.Most likely is they want a bf....its so uncool to be wihthout a bf,so she clings to him for dear life.Some girls think its damn cool to have a bf...its like an accessory which adds to her glam factor.
She watched some stupid TCS/Japanese/Korean drama where the guy goes to jail and the main lead actress waits for him and 30 yrs later..the guy gets out of jail...the guy is touched and they get married.BUT on their wedding night the sex is bad coz at 50 yrs of age...she can't get wet anymore.
2)Gorgeous girls with fugly boyfriends
Aaaaaah.Lots of pple including me have wondered why some super hot chicks just love to be seen with faggot looking guys/fat ugly pimply guys.
my fucked up theory:these girls think that all yandao guys are jerks coz she watched some stupid TCS/Korean/Japanese drama starring his handsome guy who's a serial heartbreaker. So she stereotypes gorgeous men.She tells her friends that all cute men are jerks.THis stupid rumour gets spread like wildfire.The fat ugly men revel in this change of luck.Also in that stupid TCS/Korean/Japanese drama she watched...theres this fat ugly man who's been waiting for the main lead actress patiently.so she thinks all fat ugly men are nice.and she tells all her friends that fat ugly men are nice and they are sooooooooooo sweet.
Fact 1: Compare a goodlooking guy and an ugly fat guy.Its obvious that the fat guy has to put in extra effort to get in the good books of that hot chick.HE IS NOT NECCESSARILY A NICE GUY.Any sane guy would be nice to a hot chick.
Fact2:I've got a female friend whos a chick...her first bf...can make pple puke.Her 2nd bf.....is just like snow white and ugly as well.She told me she would still date other guys even though she's attached.ANother one...my female modelling colleague....got to know her ugly bf thru the internet instead of dating fellow models.let me tell you this voluptuous girl is not anti social...she clubs often and hangs out at carnegies ogling white men......so i really dont understand why she's stuck with that scrawny nerd who "soooooooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet but not romantic...can't speak well...no car...poor...stupid...and the list goes on.i have a few more female model friends who've got bfs who are balding and really ugly.
my fucked up theory:with regards to the above real story...i really think that some girls...really must have bf.If no bf...they will die.therefore any tom hairy **** also can...dats why you see a lot of chicks whose bf got ****ed up face.
3)All cute men are either attached/jerks or gay
A fucking stupid stereotype made up again by girls who read too much trashy magazines and watched too many nonsense TCS/Jap/Korean dramas."
And another depressing comment that can be up against me the most in mental.
"most nice looking guys nv jio those very chio gals..coz they tink they are too good for them..den they woo those above average or normal normal ... which is y those chiobu get despo, n ugly guys can easily get them"
*grasp*I do like Wanzhen but i really do not know what to do.
Too afraid to hurt her if i do not know what the heck i am doing.
Sigh
i am trying to keep things as per normal.
I can confirm with you people that i do not have girlfriend.
Somewhat some of my classmates and friends think otherwise,suggesting that i bluff.
Ok.what must i do to make myself look avaiable as the actual truth is here for you all to see?
Don't wear ring?I have done that.
What else can you suggest it?
*miserable*
~_~ I am so afraid of the future being alone and with no wife. ~_~
If it happen,my mind may turn into 180 degree turn becoming another person.
Probably evil one?
*hugh sigh*
Why is it so difficult to have wife with me?
Long time ago,i was taught to find a proper wife.
The one that can get you into..
Feelings sway in your heart
Sweeping your feet away,
fingers swapping against each other,
thoughts running in your mind make you fidgety..
i should walk to you
and i tell you i love you
unforgetable memory stop me
sending me into the fear
I was shivering with the unwanted thoughts.
in the end,i really do not know what to do the right thing.
meanwhile,i am listening every Joey Yung's album one by one today.I just got those collection.
Thankfully,even though local station rarely broadcast cantonese songs but i bought Nicholas Tse's Most Wanted album that send me into the nirvana of cantonese songs.
They calmed me down and let me to control my feelings at ease.
Thank you Nicholas Tse.
The man who love music and Criticise the singers who don't love music at all.
*i wish i am a bit ugly person in disguise
Just like the beast and the beauty story.
I would be ugly person in a first glance and second clear look.
When the love blossom,i turn into handsome guy who is destined to love you forever.
I like that idea.^_^
Song of day:無聲仿有聲(Wordless Expression) by Nicholas Tse
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