|
|
I woke up at 6.05am
Normal sleep though.
No penis erected today*haha*
I went to bath and then ate ham and bread.
I dressed myself and combed.
Not in very good mood to do that.
I left home at 6.55am.
I reached at CCK mrt station by 7.05am
The train arrived.I suddenly thought of what Wanzhen talked to me yesterday during the break before business communication.
It didn't occur but now i realised that she reminded me of my happiest family days.
I recounted what my father do when when he was alive.
uh-huh.I didn't know that she was so capable in many ways of making me happy and even thinking of happy family tie i have.
I reached Bishan at 7.40am.
I walked straight to school.
I saw Connie walking.I guessed Wanzhen was not coming.
Reached school at 7.50am.
Surprisely,my discman finished playing all 17 songs i complied early.
We,IQB went into classroom,A4-02
A few minutes later,Wanzhen,Eugene,Yang Long and Kar Ho came in.
Uh-huh..Mrs Yu started to teach what we,IQB went wrong with Q4 for prepaid insurance account and then new topic,Correction of Errors.
This new topic is my greatest enemy.
I needed to add more effort and energy in my head to analyse it.
*tsk tsk*
End of the second period of Accounting,we took this third period of Accounting as a break instead.
We,IQB went canteen and have a lunch.
Adeline and Shirley tested me by asking chinese questions.
What a pity.My chinese is so limited that i couldn't muster how to undestand chinese language itself entirely.
After that,half of IQB class attend IT lesson.
I helped Habib,Adeline and some IQB classmates how to do frontpage.
I am quite tired and moodless.
2 hours It lesson ended and i went to Bishan Mrt.
I left school at 12.58pm.
I reched Bishan Mrt at 1.05pm
I took the train to home.
In the train,i felt asleep.
It was so peaceful sleep where i never had one at home or at school.
So peaceful that i felt that i am very tired of the life now.
I just want to throw all things away and close my eyes,not wanting to wake up unless my loved one need me badly.
'Never come back' is the motto i wanted
Too bad,the train reached my destination and i had to wake up.
I reached home at 1.50pm.
I bathed and slept.
Sigh.Not really peaceful sleep.
For now,i do not know how to give my best for Wanzhen.
I am really tired of the life.
I might as well terminate my lifespan and give everything to Wanzhen.
My life is worthless today.
So tired that i do not want to do things that i supposed to do for my family and myself.
Forever tired when i cannot have Wanzhen with me.
*shake head*
Lord,why did you make me in this world?
I am not pleased of my love life when i cannot be with those loved ones i have chosen.
I am looking forward to the day i will die.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 3:25 pm
