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I wouldn't dare to compare this because zhuge liang's one was mammoth task compared to my puny thing.
This puny thing is that i have been running up and down with school works,funeral,chit chat,family helping and mosquitoes leaving me less time to sleep.
It was hardly luxary time when i went to sleep.
I wonder why there are fucking mosquitoes when there is no rainy season.
In any case,we should throw the things to rubbish bin or else thrown items on the street will bred mosquitoes.
Finally,funeral ended last monday and my grandmother ashes was put in somewhere where my father ashes was this morning.
Watching my mother getting up this early and pacing up and down to cook food for my sister and change clothes and left home at 7.10am something.
I hardly relax but it didn't deter me from going to school.
I want to see classmates' faces including Wanzhen's happiest face.
Very invaluable moments.
It doesn't stop here but i am slogging myself until i see the joy manifest within IQB.
When i see Maisara,she remind me of myself pulling an happy face for my own friends.
When i see Eugene,i was reminded of al old days where i always go my friend home playing console games.
Edwin?His beautiful smile in different ways gave me the memories where i was 'carried' forward by friends for better ways to live.
Adeline,Ser Lee and Linda's joy of playing each other left me the memory where i lead the camp group during primary school days.
Wanzhen always unknowingly make me remember my sweet days with my family and my own self being happy.
There are more i am happily remembered when i see the rest of IQB classmates.
I will always be there and be there.
Just now,i had fatigue on both of my eyes and i took a short rest.
I covered my damped towel on my eyes and a short surge of thought gashed in my mind very quickly.
Do u know that i had a chat with Wanzhen last night?
That was very sweet and productive chat.
With this effect,my thought told me that even though Wanzhen may need some help but she believe that she can do by her own means.
But if she is extremely struck in somewhere leaving her no choice that mean she need help very badly,i should come and help her as much as i can.
"That is what you should do,Tony"
i am quite worried but nevertheless i wish that i can cook food for Wanzhen so that she don't have to eat late(high risk of having grastic pain)
Heck care how to cook,i am prepared to learn cooking if the situation require.
It will leave me less free time for me to toil comfortably.
All i do is to leave her heart comfortable and easy as long as i keep things going in normal pace and not trying to make things too favourable for her.
I guess it is quite silly to wait for her heart to have the feeling for me but i must insist doing that.
I don't believe in forcing or begging.I want things happen normally.
My own life motivate me to keep my loved one happy and comfortable.
Sigh,i can't even take care of them in open heart and i only do it in hidding heart.
The last thing is "Wanzhen,if you need help,please ask me.I can do it for you.DON'T HESISTATE!" before i woke up and did blogging.
I always leave my thoughts in my blog rather than telling them to someone.Typical style for Tony.
I don't mind that anyone will see it.
I am more likely independent individual person although i believe in teamwork.
Hopefully,my thoughts can be left to my loved one in future so as it will be our one of sharing things among couple.
A lot of school works to be done.I have not yet enforced myself this far.
IQB classmates who have grown beautifully by character or physical means:Ser Lee,Adeline,Linda,Eugene,Maisara and Kasthuri.
PS:No matter how tired i am/look,do look for me when you need help.I will help you till you understand.Don't be embarrassed or sorry for me.There are benefits for me and you when i help you.It applies to everybody including my readers and strangers.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:49 pm
