Thursday, March 17, 2005

Tonight,i opened and closed so many accounts.
So sickening.Mrs Yu slammed about 8 questions on IQB.
The school programme for us to study is ridiculous.
It mean we gotta squeeze all the time on studying and practise.
Less free time!
RIDICULOUS!
No excuse,Mrs Lum.It is not the question of wasting the money.
It is the question of how much IQB class understand the subject.
In the end,i couldn't balance most of the questions!
WHAT THE FUCK!
Headache!

Now,i tell you all what i really want to do.
I am on the quest of finding true love.
Now you readers know that i have been talking about Wanzhen.
WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT HER?
Let me repeat once more.Her facial expression and the way she talk make me comfortable and let me to forget the woes.
I admit that no girls ever did that before until Wanzhen can do it.
I wonder...I am praying for good thing.
I know i am preparing for bad thing if it doesn't work out.
Why did i write her name down here now after a short while secretly left out her name?I couldn't keep it in my heart any more.

I would like to live such lifestyle with my beloved one.
what is the lifestyle i am talking?
Here is a scenario.
If i held a high-paying job,i will take my time off to play,look after and pamper my beloved one.Once she is sleeping,i will go back and start working overnight.
Ensuring that everybody around me is doing well.
I want to see my wife enjoying in my company.
No suffering or i will lessen her suffering at any cost.
I can put my life on the line to solve every problem my wife will have.
Dead or Alive.i couldn't care even less knowing that my wife love me dearly.

What is my opinion on getting girlfriend?
I always believe in mutal agreement between me and beloved one.
I don't like exchange for something or forceful love.
As long as you have feelings for me and i have feelings for you as well,i will want you.
Knowing that i wrote her name her in my online blog,i am preparing for backstabbing attacks as i do not know who read my blog other than some i know.
It is the challenge i take up.I must be prepared to have myself 'bled'.
I want to prove that i can make you happy regardless of good and bad circumstance it is.
Saying such words like 'i like wanzhen' is no game for me.
I take things seriously.
I can't be arsed with Sly twisting his mouth about him and maia.
If i am pop singer star,i would go public that i love her after she agreed to be with me.
No lies though.If i lie or didn't promise,you can kill me.
Again,my life has no value and i put all the value in my beloved one.
If you believe my destiny,i can do what i have said as above.

Finally,to be realistic,i am not sure she like me.
I am keeping my finger crossed.
I do not want to make things in hurry.Too much pressure for her.
Not interested to force everything on her.Not my style
Sadly,each time i wake up,the new day seem deserted me.
What should i do to get her hint that will signal me whether she like me or she don't like me?
I am so afraid that she may not like me.
FUCKING AFRAID OF KNOWING THE OUTCOME!
I must do it with my utmost care.
I hope that you like my ideal life i mentioned as above.

Small reminder:If you see i am commenting about girls,it is not just like myself liking them.I am a man.
Men are like this.What can i do?
Close my eyes?Come on!

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:13 pm