Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Today,Eugene helped me to close my chapter of love.
After hearing that,my heart and head were ok!
Don't worry about it,IQB and Wanzhen.I can accept it.
Let treat that thing as nothing happened,Wanzhen.
I am gotten used to bad ending of every love story.
I even expect this outcome even before i started.Obviously,i am so pessimistic about love.
Next time,i will have no more courage and confidence in love by then.I am now transfering whole courage and confidence into writing and organise such songs and music tunes.
Fate is specially cruel for me when it seem that i may have everything but God will take away the love from me by putting the curse that i will be single forever in my lifetime.*grin*
Look like i need to shorten my life span if i am still single.
There are not much worth to live longer when i have no one beside me.
As per promise i made from yesterday's blog entry,i want to tell my analogy of Art of Care.In fact it is my dream.
My dream goes like...
One day i met a girl.
We got to know each other through accident such like sending sms to wrong number or bumped each other in the bus or mrt.
We would slowly talk about ourselves.
Each day we met each other,i would show my character to help her or play with her.
In turn,she would poke me some fun or even tease me.
It was like out of our understanding.
The bond of being with each other grew.
Eventually,our heart knew each other easily.
Knowing good and bad things about each other within our heart and brain,the love would grow onto us.
We had no reason to be shy.As we knew each other,we would ask ourselves to go steady together.
No pressure at all.Free for all.
It was like sweet sailing for each other even though there were some rough seas.
We would surprise each other with our own ideas to enjoy the quality love.
I don't need to tell her to love me.She can think of me and tell me that she love me from her own heart.Simply just to speak your own heart out to me.
The virtue for this is care to hold her heart,considerate to look after,concern to help,careful on what you should actually do and courage to protect your love one.
5 Cs! ^_^ Long-term happiness love!
That is my dream.However it seem to be more and more distant to me! :(
I always believe in magic of love.
Grateful for someoneThe meeting between you and me was meaningful.
The time we have gotten into,we get to know the meaning of meeting.
I will still walk you to the path of what you want.
May it good or bad,i will be your friend.
I rather to taste your joy than killing your character.
Let walk together with our friends.
So long,i still see and feel you as a friend.
brand-new personRealising that the world is so big..I looked up and down so far to fulfil my life.
It straighten me to one answer for one question.
How many times i would repeat the same mistake,i still get the same answer.
Not too late to renew myself..
The past i create gave me the memories of joy and sorrow.
I did not know how many times i did until i was born as a new person.
I can reject the devil's request because i don't fear devil anymore.
With new life,i have gone to be beter person.
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