Sunday, April 10, 2005

Today,my secondary classmate,din got the wrong type of ata for his hard disk.
He called Laser store and this store refused to exchange for the right one as it was opened and used.
He was somewhat stuck.
Somehow i offered to exchange my seagate ata100 80gb for his maxtor ata133 80gb.
It seem reasonable option to do since he need a lot of space to store.
After helping him,another problem cropped up. ~_~
Poor mental due to love issue and now this bad luck doubly attack my brain.
I wonder what outcome it will be like tomorrow as i will deal with this.

Those weekends,i felt myself working even though i was at home doing projects and helping out.
Very tiring for me.I want to keep myself and my brain busy as so i won't affect someone.That is the best thing i can do.

It reminded me of 3 1/2 years ago.
When i worked as a job like half blue-collar and half white-colour kind,i was given an heavy responsibility to do work.
My boss liked my style of work and discuss the future of my job.
I was told that i will promote to Assistant manager in 3 years time.
That is fast progressing promotion in my opinon.How old am i at the time?I was merely 18 years old man!
Becoming like this in 3 years time which mean i would be 21 years old.
The pay will increase to 3 times fold.$800 to $3k+ in 3 years time.
Can you fucking believe that.
The work was tiring for me.
I remember those days i had to work overtime to finish the projects or offer my helping hands to my colleagues.
At one time,i worked like 18 hours to finish last minute project because originally the project wasn't well done by my colleague.Our company had to submit the project to other paying company because there was penalty for not submit work or late submited.
18 hours man!Geeez,it was fun and stress at that time.
I tell you.It is nothing compared to school work projects or homeworks because you only get marks and nothing else.It is not like end of the road.
In working,once u can't do well/properly,you will have hard time to find another job especially there are very little job vacancy for you and your ability.
You weight it and you can easily realise how different they are.
Too bad i didn't continue working.Somewhat my boss was a bit disappointed but he asked me if i wanted to come back,he would welcomed me.

Sigh.The reason was the job itself is not for my status because i strongly believe that it is suitable for married man/man who settled down with his steady.
ME?I had no girlfriend that time.
And another reason was that 3k was not enough to feed my lifestyle and taste.
I need more than 3k to feed my desire and lifestyle man!With 3k,i will be left with very little savings with my lifestyle.That is why.

My friend was much worse than me.Being one of shareholder in his SME company,he had to work 9 to 1-5am to finish the work.Oh my god.It is very often thing for him.
Some of my friends have to spend a lot of money to entertain his working contacts who will come to Singapore from other countries.
Not some fast-food resturant or food courts.They must give good impression by bringing them to 3 stars-5 stars resturants.
Imagine that.
Sigh.

I can imagine myself being starved as i have to work so as to fulfill my life satisfaction.At most i have to stuff myself with a lot of fast food things as i work.
*roll eyes*
I can afford to give up this kind of thing for my wife but sadly,love thing is not going well for me.I would love to eat my favourite and hated foods with my wife.
When can this dream be true?*hmm*

Most of the places in Singapore bring me a lot of heartbreaking memories i had.
I hope i can go out very often like before.Right now,i need to finish my own studies in proper way although i go out a bit.I really like to stay home and go out anywhere.
Free-flowing Tony!haha.I can do anything as much as i can or my loved one ask me to.

I suddenly thought that i should have chosen prestigious school rather than anonymousneighbour school after my PSLE result.Too bad,i desired more into love and soccer than studies at that time.Right now,i am taking the rough path to walk onto.

Now,i returned frontpage books and i got myself two javascript books.
I am behaving more like U student or working man.*_*

Look at Zhen Wei msn nick's 'though u may not like me, i still want to date u cos i love you :)'
YUCKS!That is fucking forceful love.
I never desire to do forceful love.
I rather do meaningful and mutual love.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 8:40 pm