Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Yesterday morning,i looked at the sky as i was walking on the way to the school.
There were a lot of meshed clouds all over the sky.
I thought for a while.
And then in few hours later,at home i was sleeping for a while.My mind was spinning and tired.
I was sleeping peacefully thinking of Wanzhen and then suddenly i had a chill thing froze my spine.Someone(perhaps ghost or natural will from live person) whispered to my ears.The words were faint to be heard.I let someone to whisper me for 2 min and i woke up.
I looked around in my room.I am certain that my sister and my mother were not the one.I believe somebody send her soul to whisper me something in hope.
I am certained that it was female voice.
I thought for a while.Eh,what did it signify to me?
Sadly,i had no answer to two
phenomenal signs.
Today,i am contended with the things.
I guess i should wait faithfully.
I was shocked for one thing.
Fanghui,out of sudden offer to share haibi's sweet to Zhen Wei.
Best shocker i ever seen.
Actually,i wanted to ask her but i decided to let her enjoy talking as usual.
i am not really sure what i should do.
How you do define relationship.How quality it should be?
It is all right to have quarrels to keep each other alert and know something aobut each other.
If anyone love you in his/her heart and you got this person,you don't have to doubt this much.
You can depend this person as long as he/she gave you the place in his/her heart.
No need to hesistate.
Should this person have no heart for you and you don't feel good and secure with this person,it is about the time for you to classify with this person.
A mental love breakdown for 1 or 2 or even 3 times is ok but on and off too many times is not good.Not very healthy.
Now,you can see how i define the relationship.
You can feel me in your heart and i can feel you in my heart.That is enough.
How would you solve the personal problems that are largely related to family and death of someone?
I can tell you that they can be solved.
Look at some people around you.
Some would work hard to fulfil their wish leaving their souls happy.
Or be more determined to keep your family happy just what your closed family member long wanted to see that moment.
They left and you still grieve?Forget it,you are sending yourself to despair till the things won't be good in your eyes for now.
You can cry for a while but you shouldn't keep it too long.
Keep it short and get yourself back into the business.Keep your family beautiful it should rather be.
It may be no one replacing the persons who gave you fun and joy.But there will be other people who can give you alternative fun and joy.Do not turn away them when they can give you one.
There are room to be soft at times.But there are also room to harden yourself.
Life have many meanings.Go and pick one each per day.Learn and understand it.
How unbelieveable things i faced in yesterday and today.
Incredible.
Geez,i am preparing myself to see soccer match tomorrow morning,2.30am.
ALESSANDRO DEL PIERO!
In my heart,when i think of love,my mind will think of Wanzhen.
Thinking of soccer,I think of Alessandro Del Piero.
*flashing my shiny smiles*
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at
4:30 pm