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I instantly open my eyes.
Luckily,my left toenail condition was pretty good.It recovered faster than i expected.
It means i don't have to bandage my left toenail leaving to my left leg not getting wetting during the bath.
That is why i can play soccer starting from yesterday and i can enjoy looking my face on the mirror leaving myself(including my left leg) wet.
I left home at 8am.
Took MRT train at 8.15am.I saw a lot of interesting office ladies.
But still,i don't like the idea of looking them at the moment.
I arrived Bishan MRT at 8.45am.
I walked slowly to the school.
I saw Connie,Adeline,Linda,Shirley and all malay ladies gang on the 3rd floor,locker area.
I am fine with school occasion.I adjusted my own mood to match the class atmosphere.
Before B&F lesson,i saw Karen and her IQD classmates walking towards to toilets.
I am ok with that.Kinda pity her and so i stayed cool.My purpose is to leave an silent message 'just forget it and carry on with your usual life'
After IT lesson,Yang Long,Kar Ho,Eugene and I went together to Junction 8.
On the way there,we had to decide one of us to lead us to a eating place.
It was Kar Ho turn.
Kar Ho brought us to basement 1 in Junction 8.
Nothing interesting.We went up to first floor and then Kar Ho saw Aijsen Ramen advertisement.We had to go down to B1 again.We looked at the pricelist.
Bloody expensive!Typical japanese food pricing.
We went to Mcdonalds on first floor.We sat there to discuss.Kar Ho wanted to go to al carter(french resturant)
We follow Kar Ho there to eat.
We ordered lunch set.$9.50 each.
Tomato sauce,a set dish,drink & free flow of bread=$9.50 offer.
It was my first time to eat real french food other than eating french breads.
After eating them,i realised that french food is all about seasoning and sauce.
Look like we enjoy eating free flow of french breads.*roll eyes*
After that,we walked back to school for Business Communication lesson.
I saw Karen and IQD classmates again walking in opposite direction.
It appeared to be that they were going home.
I am ok with that.
I act as cool man to walk with my chinese male classmates.
We were in the classroom A4-02.
When i was looking at my malay classmate's accounting paper,Wanzhen and FangHui entered the classroom.
I was quite surprised but then it wasn't the first time.
It was like out of sudden to me and then i felt so tired.
There was no accounting lesson.I walked with Adeline,Shirley and Eugene to Bishan MRT station.
AGAIN!I saw Karen and her classmates at Bishan MRT.
I felt more miserable.
I went to favourite place in Bishan MRT.
I like that atmosphere.That was where Adeline first introduce this area.
After going there,i somewhat had a liking for this area.
Dark,quiet and cosy.Indeed!I put myself on the wall and spend some thinking.
I saw Grace and Kasthuri.
We took train together.
At home,i found nobody at home.
Sad thing.
Nowadays i received a lot of shares letters.
I just slept straight away.
Very very tired.I am miserable as well.
I woke up at 5.30pm.
I am now blogging.
Eh,i overheard someone saying "Did you know that in Gainsville, GA, Chicken Capital of the World, it is illegal to eat chicken with a fork?"
WOW!That was an interesting fact!
I am getting much better in my mind.
What am i thinking?
In fact,i was sad,miserable and upset.Eugene,Karen,Wanzhen and some i know in the school.
How much longer can Eugene hang on.I want to help him but i can't do much as he see Adeline,Shirley and Linda as his best companions for him to hang on going to school.
I was upset that life was this miserable at the moment.
I was sad because Karen has gotten though rough time.The price was distance apart.
I was miserable because my mood was somewhat spoiled when Wanzhen suddenly came to school today.
It wasn't their fault.God seem to arrange this way.
It was not even my problem.More likely feelings.
I thought that i should have died as a baby when i had a chance.
In fact i delayed the birth in my mother womb but still,i was out of her womb.In the result,i got mild hearing nerve damaged.
If i was dead and not around with you all,the outcome would be different.
My rough guess is that some of IQB would have living much better.
I guess it is heavenly secret that we can't see what lead us to such problems.I don't know the actual content of the secret.
One thing is for sure is if we are very truthful and open-minded,we would discuss about the linkages of problems.We would have found out the painful side of the heavenly secret.
I had myself to be blamed for being alive.
Even though there is a tiny glimpse of myself having prodigy ability,i am not happy how the life work out.I rather close my eyes and never wake up until the chosen one wake me up.It was like sleeping beauty.*hehe*
That is all i wanna put this thought down on this blog.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:30 pm
