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It is like me with higher standard and some of them with normal standard to begin with this-can-do-liao attitude.
I guess i can learn something from them and see what this attitude bring them about.*wink
For iqb classmates,it is about the time for me to lower my standard.
I saw a young couple(i think malaysian).They were happily playing each other before she show something from her wallet to her husband and then this man's eye turn gold.She quickly close her wallet and kept in her bag.He cursed her like mad with fiery eyes.
Like that,one can be unhappy any day.
Someone said that there was no point having marriage.When the love died on each other,they will have to fend on each other by looking after each other and bills.
Since it is so,i dread this thing.
From this situation,i believe that the love is merely half-completed and vanished like that.
*sad*
In this world,there are not many wonderful couple who carry love every day till they died
After that,I reached home and then went out with Kok Wai.
Took a lot of pictures.Quite funny!
Finally,after watching Tenshi Na Komanmaiki anime(not yet finished to 50 episodes,only 4 eps left) i decided to finalise my 3 options choice
It will be myself following my heart and keep on dreaming of being myself with the ones i like/love until somebody,by destiny will break it and we go together as a couple.
There are some scenes from this anime that make me confirm this choice.
Scene 1)The girl who dislike and jealous of Megumi asked Sogu about what sort of things he like(food,favourite type of girl,favourite way of being dressed,favourite colour and etc).Sogu replied MEGU MEGU MEGU MEGU
*MUAHAHAHA,that is cute way to love someone by saying her name to every question.WOOT.I like doing that but nobody ask me this question :p*
Scene 2)On Megu's birthday,his dad invited a lot of rich men(18 yrs old and above and Sogu whose age was 16 being banned from the party),a prince from france wow-ed her and she quietly withdraw from the party very quickly(she was not keen to talk with them including Prince)
The next day,Megu had to accept his invitation to go out because of someone she know.
Prince was so graceful to take her out in many ways.Indeed gentleman but inside his head,he would willing to give up 99% of his 50 girlfriend just for Megu because Megu was so pretty.
*Geez,he really look handsome like i fancy for myself.I was taught to be gentleman from my father.But still,i don't like being myself collecting so many girlfriends in my 'pocket'No way,i am not going to follow like him.
I know that i had a lot of female suitors when i was in secondary school.My classmates urged me to go relationship with one of them each time they told me about what those female suitors feel for me.
From chinese to malay to indian-race girls.That was enough for me.I smiled and rejected in the most sofest way to do within a min.Not just because of second love,Diana.It was just not really meaningful if i don't get along with them in future once i might go steady with.I would prefer to know them longer before i am very sure.Peng,one of my classmate said that here is your chance to fuck and another said everybody got steady and i don't have.I resisted them all.Maybe i was too focus to have the right lady for myself.At least i don't have girlfriends but just female friends only.I hope to stay myself pure gentleman with clean thinking. ^_^
It is not the case of 'i don't like but you like me' and it was more likely the case of myself not knowing them well.*
Scene 3)When Megu praised Sogu(rarely do tat because Sogu was so single-minded that he used only violence to settle the problems),Sogu will go over the moon by swimming out of blue or his body go happy.
*I like that.I don't mind doing extra things as long as the ones who i loved say something like that.It will leave me comfortable.*
That is all.
I will try my best to look for Diana and keep in touch with her.
Hehe.I publicly told my sec 2 and 3 classmate,Remus(he also like Diana) that i liked Diana.I believed in honest and straight-forward and clean competition.
He was smirking at me.I could easily see,talk and play with Diana because she and i stay in the same area while Remus lived other area.
Furthermore,Diana and i have some same set of friends who i used to hang out with at Lot 1.
She asked Kenny(our friend) to ask me why i never woo her.I wonder why she suddenly ask.Quite rare act from any lady!She want me to woo her?*shocked mode*
Honestly,i prefer to leave the things as per normal while i don't mind letting Remus giving small gifts to her.I just want to win her heart in gentle and comfortable way rather than forceful method.
I didn't woo her.That was true.
For once,some girl left me a good impression.But i never purse her even though we looked at each other so passionately.My friend told me that if i purse her,she and i could be in relationship by then.But i let my other friend who liked her a lot,much more than me woo her.My friend kept on doh-ing at me each time they talked about her.
Alamak,It is never mind thing for me.At least my friend enjoyed this day.
Chances and chances disappeared as i don't value them.*grin*
For now,i see girls in proper way but i won't look at them so passionately.I am afraid that they would get the wrong impression.
To be fair,if i looked at you closely,that mean you are cute or pretty in my opinion.
:p
Don't take it so seriously.Take it seriously if we know each other so much.
That is what i think.
I only treat the ones i liked a lot as a friend.No extra good treatment.Just normal.^_^ You can trust me on this.
Anyway, i wonder how Eugene reacted after seeing someone tonight.
Let me know,Eugene. :D
~_~
Zhen Wei abused the one he loved.
According to his msn nick,he publicly said SHE WAS AN IDOIT(anger mode) and then suddenly say i love you because blah blah.
What The Fuck.
If u got girlfriend(who keep on say you are not handsome and then say i love you or harbour any evil intent) or boyfriend(cursing you for his selfish gain or something),i suggest you to break them up and don't waste your time nursing your heart so that you hope that you and your loved one last long?
NO WAY MAN!
I will be fucking surprised if someone tell me that the suffering from the abuse was the reason of long term relationship or suriving marriage!
Don't try to lie yourself that she/he loved you.They are more likely using you for some purpose or pleasure.
I don't really like to use girls like that.I prefer mutual or happy-to-do-without-questions trust to do anything that related between me and my loved one.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:24 pm
