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Both of us were miserable with our present love life.
Somewhat Eugene got me going to school today due to his suggestion to ask Wanzhen.
In the end,it never happen.
I guess there was no chance for him to ask.It seem like postponed to another day.
I would like to know the answer before i can choose two choices.
1)If there is a hope,i will give it one more try again.
2)If there is no chance,i will forget it and move on with my life by carry on practicing on music.
Nevertheless,there was Adeline,Ser Lee,Linda,Eugene and Haibi.They were enough to keep me in the school from 9am to 3.15pm,especially when i felt like not coming to school or leave the school during the middle of the lesson.
Thanks Adeline,Ser Lee,Linda,Eugene and Haibi.
IQB asked me if i want to join Japanese class.Oh yeah,i know some Japanese but i am quite interested to learn more Japanese.It is my chance to keep me busy if the love thing doesn't go well(not yet known).
My wretched heart want to lie itself and myself to hung on Wanzhen.*Sad*
Wanzhen and Fanghui suddenly came back to the class after long period in the canteen just because to check out the notice paper.To be model?I think they are ok.
Adeline asked me to be model and Eugene said there was Wanzhen joining there.
Frankly,i won't join as model.I will never follow her even i see her name in the name list so that i do not want to make her uneasy.
When i was young,i used to be wanting as a model.But it is not anymore as my passion died.
I rather be singer anytime and anyday.
I do not know the chance to get myself into such music course in future.
When my love life get screw,i have no more confidence and i will hope that i keep myself busy by learning accounting in the day and learn music at night or even play music in the pub at night.
What is so treachery in the life?
Let me share some of my real life experience i learnt.
I have a female friend.
You know when we were young,we went wild in nightlife.
She somewhat went wilder than us including me,Mike,Mick and our friends.
How?She offer sex service.
Honestly,she was slightly fat and some men still want to fuck her.
$50-$100 for a sex service.*roll eyes*
Because the nightlife was too glamorous.
We all know it and she didn't give any hoot about 'face'.
She never got herself embarassed when we talked about it.
When you see sad article like this in TNP,it is quite true.
So sad that some need money badly to write off the debts.
For my friend's case,i do not know but i guess she need money to feed her nightlife expenditure.
It was really one horrible thing for me enough.
Sad life
*classical guitar play soft and melody tune*
Life never gave us a bed of roses.
Sadly,we walked with tears
So long it seem a doom day for us
When we were about being pushed at the tip of the cliff...
we had to do desperate measures.
Given no choice,we would have to sacrifice our character.
Once we sucked into a black hole,we never be the same anymore.
No one will try to save us.
It was too difficult for us to think of good things.
The day we would have to suck our thumb and gave ourselves up will be known to everyone.
I am prepared for another heartbreak if the answer is not what i would like to hear.I am still waiting and looking forward for this answer.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:21 pm
