Thursday, April 14, 2005

This morning,after assembly at school,Eugene asked me if i am heartbroken.
I told him that i am not heartbroken.
I am just disappointed to have the same ending of this story.

Today Banking&Finance CA2,i have no problem filling up all the blanks.
Not too bad day for me.
But i felt stomach pain.
Sickening.That is why i don't like to live so long when there are much personal suffering.
However the pain disappeared within 30minutes and i decided to go safe option getting porridge and tomato juice can.

After accounting lesson,Eugene and I went downstairs from A4-02 class to assembly sitting area.
Eugene turn his head to the right towards the stair.Out of curiousity,i also turn my head to his direction.I saw FangHui and Wanzhen walking down.
Oh.This feeling was somewhat horrible.I think it was awkward to see her.
But i will get used to it and it will be ok for me to see her again like that.
Since it happened out of hand,i hope that she give herself a chance to forget it as she can.No need to go through such lengths.I haven't done that to every girl.I thought i would be fair to give them a chance to forget this embarassing thing.

No wonder,boys would curse those girls behind their back for not giving them a chance*slap forehead*
It ain't work this way.Just let it go and move on for new story.
Girls also would curse boys as well for not giving them a chance too.*roll eyes*

Eugene is jolly waiting for the next chapter of the story with Siying.*grasp*

At home,i do frontpage programming based on javascript.
wah lau,form thing is really pulling my hair.
I need more information how to build database.I guess i gotta schedule properly on Sat and Sun.

When i listened Eason Chan's songs,i suddenly remember some real life ones where opposite genders may not able to satisfy the needs and desire of their loved ones.
Even though they are married,some of them suck their thumbs or felt so sad.

Case 1:A wife tried everything to get her husband to satisfy her needs.In end he ignored her upteen times and told her to stop it.
In the end,she fell into 'web' by having adultery with other men because they could make her feel good while her husband couldn't.
*this one..it make me sigh greatly*

There are much more ugly things in adulthood life.They are much more painful than teenger and young adult life.
I cannot tolerate this so long.
I guess i go and close my eyes and walk away because i can't do anything to this.
It is your stand whether you reject the devil's temptation.

Zhen Wei's msn nick..*hugh sigh*
His msn nick said like "Can i treat IQB a lunch as apologise?"
WHAT THE FUCK!
You think you can buy friendship and our souls with money.
One day,you would buy love with money.
Damn sickening.I hate buying love and friendship.
I had this kind of experience before and so don't attempt to do that in front of me.

Angel
I do not want to ignore you.
It was so worthless that i can always see you again and again.
I rather smile at you and let you know that you don't have to think of this worse thing.
Just walk me out to the path of friendship.
I have already had my heart nothing for you..
as you requested for.
My hear sparkled as the wing on my back began to show itself.
I am flying to become a person with good natured heart.
Can you not ignore me?
Since i never ignore you,will you to do the same?
With your acceptance,i will be true angel.

My last advice to you.'Don't make things too difficult for each other.'

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:35 pm