Friday, April 15, 2005
Today morning,i saw Wanzhen coming to school with Connie.
I am getting much better after seeing her.
I am not feeling hurt or embarrassed or horrible at all.
Slowly,i am used to see her with such feelings.
Of course as a friend.
Don't get so much wild ideas dudes
She will not spoil my mood no mattter what she do or where she is.
Trust me.
All i need to run 第二世(Second Lifetime sang by Nicholas Tse) song in my head.
I need a second chance for myself and her to be normal friend again.
I am strong enough but i am still trying to be more and more stronger in many different ways so that i can use them for my future.
Thanks god for arranging IQB class.It is one of two best classes i ever had.
With all of my classmates without Zhen Wei,they gave me the meaning of my new life and they will be there for me to warm my heart.
By the way,i am still thinking what to write song for IQB only.
Poor Eugene.He slept at 5am today because he talked so long through handphone.
He look moody today.Lack of sleep can cause moodiness and blurred thoughts in mind.
Aprilete asked two very interesting questions from my tagboard.
Is that power of love great?Definately but we still have sad moments of love.
Falling in love send us falling?No
We will learn experiences and we will be stronger.
What is the magic of love i am talking about?
You can roughly see the estimation magic of love that can be seen through most of korean dramas and movies.
There are few scenarios i will like to approve.
1)Summer scent (korean drama 2003)story-Min-woo loved a girl(A) very dearly and she died due to her accident.Her heart was transfered to another girl(b).
He met her without knowing that she got her heart.
The love romance started from there.
That is the magic of love when he sensed that she(B) got her(A) heart.
The ending story showed that she(B) had her(A) heart removed and replaced by another new heart and Min woo still loved her(B) regardless of whose heart she(B) had.
*thumb up**one of magical true power in love*
the true love with small amount of magical moments.
How would u know?
#One need not to beg for love.No need to ask her/him to love you.
#One need not to force one-sided love if she/he doesn't show slightest feeling for one.
#A couple may have feelings first but feelings faded?That is no magic.Because temporary feelings only propel them to this relationship.Time to part.Don't waste the time hurting yourself and your so-called loved one.
#Mere simple tasks by seeing someone home or looking after someone who is ill or familiar sights you can see teenger couples showered each other are no magic either.
It is temporary measure.It can't make them to knock your so-called loved one onto your heart with a nail.
*Actual defination of love.There must have element of surprise,a packaging of gentle handling and the belief of one's character.
*What is an element of surprise?One can surprise loved one who do not expect.
*What is a packaging of gentle handling?Based on one and loved one pesonalities and characters,one able to interlace both of them together till two will joined into one.
*Belief of one's character?Since one know loved one's character,one must be able to know there is any change in his own heart.The real power of sensitivity.
True love only appear when loved one has incurable illness or something horrible happened to them.The question will be left to one whether he/she can look after or not?It gotta be a long process in your life sucking away your effort,energy,enjoyment and happiness.
If there is no magic of love or true love,that is why there are a lot of break ups everywhere.
They would tend to think the source of healing the wounds like having flings to relief them or senselessly engage sexual experiences.
It will proof as Devil's part of plan.
If you have your own opinion about it,e-mail to me,Aprilete.
When i was on the way home,i saw two persons.
One is a male adult having nerve hormones problem.You can see that he do such wierd behaviour.
another one is a lady whose right side of face has a hugh lump or is swollen.
I wonder if one can look after tham even though they thought they loved them.
Let see whether u would freaked out of this idea.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at
4:33 pm