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I had not wasted SGD$0.70 as i found their contents really good.
one of those articles show a successful lady lawyer in the ranks of Senior Council(rare and one of the highest rank)
When she was hit by a personal disaster-she was going through bitter divorce,her law practice was not going anwyere despite of her 14-hours workday,and she felt distanced from her children because of her workload.
She nearly commited suicide by swallowing the sleeping pills.
But her son woke up from sleep and saw her when she was about to do that.
He stopped her from doing it and told her.
What was his message?
"You can't make dad want this family.But you still have cheh(sister),ee cheh(2nd sister) and me.We will always be here for you"
Exactly.she is still alive till today.
Now come to think of that,when was my lowest point in my life?
After scoring excellent PSLE results,two years passed by as i was in secondary school.During two years,the first year was the year of not being used to fast-paced study and school environment.Subquently,i choose the option to drop to Normal Academic rather than retain one more year in express class.
With much hostile aura against local teenger gangsters,i went by tooth by tooth fight.
Some were too lazy to queue up and act as if they own that place by jumping the queue.Some wanted to bumped your shoulders as if they have your business.Some want to have eye-contact to assume who the champion king is.Some insulted innocent people so loudly like nobody listening.Some dared not to apologise when they accidentally stepped your feet or tripped you.
It was something i don't get to see a lot when i was in primary school where i was surrounded with friendly classmates,schoolmates and friends including foreigners.
Each time i saw them,i couldn't tolerate at all.
I challenged them directly in the school.Oh boy,that was the fun and tiring time.
I did that in hope that they stop doing that.
Nevertheless,i continue to stumble further with myself entering into glamourous nightlife and becoming into headstrong rebel in the school.
To me,too much entertainments i received are actually the lowest point that left me being very tired of life.
The thought of commit suicide linger in my mind.
What woke me up?
I first saw Nicholas Tse in Gen-x Cops.I liked the concept of bad-boy look cops in that movie.Nevertheless in few months later,i bought Nicholas Tse's Most Wanted ablum with out of curiousity.
Few songs made me half-awoke.
They are 愛後餘生(life after love),不要說謊(Don't Lie),末世紀的呼聲(The Call of last Century),非走不可(Must leave),改造人(Transformed Human).
Those songs(especially vocal tone and rock music) generated the same feelings i had in those days.
In addition,i started watching japanese animation as i recalled i loved watching Captain Harlock The Queen Of Thousands Years when i was small.The first japanese animation i saw is Samurai X(Rurouni Kenshin) .
Its story was about Kenshin who had sad and cruel past want to do good things to repent his bad doing.
At that point,i was fully awoke.I quitted many things where youngsters really desire to do and enjoy.
Geez..
I prefer to enjoy friendly and real-feeling entertainment than fake entertainment.
That is enough for me.
Do you have this moment where you have felt of commit suicide?
Then consider this and you should reflect from it to be better person in future.
Talking about animation.
I just finished watching long-awaited Initial D 4th stage ep11 and 12.
Neat storyline.
Takahashi Ryousuke gave him advice and hints to Takumi.
Geez
If i could offer such advice,it will be to Junqiu whose preference to roll the ball way too much as his favourite dribbling habit.
It serve as good advantage and bad advantage altougther.
Like Ryousuke told him to forget his favourite way to win the street racing match by showing who is superior in corning at the fastest speed and should learn to do the thing that you don't like/often use it due to your pride.
Takumi doesn't feel any achievement if he win opponent by straight head-on acceleration.
Somewhat in similiar,junqiu should start learning other dribbling skills that he would think that they are not his taste/style.
I believe with these other dribbling skills will be useful asset to him in those days.It never be so painful to learn how to apply these dribbling skills.
IQB,i have something to be concerned about the behaviour of that giant idoit.
This Zhen Wei's latest nick by today is '...REMEMBER HOW U TREATED ME HOR...DUN BLAME ME IF I TAKE NASTY ACTION AGAINST YOU!!!'
It can be us or his own friends.*roll eyes*
Ouch,he doesn't treat IQB as his class.No matter i talked him last year that nobody are this selfish.
As far as we know,it is impossible to convince him by a talk
He just see IQB as a stumbling block that prevent him from getting As.*slap my forehead*
Up to date,we have not bullied him.Most of us were ignoring him and talking the truth about what he do.It was hardly any malicious actions
One day if he pull this stunt,we have no choice to do such measure to get him out of the class.
I am designing and preparing the plan for an emergency.*sigh*
It is something i do not want to do.He is an pain of IQB's neck.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:51 pm
