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I calmed her down and i bathed myself and ate a short breakfast meal.
I left home assuring her that it is not so serious.
With sufficient calculation on the distance from home to school,i can still make it from that time i left home.
Panic only delay you.
In calm manner,you will not make a lot of mistakes.
About the topic header of today blog entry,it is true.
Until now,i am still disappointed.
When i was kindgarten student,i was quiet person due to my father's character.
It was hard to get rid of this quietness in me because it is something i want to give respect for everyone.
But then,when i can be another person instantly being playful.
When i gotten into primary school,i was given in a special class with a lot of smart classmates who can easily score every subjects with grade A.
I am only one who don't get participate to answer because my mind was thinking something else.
What was it?i couldn't place the idea into words wish to say.
Eventually,i lagged behind them and got myself transfer to another class.
Those smart classmates influenced me into the quality of thinking is the gift to begin with.
It is true fact for my 22 years.
Quantity thinking get you nowhere if you can't sort them out.
Geez..in another class,i was mixed with two hardworking girls who often get As for their subjects,playful boys and new zealand girl.
My best teacher(pri 5-6) and kind teacher(pri 3-4) who unlocked my pandora box was in this class.
This kind teacher give me a lot of human character meanings.I instantly understood and my mindset was much more adult-thinking than my classmates.
To much disbelief,i was her best student despite of two hardworking girls and my poor grade.
I knew that one of two hardworking girls would snigger me for it.
"Lucky"
Until today,i found out the reason after i thought of the reason during past 4 years.
It was due to my quick understanding in her teaching.
Indeed too kind for a teacher.
New teacher came and she 'whip' me into fast-thinker who can store a lot of things in my mind.
Simply brilliant teacher i ever had.
Poor grades into superb grade.To think from pri 1 to pri 5,i failed every subject.
How did she did it?
When i was sick during the test,i did the test alone the next day in a quiet room.
I was so alone that i can easily write a lot of things even i didn't fucking study at all.Surprisely,i got A for it.It was science test.
My classmates were surprised.
She instantly recognised and praised me in pretext to push two male classmates to do well in exams.
Subsequently,she took me to her home to tutor me in all subjects every friday after school.*pffft*
But despite of myself disliked this arrangement,i really enjoyed and left her home at evening.I like going to my home at night.It somewhat make my heart lighter.
That is only thing i can go home late as a child alone.
My classmates influenced me by talking so much rubbish.
You never knew..That time,i can easily talk a lot of rubbish to crack a nice joke.
When i got into secondary school to learn more about singaporeans' culture and style.
In no time,i picked Singlish very fast.
In express stream class for a year,i learnt that they are much more playful than i was in primary school.
The more i see playful pranks they made,i begin to decline into more quiet person because such playful pranks can hurt someone.
Those teachers i learn from in express class are no inspiration to me at all.
My grade went back to normal state.
Fail every subjects.
Dropped into Normal Academic stream class,somewhat the classmates i had brighten my day.
I often talk a lot about soccer with malay and talked rubbish about gangs with chinese.
Teachers still never inspire me until Sec 3 and 4 form teacher and chemistry teacher inspired me something.I got some interest in history,maths ahd chemistry.
I managed to pass some of subjects with decent marks.
Victor,Shahril,Safran gave me more ideas about friendships.
The new prinicipal with japanese style taught me a small thing.
Pretty useful.
I learn great deal about Japanese,Chinese and friendship.
I began to be more and more street-wise smarter.
I was more close with my mother than my father.
Taking after my mother character,i talked a lot from day to night.
It is something you don't get to see me to do very often.
My classmates taught me by doing such actions and from this experience,i learnt friendship.
I began to bury every hatchet i have with some people who i dislike.Since then,i don't carry such grudges any more.
Two teachers taught me the importance of every subject i learnt.
I began to appericate to master every subject rather than scoring high marks.
After that,i began to work for 3 years.
From my work colleagues,i learnt hugh amount of efficient doing.
It is important to be more efficient and effective person rather than closed-all-eyes-and-heck-care-doing-work person.
I began to be more serious so that i want to create a lot of efficient and effective methods for my hobbies,studies and work.
i always work overtime so much that i really enjoy doing efficient works.
Going home late at night is really exciting thing for me.
That is when my heart smiled a lot.
My primary classmate died in motorbike accident.
From it,i learnt that it is important to teach a bit to your friends what is right and what is wrong.
Never mind about them not taking much your talk into account.At least they will remember it when it occur to them.It may save them before they sent themselves to death which is unexpected to them.
It is not so late for you to do that.
Today,i am studing accounting course.
With much dismay,this class may be exciting and fun but almost everyone is nonchalant people.
I feel sad for Eugene when he told me he might flunked common test last monday night.
I see no point blaming everyone around me and i wanted to spend more time to see what they are actually doing.
Until now,i have some ideas on what they are doing and i am still sad in this class lifestyle.
3 people have quitted school.
I wished that i shouldn't be in this class by then because having my existence in the class can create few effects.
I could have disappeared somewhere else.
I learnt that it is horrible to be nonchalent person.
My heart is still hard cold.
Just now my former accounting teacher did a hand guesture indicating why i never greet her.
I am just like this since child.
Geez..greeting is silly thing.
I can't be bothered at all.I want to spend my time to show authetic action to help friends rather than greeting and heck care friends.
This year,i began to live healthy life by not going out at night too often(i loved it) and spend more time in studying.
I found that healthy life calmed me down a lot.
I am going to rehab myself alternative days so that i will realise my father's last word.It is quite painful process for me and all i need is to tolerate myself and keept on building my effort until it is easy feat for me.
From this rehab period,i began to realise how overweight people felt.
When i was young,i was very fit and i can do sports very well not being able to understand why fat people are slower because i thought that they are not doing hard enough.
I will be back after i complete my rehabilitation!
That is why i set this blog song for you all people who have problems.
It will touch a lot of people who had problems.
Nic Tse mentioned that it is the most vocal song he ever sung.
In this class,we shouldn't blame our classmates because it is fate for us to live in such conditions which result our indulgence in something.
For my friends i have for 22 years,i hope that they live healthy life so that they can do things right.
Always remember that people you know can influence a lot and you must accept the fate.
If you don't tell your friends about your feelings,your problem will not solved.
Way too obvious.
You must tell your friends or parents about your feelings and they will do something about it.
If friends don't do something by action,it is sad fate we have.
End of talk
hmm.Nicholas Tse spoke about his upcoming charity mandarin album.
This time,no more love songs since his every mandarin album usually contain love song.
Ian from F.I.R,Huang Yida,Tanya Chua,Wang Lee Hom,Mayday,Vivian Shu,Wu Bai,Ah Sa are song composers for his upcoming mandarin album.It was understood that he couldn't use malaysian composer to levy tax for per song.
That is what i heard.I was generally surprised.
What a pity.
Hopefully he tell the other composer names in next few interview.
*Yuri's translation and editing verison*So far,i think it is all right to read without my editing.
Ah Sa wil write lyric for Nic in his mandarin charity album. at the first SAsa stil dun confident with her ability. She have little pressure to resist Nic's charm on the song. BUt Nic Convince her that she can do it. Nic request Sasa to write lyric which tell her experience during shoot film 'Chinese Tall Story' (honestly I dun realy like teh costumes on the film especially when see Nic as Tank MOnk, it's so weirdooo >.>). I think this song become ost in that film. coz the lyric writenn by Ah Sa hehe ^__^.
[But Dunno who composed it, maybe it's Nic. coz MOst FIlm that starring by NIc the soundtrack composed by him too rite??]
ON This album...
He also colaborating with F.I.R (believe me they're awesome band lol ^__^), Mayday ( I luv also some of their songs some are rockish), Tanya Chua (She's talented and brilliant singer), Penny Dai (her ballad and acoustic style simply moving), Lee Hom , and Vivian Shu
Tanya Chua said thanks to NIc. coz in most event (award, festival,etc) Nic always mention his gratitude to Tanya who composed song for NIc in his mandarin album
[yah I also heard in Singapore National Celebration event last 9 august 2005 in Yishun. Nic praised Tanya in front of the audience hehe. he knows how to appreciate other mmusician works duh]
whoaa I'm so curious with this album
So glad too he collaborate with alot of Taiwanese singers and bands
In this album Nic dun wanna include romantic love song. The meaning love that he fill on this album is more universal.
hope Nic's abum getting better and better
Keep Rock On Nic ^^
oh yah add once more……….
about Kang Shi Role that is offered to him by one of Shanghai Televison Program (I think)
He decide to get starring in the serie so he must shave his head >.<
this role got controverse from some company that Nic has contract (I think it’s hair advertisement company). But Nic stil decide want to participate in this serie
the photograph of the serie is canceled for temporary.
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 7:37 pm
