Sunday, October 15, 2006
I was about to sleep early today(15th October).
Suddenly, I can't describe the feelings i have for a moment.Something is missing.
Of course a girl can fill my void soul up but there isn't one.
Do u know crying is good?Because it ease your feel for a moment and you are not lonely at all.
Sadly,i listened cantonese music that were largely sang by Nicholas and it really reduce my loneliness.Nicholas sang so much soul and passion and i simply understand so as to say that he and i somewhat had similiar traits of character.
My life in school and home has turn upside down.Few changes in my life..
I can't stop wondering what my future lie on. I really fancy myself to climbing to higher working position because i definately need money to keep up the expenditure.
Especially when you have high taste on something,you need a lot of money to keep it up.
Junbin is going to open a pub at Boat Quay on 20th October. I wonder how he manage to get money to start the business and what kind of plan he scale it up.
Not so easy to start. It will be no good if your business plan has no defined details.
I wonder what they are doing now like "How does Adeline cope her working life?","Will Eugene and Linda get through 1st year and move on to 2nd year?" and etc
When i was primary school student, soccer was my sole passion which it took my void up. I was never been that lonely.
Suddenly when i was reaching its peak(i think i was in secondary school), i was beginning to get tired of no-show acts. Finally, at that point...i failed to exceed my potential.That was when i finished secondary school.
Those days when some junior students saw me as Ronaldo just because of my skill and R9 boots.But now i am now average player.
It is a prime example why many professional players are like that.Especially Bentley of Blackburn..Wenger did not felt any need to keep him in Arsenal. He is simply good player but can't exceed his potential.
Today, soccer don't simply fill up my void. I am pondering how i gotta carry on my life.
I definately missed my normal academic class(Safran,Shahril,Victor,Junbin,Benny),IQB/IQO class(especially Haibi,Eugene,Kar Ho,Adeline,Linda,Shirely)and Cherlyn. I needed company badly but foreigners don't really make me comfortable because i simply don't get their way of interacting.
I don't expect too much but it take time to get used to it.
Sometimes Lance from China give me angry expression stare at me(of course he is in playful mode), i don't really get what he want to express.Why i say that?It is because he is sitting next to me.
Each time i say ,"what is up,friend?" and he say nothing.*peng*
What can i do?You probably find out my answer in some day.
Nicholas Tse seem to settle down as he secretly married Cecilia Cheung in Philipines.
He is ready to be father in any time.







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그린 로즈 (Geu-rin Ro-jeu)(Green Rose)(Korean Drama 2005)
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Opinions:
Good show..
Green rose signify as flower that can be found in heaven. It is great test to stretch love and see if they really break down in terms of mentality and mindset.
Once a couple can't take the pressure,break up is inevitable. otherwise,if a couple can hang on against pressure,it will last long.
Rating:8/10
Butterfly Effect 2(Hollywood Movie 2006)
Click here for official websitePlot Outline: Sequel to the 2003 cult movie in which a person can change the past via remembering their forgotten memories due to blackouts
Opinion:
I saw part 1 and it was fucking mind-killer.It made me feel like vomitting and hallcuinate.I tell you for real..Part 1 is really powerful enough to 'kill' your mind.
But Part 2 doesn't.I am quite more comfortable watching whole story of Part 2 than Part 1.
You do something but the result is something bad which you don't really meant it.
Sadly..life is like that.You lose some and you gain some!
Rating:7/10
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