Friday, February 16, 2007

Sometimes i do not know what i am because i am already lost again.
Why is it so?The things you wanted is not within your hands or with you.
Just like that? To me, it is a precious moment to have those things to boast my morale and it will tell me that i have secure the future.

This week, there are some unbelieveable commotions i have come across.
There are two sides in a conversation.One want the other not to publish somebody nanem. The other want to express his unhappiness with the product he bought and return it back. Unfortunately, they reserved their own stands as true and right.
They don't want to compromise although there are no sour grapes among them.
It make me think that the world is filled of humans who insist that they are right especially when the evidences are not there to see. The evidences were kept for confidential or some kind of respect for somebody.
I know it because i never get the chance to read the my father's medical report book that is on the table because nurses quickly took away.
I was wondering whether the hospital was making any blunder..It brought me a memory of a Japanese Drama how the hospital made a huge mistake on a patient in the operation. In that show, it was kept quiet until someone found the scalpel in the urn. I decided not to think this much and rest my case on it.

I don't know why i didn't pursue this far on my first love. I am still at loss why i bother to cut the contact between me and her since we were in different secondary schools. Can i really move on and give a try to like a girl? So long, i never do anything about my own humble single status under my head because i don't feel any need or urge to do it.

I remembered the day my previous class from ITE Bishan went to BBQ at East Coast. It was around 6.30-7pm and i was taking picture of female classmates with Eugene. Out of blue, i saw a man and woman. They were wearing office type attires and a man was holding a bottle of wine and the other hand holding the woman's hand. I thought it was bloody romance to do that at the bench.

I can only sigh for now. It is great to have a dream to be realised. A wife like Victoria Beckham or Scarlett Johansson. I admit that i am very very westernised person.
Although Benny suggest that Ms Lim, HR lecturer pointed out chinese people on the surface may be westernised but very traditional in modern times.
Unfortunately, i am traditional person. I don't even follow chinese belief or whatever chinese culture it is but i do respect it. I still visit my relative homes to greet them just based on the chinese culture.
Why am i like that? It must be due to the background environment i was lived for a long time.

The reason why you readers notice that i watch so many movies,drama and animation shows is that i learn a lot of things from the shows. Hence i can easily relate how some of meaning from the show can be applicable for real-life situation.

傷城-Seung Sing/伤城-Shāngchéng,(Confession of Pain)(Hong Kong Movie 2006)
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Synopsis:
In a city of love and prosperity, a city of lost hope and premature death, veteran detective Hei (TONY LEUNG CHIU-WAI) feels it all: the hurt, the helplessness, the horror. When his father-in-law, the billionaire benefactor Chau, is gruesomely murdered in his palatial mansion, he enlists the assistance of his former partner turned private detective, Bong (TAKESHI KANESHIRO).

On the surface, the murder smacks of a vendetta that has taken a lifetime to fulfill. But no sooner has Bong agreed to crack the case with Hei than he realizes nothing is what it appears to be. Undoubtedly, they are after a monster in a perfect crime: every detail was meticulously orchestrated, every motive conveniently justifiable, and every culprit and potential witness mysteriously eliminated.

But Bong has his own demon to fight. Ever since the suicide of his pregnant girlfriend, he has lost his joie de vivre, even though he still retains the finest instincts of a man hunter. As he digs deeper and deeper into the case, all evidence seems to point to Chau’s daughter and Hei’s hysterical wife, Susan. But then the killer ups the ante by murdering Susan as well. Bong starts grappling with the suspicion that the man they hunt is someone very close to them, someone on the verge of a total breakdown.

Like lost souls in a city of fallen angels, the cop, the private detective, and the killer are doing what they must. Every step of their journey takes them closer and closer to one another, until a shocking denouement in which no stone is left unturned and no one can escape unscathed.

Opinions:
TONY LEUNG CHUI WAI!!!He is my favourite chinese male actor hence i use Tony for people who prefer to call me in english.
It is one sad and complicated story. I simply understood it but i feel that it is not good as infernal affair.
A lot of reviewers rate this movie quite so high.Before i watched this movie,i raised my expectation really too high hence there is a slight disappointment.
At least the story is weill-written and complicated one unlike many other Hong Kong films that had simple and 'cheap' stories.

Xiang told me that he would rate Sapuri 9.9999 out of 10 just because of his idol.
For my case,it aint happen to me even this movie starred Tony Leung Chui Wai.

Bonsus:1)Reasonable story 2)A-list stars act their emotions very well
Rating:7/10

FWAH!I was really surprised how Grace has grown.
Hey Eugene..we would agree the fact that Grace is very blur girl.
What she told me that it is better to act blur altough she is smart.
I was like oh yeah oh yeah...
She proved me that she is not trying to be naive one as we perceive!
In few days later, Grace talked with me about marketing project.
She said that she loved to think of innovative things and talk about it such as product specification and so on.
I never thought of her talking like that man!
I was quite impressed the way Grace has grown. Mature and humble girl at her own age..few years younger than me on top of that..
Mind you..there are so many immature girls playing the fun too much at her age.
That is why i am in awe of her growth progress.
she went on to say that she has now different perception on courses. She used to want to study Accounting but now she want to study marketing
As far as i know, she said that she wanted to apply RMIT marketing after DMS because it has one year degree course due to DMS.
I wonder what make her change her mind. Her recent msn nick say she is aiming for University of London. The same one i am aiming for!
WTF..I thought she would bulk out on the difficulty level of UOL and choose RMIT just like Ka Ho.
I will find out when i will ask her. Once i get the information, i will write it down for every classmate who want to know how Grace is.
I can say Ka Ho and Grace are fantastic..doing well in their own league.
Don't forget to check out for the next or next two blog entry about Ka Ho,Grace and myself, Eugene and whoever from our class.

This week is 'hai' thing for me.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:40 pm