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His msn nick say '~|tried 2 get close but ur responses r always negative~kinda hurts...:`( do | have a chance at all?SY~will we have a happi ending?'
I do have this kind of feeling before when i wooed the first love in primary school.
She was like only one for me.
Sadly,i stopped because i couldn't feel her heart and so i don't want to make her more confused.
Like Eugene,i have lost so much mood and morale to study in Secondary school.
That is why i dropped from express to normal academic.
Never really recover from it.
i gotten myself worse by getting into fights and went clubbing.
Ahh...those days man!
I feel sorry and sad for Eugene for having this kind of situation.
I told him that such relationship if a boy made a wrong move on a girl,it will be mentally damaging that will result his morale going down and no mood to do anything.
He exclaimed ,"no wonder,i never did accounting homework.'
*peng* but then it may be this cause.
i feel double-sad for him.
that is the weakness of men who really love someone in their own heart.
While i am at it(my heart place for Wanzhen) and then i am hoping that some girl will take me away and confirm the future with me.
For now,i have no interest in any girl other than Wanzhen.
But hor,i look at my past,i could hit off with Wanzhen easily with my old character.
but now,after so much happening since i finished my secondary school studies,my character changed overnight.
That is why i am very scared for myself and her own feeling.
by the way,eugene told me that adeline told him that i admire Wanzhen.
I wonder why IQB use this word 'admire' rather than 'love' or 'like'
Interesting,I find it new.I will investigate what their brain waves are like.
And eugene said that i shouldn't write about my feeling for Wanzhen after i told him that i am afraid to hurt her or she ignore me if i told her now.
Readers,you tell me...Am i doing the right thing?
I need your messages!!!
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 9:27 pm
