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Just now i was dreaming of Wanzhen.
Oh fuck,i didn't know i like her more than Selyn and other.
WHY!What the fuck.
I have no more strength to cry again.
I woke up this early and i feel so frustrated that i wanna tear my hairs.
Oh boy,it seem like similar thing what Nicholas Tse do.
Nicholas Tse had a medium long length hair before he cut his hair in awkward look.
The media rumour may seem to be spot-on but i do not have any whole idea.
Nic Tse never explain why either.
Perhaps i can understand his feeling and why he wanna cut his hair this way.
I am so upset that i can't do anything because it is early morning.
My mother and my sister quietly sleep.WHAT CAN I DO!
Let talk about frustration on ugly things in love.
There was a real-life happening.I think it is quite shocking and unbelieveable that it happened to a pretty young lady.
I looked the picture of her and her ex-bf.
He look so 'guai'(good boy look).Uh-huh.
But he smoked and she had to stand far away.
Something happened that was unknown to her..He met a tiger-beer promoter lady.
It seem that he went to pub and it was happened this lady working there in the pub pouring tiger beer.
It was done secretly behind her back.
Pity.He never kept his word.
He would say that he love her and would choose her in the end.
He would find herbal tear nice when this lady made.But not in this case for her,he would tell her to stop making herbal tea and told her that he didn't like it.
she felt so upset that she knew he never drank that and he said like that.
She found out that he asked this lady to buy webcam and it was meant for flirt rendezvous.
Meanings in this gave her to realise.
It take two hands to clap and if he didn't did that,the relationship could have last longer.
Best/good part of her contribution in this relationship.
He was poor surviving on pocket money and she didn't mind that.
She wanted to be with him forever though life's up and down.
Sorry state in this relationship.
He didn't cherish her.
I feel that 'i love you' seem easy thing to say for everybody while i cannot say it.
When can i gotta say that?I wonder.
Frankly,talking about looks.
Looks can be deceiving.
Wah lau,those boys except Zhen Wei in IQB are much better looking than him and still he got her.That is 'what-the-fuck thing' slapping people face.
He has good-boy loook and he still cheat her of love.
i rather be bad boy.This way,you can see everything i done honestly.
boys,if you see average-looking/ugly girl,in few years you will be damn shocked that she might turn out to be very pretty girl.And so,don't see those girls ugly.Too early for you to say that.*wink*
haha.she seem to be special girl.Suitable taste for Kar Ho.
*laughing out loud*It is beacuse she play warcraft 3 through battlenet!
Rare female gamer with such good appearance.
Next story.
I have a male friend who used to go with us to pub those days.
He has a habit that he cannot get rid.
Guess what habit he has.
He has 'he-think-that-she-is-the-best-looking-girl-in-his-opinion' girlfriend.
One day he see another girl who is much more prettier than his girlfriend.
All he do is to break up with her and pursue this stranger girl.
all the way out,he won her.
It went on again and again.
I must say i am impressed with him on how he easily win their heart while i can't win the one i love.
Fucking holy shit.
Life is indeed cruel at times.
Everything goes opposite.No matter how good i do,i never get what i want.
Inside my heart,i am very frustrated.
Life is cruel
*electric guitar playing solo main lead with bass guitar and some music background*
My life...
It never been easy for me.
In my word,i can say it is so so cruel.
I didn't get what i want.
Useless of me,i was left watching them getting what they want.
those days,i would think of hopeful things.
But in end,i heard that i would not have a chance.
Everything around me seem went against me.
Not knowing what i should have to do,there is no answer at all.
One thing is for sure.I know that some of us have fallen to this before.
All i want to ask for is to give me the sweet love that will last forever.Not to have so many heartbreaking loves for myself.
Lord,when can i have this chance?
For now,Wanzhen will be the last one.I can't help myself to dream of her.
I do not know when i can have courage to love again.
I will never be the same person any more.
When i am about to cry,i will just cry.
I cannot take so many heartbreaking things with me anymore.
I wrote everything in my blog.I have no regret.
This blog serve as my second heart carry my emotions.
Thankfully i didn't tear my hair as there is my blog for me to pen my frustration inside.I will cut my hair when the time is right.^_^
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 4:48 am
