Thursday, May 19, 2005

Can i ever stand up again when i never put treachery down and they keep on running amok until the victims ended up hurt?
I am disappointed that today was actually bad day.
I am dying to call Great Teacher Onizuka and Yakumi to be with me.
Knocking their senses and make me excited,i would be happy to stand up again.

Today,Ms Lum who was watching us for accounting paper spoil my concentration.
I wasted a lot of time that i shouldn't have done normally.
I was about to throw the paper and walk away.
But i managed to get Q2 not being able to balance while the rest completed up to my satisifaction.
Let me tell you something,IQB or IQO.Teachers will never spend their time to listen you.Only Miss Foo and Mr Sim can.I hope that you don't bully her anymore if she is our teacher again.I want to kick other teachers' ass if they don't own up mistakes.
Geez,i lost trust in teachers again.

I am ready to hear what you have to say,IQB.Just tell me what you think and i will know.
I talked with Adeline and i am impressed that she has small valuable learning in her mind.No surprise,she is much grown person in sense of thinking than anyone in IQB.
But i feel pity when she couldn't stand or tolerate against people she may not like to hear something from.I have faith in her that she will be better.
Her birthday is coming.I am so pathetic that i couldn't give her present.
Eugene ah,look after her.Help her to study at ease.

I didn't realised that i have talked so long with Mr Tang,Ms Lum and Mrs Lum over this simple thing.The aim was actually to 'force' me to admit that i am in the wrong.
Hell.I am wrong and shoudln't you consider this situation and prepare for better measures?
Tsk tsk.What irked me is they never prepared for it.
Sub-standard teachers.
I feel that most of our classmates can understand only half of the teachings what teachers taught them.
I want to go war!But i have no power.To reform something
They even mention the guy who wear ear rings(i could easily guess that it is eugene) and the girl who dyed the hair(i didn't figure it out until fanghui came to school and found out that she was the one) to me.
Geez.Good-For-Nothing when they can't give better reasoning.
You see.They are running away from the most complicated questions.
For your info,I don't carry hatred.

After this incident,i want to enquire Sihui.I hope to hear something from her.

The latest blog song is Sobakasu(Freckles) sang by Japanese band(one male and one female) called Judy and Mary.
Her vocal sang as if she was kid.
I was attracted by it.
Beautiful vocal.
i liked every japanese word lyrics.
It give you the ray of hope from darkness.You will be strong as you find your true friends who will guide you the right path.

Lyrics:
Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa

Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede

Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no

Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita

Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo

Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no

Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?

English translation:

I touched those hated freckles lightly and sighed,
My "heavy class" love has dissolved clearly
Just like a sugarcube.
The thorn stuck in my thin breast went in further
And hurt much more than before.
Astrology didn't predict that at all.

I wished we could go together farther,
It would be joyful enough to...

Memories are always beautiful,
But with only that you can't live.
Tonight should be a really sad night,
But why? Actually I can't remember his smiling face.

I understand breaking apart and putting back together
Because that's my personality;
With impatient feelings and uncertainty
Which nevertheless are capable of good love.

I pierced my left ear to forget,
It's an episode I can't laugh about.

Counting up the number of freckles
Embracing the spots and all
But the thorn piercing my breast won't disappear.
My stuffed frog and rabbit
Smile and comfort me.

Memories are always beautiful,
But with only that you can't live.
It was a really tough night
I wonder why though? Why can't I remember that person's tears?
I can't remember,
Why can't I?

PS:i hope the server is up soon for us to listen this song.

Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 5:46 pm