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I am slowly looking for suitable temporary job.
Meanwhile,there is a little change in plan.
I applied Diploma In Management Studies course in SIM.
On that day(i think friday,19th April 2006),i had a 30+ min talk with Kar Ho in hope that i can encourage him to rethink.
He came back to Singapore from Hong kong On Sat(20th April 2006) and looking for alternative study options.
On 23th April 2006,at night...Kar Ho informed me that he had applied the course which i appled as above).
After looking at the course on the SIM website,i was surprised that Kar Ho actually made a good decision.
I feel this course is a bit too fast but i can tolerate it.
I hope i can help Kar Ho to exceed his ability otherwise the fast course will drag him down to the deeper pit.
If our applications are successful,15mths from July 2006 to go..
I am very determined to kill all 15 months and come out as working person.
I am still considering for degree course after few years work.
If all is good,Kar Ho and I will find time to meet up Eugene and Linda at Ngee Ann Poly.We have not seen each other for some time.
It is like they are my old friends!*haha*
To fill up some details on previous blog i have missed.
On that two Sunday ago,it was very wierd day..
It is because....
On the way to CCK mrt,when i was looking at Advertisement board,a old lady bumped into me.
Again,i also got myself bumped with another young lady at Expo when i was going home.
~_~
It happen twice when i was turning my neck to look something interesting!
Next missing detail to fill up.It is quite emotional part.
In fact i don't carry all kind of grudges on strangers or friends.
As far as it concern,after the group praying,he came to me and asked me to forgive because we as young kids often insulted each other.
I was taken back on the progress he has been as christian.
I was impressed and surprised especially his nature i knew for a long time from kid to teenager.
I said that i can forgive you.
Of course,kids do that.Even this Zhen Wei behave like kid brat throwing all sorts of insult and abuse to our classmates.
Louis and i are now adult and so no need to carry grudge at all.
That is why i still talk and go with him on that day.
I don't believe in revenge or grudges at all because those feelings are uesless and liability to us.
We will have some friends who still behave a bit of kid brats and so we need to tolerate until they realised it for themselves.
The judgement will tell you itself and we don't have go and teach them why they are kid brats.
Lastly,were you expecting me to be christian owing to my numerous visits to different churches.
Well,I ain't becoming one because i can't do all those 10 commandments.
I am not 100% good person doing all good things because i still carry some 'bad' feelings.
If i want to become one,i must get rid of 'bad' feeling and be able to do 10 commandments.
I guess i will be able to do one and it will be the day when i retired from working.
Whatever office and world politics it is,i have to do good and bad things to keep clear the problem away from me and someone.
I thought of that long time ago and so i will remain free thinker all the time.
I will still read all kind of religion books.
If you are religion person,i hope that you should fulfil all the commandments that handed down by religion books.
I am simply too honest not to be a religion person for one.
It is really good to have religion around because all good teachings how to do good things or be goodperson can easily passed through by means of religion belief.
Good example of my friend,Louis.
Louis showed me some interesting drawing and analogy on his diary and so i read it.
I was quite impressed but there is some controversial thoughts(i didn't really to point out because it was quite touchy issues)
We know that our friend was dead for few years ago but his saying that he has turned into devil and that is why he was dead.
I found it odd but never mind.
Good ones i was impressed are sin seperate the god and you.
LOL!*thumb up*
I have a lot of things to write but i wonder i can put those things aside for a while and start writing..
My parting words here is that it is really good feeling that your friend apologise and asked for forgive-ment from you.
It will release something in you and you will move on.
Greater things are waiting for you and you are getting closer after you forgave him.
It will happen if you get this kind of thing.*wink*
Make more friends! :D
PS:i was denied to enter NP because i had no cca and insufficient place.~_~
Tony Del Piero wrote and posted at at 10:20 pm
